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So my therapist is on maternity leave and I wrote this instead of dealing with my own trauma. Lmao
It’s really heavy, and I will put TW in the chapter notes. I tried to write this so that you could skip chapters without being too confused, but I’ll put a TLDR in the end notes with the important info.
Prioritize yourself. Read with caution. Pause when needed. Skip if necessary. Nothing I could ever write is as important as you and your mental health.
This is a horrible rollercoaster ride about coping with and recovering from sexual trauma. It’s about relearning to love and accept love when you feel like you don’t deserve it. It’s about the rage and terror and sorrow of realizing you will never be the person you were before, and the peace and hope and joy of realizing you don’t have to be them anymore because you are still loved. It’s about hating yourself and forgiving yourself and letting yourself heal.
No matter what you’re going through, someone will always love you. Even if you don’t see it or don’t realize it, someone will fall apart if you weren’t here tomorrow. Always remember that.
Please enjoy. Or don’t. Whatever you decide is best for you.