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"y/n you need too loosen up. When was the last time you got any?" Your roomate Enid pestered you, "I dunno my 21st?" You shrugged hiding the embarrassment on your face poorly.
Enid looked at you with complete disbelief, "that was almost a year ago y/n!!" She shrieked standing up staring at you with wide eyes. You slumped back into your seat on the couch , "I just haven't gotten around to it is all." You stammered tripping on your words. The truth is there was nothing you longed for more then to come home from your busy life at college and have someone waiting in your bed for you but social anxiety clouded your ability to make basic conversation with attractive women let alone flirt with them.
Enid's girlfriend emerged from their bedroom sitting on the couch opposite the one you were sat on next to where her girlfriend stood interrogating you, "the last time I felt this much pity towards another person I was watching my parents break the truth about Santa to my brother Pugsly at the ripe age of 17." Wednesday said sharply yanking Enid's wrist signalling for her to take a seat. With a small huff Enid sat next to her with a furrowed brow.
Wednesday frowned looking you up and down, "Well you're not ugly and your hygiene is considerably better then most. Your anxiety however is almost intolerable. If you don't want to become a recluse spinster you should at least make an attempt at communicating with people outside of this apartment." Allthough you sat feeling slightly attacked you knew she was right, reluctantly you sat up straighter, "Where would I even meet someone? I refuse to get one of those apps they're breeding grounds for serial killers." You crossed your arms getting slightly defensive.
Enid perked up clapping her hands, "Why don't you come with us to Cara Mia's it's the queer bar I met Wednesday at." You found it very hard to say no in general let alot to Enid when she was so excited about things. Before you could even agree she once again shot up rushing towards you pulling you up from the couch, "It's the weekend get up and find something to wear! We are going out."
Reluctantly you found yourself sat on the edge of your bed while Enid rushed around your room rummaging through your clothing putting a mystery outfit together. Finally she held up black corset top, black cargo pants and platform military boots, "femme butch." Enid stated throwing it next to you on the bed, "We leave in half an hour get ready." And with that she left leaving you to get ready.
After an excruciating trip in an uber you finally found yourself being dragged inside over towards the bar and soon left stranded after Enid got you sat down. You sat awkwardly at the bar playing with the ice in your drink until you felt a tap on your shoulder startling you. You turned to see a tall statuesque woman, her lips were painted ruby red perfectly contrasting her paleskin and ocean blue eyes. A tad starstruck by her smile you almost missed her small introduction "My names Larissa And your name is?" She smiled with an intrigued quirked smile, "y/n!" You said rather abruptly. You had been in the company of this woman all of two seconds and your legs had already turned to jelly and your words were already struggling to form.
Larissa had sensed your nervous aura, "Mind if I sit here or were you looking to drink alone?" She asked leaning against the stool next to you. Quickly not wanting her to think you were at all uninterested you shook your head and gestured for her to take a seat, "No please sit. It would be nice to have some company." You shot her a smile once again taking her startling enticing eyes. "Are you here with company?Or looking for company?" Larissa asked with a smile laced with mischief looking back directly into your eyes almost as if she could read your mind and knew you were silently fawning over her. Your face suddenly felt hot and your cheeks started turning red, "I came with friends but I'm here alone." You managed to peep out rigidly unable to break the dizzying eye contact you both held.
Her hand rested next to where your arm sat on the bar clutching your drink with nerves, "What are you drinking?" She asked looking down at your drink. Attempting to sound more confident you swallowed your nerves sitting up a little straighter, "Honeycomb Whiskey." You stated taking a sip. Before you could say anymore she gave a small nod towards your cup, "would you mind?" She asked leaning closer. Unsure what she was asking you agreed assuming she was asking for you to pay for her drink but instead of turning towards the bar she slipped the glass from your hand and held the glass to her lips letting the amber liquid slip past her ruby red lips with a low hum she set it down with a wink, "immaculate taste darling." Your heart began racing out of your chest as if it was going to jump from your chest at her seemingly innocent yet seductive actions.
Now you knew what she had wanted and you decided to throw away some of the panic in an act of pure adrenaline and turned the cup so that her lipstick mark had been facing you and took another sip, looking between her and the glass you smiled, "I tend to like sweeter drinks like a margaritas but tonight I wanted something a little rougher. Still sweet though." Finally her cheeks had the same blush yours had been painted with. Sensing your sudden flirtatious nature she stood up form her stool putting her hand startlingly high on your thigh she leant in towards you so close your could smell the liquor on her lips as she spoke, "Dance with me?" She all but whispered.
You nodded letting her pull you off of your stool and lead you onto a clearing amidst the crowd of people. Even though there was a room full of people yelling, laughing and grinding ontop of one another the only thing you could focus on was the tall blonde towering over you. She wrapped her arms around your waist pulling you dangerously close, "Let go. There's nothing to be nervous about darling." She chuckled suddenly moving closer. You nervously put her hands on her shoulders sitting your thumbs close to her collar bones. "Unless I make you nervous." She teased giving a playful pinch to your hip. She laughed at the small squeak you let out.
You spent a while swaying with one another she had decided to give you a few moments of panic looking at you with her face close to hers until one of her hands left your hip gently lifting your face up to meet her gaze, "Are you going to let yourself relax and kiss me or am I going to have to lead the way?" She asked in a dangerously low voice. One of your hands shakily moved to sit in the curve of your neck, "I'd be more then glad to follow your lead." You whispered moving your face closer to hers testing the thick tension between the pair of you. All of the anxiety causing your body to stiffen left your body as her plush red lips gently left a small peck on yours before placing a more dominant kiss causing your knees to wobble.
Your head was full dizziness and filthy thoughts feeling her deepen the kiss and slip her hand down towards your backside. Suddenly feeling a primal and desperate need to have her alone you pulled away from the kiss looking up at her dilated pupils you grabbed her hand pulling her through the thick crowd towards the bathroom, "I like the way you think." You heard her chuckle following your lead.