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He didn't feel anything. Nothing at all. It was as if he and his emotions had been swallowed up by the void. His ability to feel.
Slowly, he slid down the wall to the ground.
What's that? What's that?
He lowered his head.
His hands flew up to his face.
Wet? Tears? Why are they running? He's not crying...
He doesn't feel anything...
Nothing.
Nothing.
Wait a minute...
Cas.
Cas... He said... Did he say he loved him?
That she loved him, Dean, and then... Then he let the Void consume him?
Because?
Because of?
Because of him?
NO! NOT BECAUSE OF HIM! NOT AT THIS FUCKING MOMENT.
Emotions hit him with the force of a truck.
And the pain inside him blossomed into a blue flame.