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Copia was kneeling in the bathtub, a towel under his knees and another under his hands, his head turned as he craned his neck to watch Papa Nihil working. The Older man swirled the spoon around in the over-large bowl before tapping it against the rim and laying it on the counter. "You know it'll cool down a little once I get it in the bag, but is that good?" Nihil bent over next to the tub so Copia could slowly dip two fingers into the bowl, nodding once.
"It's fine."
Nihil nodded again, reaching out to stroke Copia's hair before standing back up and returning to the sink, where all of the equipment was spread out. The hook was already hanging from the shower curtain so Papa Nihil could hang the bag as soon as it was full. "Go ahead and take the plug,boy." His voice was Harsh, Demanding. "And start with your fingers."
This was Sister Imperator's Idea of an Induction ritual. No name-calling or hair pulling or punishments for noises of pain. This was Strictly business, A twisted Show of Devotion to the Devine. Nihil didn't need to add anything to that.
Papa Nihil felt a small tremor run through his body as he heard the soft moan coming from the bathtub, knew the other man had just extracted the plug. He glanced up at the mirror, watching the Cardinal set the glass plug on the edge of the tub next to the bottle of lubricant. Copia picked up the bottle, desperate to fill himself as he opened it, dripping some of the lubricant onto his fingers and rubbing them. It was cold to the initial touch, but warmed up as his fingers moved.
"You're so fucking Disgusting like that, Dog," Nihil Hissed, from the sink where the bag was nearly half full. "Now, go ahead."
Copia flushed warm from the compliment, his wrist sliding down along his waist, hip bone, the curve of his ass. And then his fingers were poised, resting against his entrance before pressing in. He was already loose from the plug so it was an easy intrusion. He didn't even bother with more lubricant before pressing a third finger in, moaning outright at the stretch. He started as he heard the click from Papa hanging the bag. "Already?"
"Don't sound so disappointed," The older man grunted. "You can keep your fingers in for a second." He almost added an unconscious 'slut', but stopped himself. Nihil leaned down, reaching for the bottle of lubricant, letting himself hover over Copia for a moment, his breath tickling the back of the man's neck. "Just think about everything you'll do after," he whispered before straightening back up and slicking lube across the tip of the nozzle and his own fingers. "Okay."
Copia whined, but slowly pulled his fingers out anyway. He wasn't empty for longer than a few seconds, Nihil's fingers immediately sliding over his opening before pressing in, then pulling out to press in the tip of the nozzle. "Breathe," he murmured, fingers running down the mans spine. "I'm going to now, okay?"
"Wait," Copia choked out.
"I'm going to now," Nihil repeated, voice a little harder this time. "You're fine." He kept his fingers running along the Younger man's spine as he loosened the clamp.
Copia bit his bottom lip, moaning as he felt the first rush of the warm Wine sliding into his body. The beginning of the enema was always like His accompanying Papa's fingers were now, smooth and soft almost. The cramps would come soon enough, but Nihil's fingers would still be the same.
When they started, one of Copia's hands flew up to his stomach and Papa Nihil stopped the flow without a word, letting the other man massage his abdomen to ease the pain. "Just tell me."
"Okay," Copia whispered, his hand still on his stomach. Nihil loosed the clamp again and the Cardinal felt the warmth continuing to enter his body. He continued to try to massage away the dull ache of the cramps as he felt his stomach slowly begin to expand from the amount of liquid he'd taken. "Stop," he choked out again. He wasn't supposed to ask how much, but he was desperate to know. He'd felt like he'd taken half already, but he knew it was probably more like a quarter of the bag. "Papa?" he asked, voice close to cracking. "I-I... Papaa." His voice was weak.
You're fine, Dog." The Older man leaned down, letting impatient Fingers Tap along Copia's lower back. "Just Take it."
The tears were starting to build up. Copia could feel them in his chest, waiting there, another ache in his body. "I don't...I..." He let his head fall forward, trying to slow his breathing, trying to focus on Nihil's fingers instead of the liquid Inside him. "Okay," he whispered voice cracking as the first tears slid down his cheeks.
The flow continued and Nihil slowed the flow without a say so after five minutes or so. "You're taking this Very well, Boy," he encouraged. "You've got half." He'd never Done this kind of Thing with another man before, but remembering the proper etiquette of this situation, He commented on the Cardinal's Progress. He didn't want the younger man to break before he managed to get both quarts in.
"Half?" Copia asked, voice timid, as if he wasn't sure If he should be relieved or disconcerted.
"Mhmmm." Nihil leaned forward, letting his free Hand Slip to the back of Copia's neck, then between the Man's shoulder blades as an Akward attempt at Comfort. "Are you ready for more?" When Copia hesitated, Nihil squeezed his Neck. "You can take it, boy. You want to be an Emeritus So badly, Take it."
Copia's head nodded a fraction of an inch, his breathing already labored. He gave a small squeak as the Wine started slipping into his body again. "Please, please, I can't." He shook his head, the tears coming out for real now. Nihil clamped the nozzle again. "I can't, Papa, please. I...I need to...please."
The Older man reached his hand down to Copia's stomach, the curve of a belly that wasn't there usually. "I know you can take this," he said, voice low and Almost angry, Maybe disappointed. "I know you can, Dog." He let their fingertips brush. "But I won't make you," he added. "It's up to you."
Copia hated that. It would have been so much easier to go along with it if he Wasn't so Willing to do anything to prove his Faith. Now It was up to him to decide If he wanted to be ungrateful and disappoint his point of worship. To Risk not being rewarded or just go along with it and deal with the pain. "I'll try," he mumbled weakly, squeezing his eyes shut and biting his bottom lip between his teeth as he felt the flow again.
Papa Nihil rested his weight on an arm inside the bathtub, Feeling The Cardinal's hardening cock touch him slightly. He pulled away on Instinct. Disgusted that His Protege could find pleasure in something so clinical. But Once again considering his past experiences, Nihil put his hand back to rest firmly on the towels lining the bathtub Floor, Holding his arm to provide friction for the Younger man's dick. Maybe in some sick way, this would ease the pain. "Lucifer will be Pleased, Cardinal," he said trying to ignore the desperate sounds that escaped the man beside him every now and then. "You're taking this all very Well."
"H-Hurts," Copia choked out. "Break?"
Nihil locked the clamp again, letting Copia rub at his stomach and try to catch his breath. "It's almost all in," he said gently, still holding his arm firm against the Other man's erection. "Just a little bit more. I know you can take it."
"How much?"
The question hung heavy in the air for a moment. Copia rocked his hips to sooth the ache, Feeling Papa's forearm rub against his member. He bucked once on Instinct, causing Papa to clench his arm in discomfort, Soon relaxing again trying to keep his mind on the End goal. As Awkward as this all was, Copia figured the worst possibility was simply that the other man wouldn't tell him.
"Probably four ounces," Nihil answered finally. "I'm going to start it again, okay? You can take this all in one go."
Copia nodded, gritting his teeth and counting silently in his head, hoping it wouldn't take longer than a minute to finish. He was only a few seconds over when the flow stop and Nihil planted a hand to the small of Copia's back. "I'm going to switch it out for the plug, okay? Keep it in."
Copia tightened his muscles, his toes curling as he did so. It hurt, tensing up along with the dull ache in his abdomen. Even with all his tightening, a little bit of the wine/water mixture escaped. sliding down the inside of his thigh. Then the plug was in and he could relax his muscles, but only somewhat. Papa Nihil picked up a washcloth and wiped at the liquid that had slid down Copia's skin.
It wouldn't be too long. Copia knew, but it always seemed an eternity. Five minutes or ten minutes could feel like hours. Nihil's fingers slid up the younger man's back until they were twisted, gently, in his hair. "I can help you with that," he said thickly, voice low and Uncertain. Gesturing vaguely to the Neglected hard-on hanging Untouched.
Copia shivered, despite the dull pain in his muscles and stomach. He had hoped that his Papa hadn't noticed, or if he did, he wouldn't address it... "Is that what you want?" the Older man continued in the same unsure tone. "You want my Hand around your cock?" Copia Balled up the Fabric beneath him, Teeth grinding. "What are you talking about?" Copia asked bewildered. He wasn't Entirely opposed to the idea considering it was Part of the Ritual in the first place, but something about Papa's Approach made his already Stretched stomach tighten.
Nihil was Improvising, his body Moving Closer to the Tub to lean into The Cardinal's ear. "Do you want Me to fuck you as Lucifer himself would" he choked out, A Statement rather than a Question, He was prodding Carefully around the subject though they both knew What was coming next. "Please?" Copia was begging for release. He knew it hadn't been long enough, but if Papa kept it up, he knew he wouldn't be able to Maintain Composure for the Rest of the ritual.
"I think you can hold it for another couple of minutes." But Nihil doubted that. He stopped leaning into the Younger man and sat back slightly, just letting his hand run slowly up the back of Man's thigh. The Cardinal was quiet, just a few whimpers leaving his mouth, but still squirming. Nihil let his hands slip lower until he was firmly squeezing Copia's ass. "Almost, Dog. Almost."
There was another minute or so, Papa's fingers skimming over the curve of The Cardinal's cheeks and the younger man trying not to lose anything, trying to keep his muscles tensed just enough. "Okay." Nihil stood up, slowly, patting Copia on the back between his Shoulder blades. "Slowly," he warned the man. "Don't lose anything, okay?" He held his arm out, letting Copia brace against him as he stood and Anxiously climbed out of the tub.
Nihil lifted up the lid of the toilet seat and helped Copia to sit. This was The time when The Cardinal could truly cry. He hated it, hated how anyone was around for the release. So humiliating, worse than Being Offered Up Naked on an Alter, or Taken Back to His Quarters By a Sister he had no interest in. Cardinal Copia was a Prideful man, this was not a moment he would ever be proud of. "Please, just... I can," Copia said. "I'm fine. I can."
Papa looked down stern, frowning, shaking his head slightly. "Stop."
Copia Began to cry, bringing his hands up to push at Papa when the older man moved closer, but too submissive to actually to do it as the man reached between his legs, fingers closing around the end of the plug. "Please," Copia whispered again. "Please, Papa."
The man ignored him. "Don't let it go until I tell you to." He let Copia's face fall into his shoulder. The younger man was shaking from his choked sobs as Nihil slowly pulled the plug out. He set it on the counter next to the bowl he had mixed the wine and water in. One arm came up around Copia. Despite his tears, the Man was still clenching, tighter than probably necessary. "Okay, go ahead."
Copia shook his head. "No." He cried harder when Nihil pressed his lips against the Man's temple. "Please."
"Cardinal. Now."
The man was still crying, clinging desperately to His Papa as the first drops of the mixture began to slip out. And then, like always, he realized he really had no choice and just let go, sobbing harder as he heard the liquid falling into the toilet. For Nihil's part, he just held the man, fingers running down his back, cooing soft sentiments to him. "Good boy, good job, Cardinal."
Finally the noises slowed and Nihil took a step back, letting Copia wipe and flush the toilet. They both washed their hands in the sink and the younger blew his nose. "I'm sorry," he whispered, refusing to look at Papa Nihil. "I... I didn't mean to... I know it's for the best."
Nihil's cool fingers, still slightly wet from the water, slid up onto Copia's shoulder, causing the younger to look up to meet his eyes. "Thank you," he returned, leaning in and kissing him, soft at first, then harder, tongue slipping in. "Bed now," he added, unable to contain his discomfort as he feigned Confidence in Wanting to do this.
They walked out to the adjoining bedroom area and Nihil nodded silently, indicating Copia should assume the position on the bed. "Back or...or knees?"
"Knees if they're not too sore."
The Cardinal would take a lot more than sore knees to get this over with, as he'd clearly demonstrated, so Nihil nodded his approval as the man got on all fours on the bed. Copia kept his head facing forward, absolutely mortified about the Previous events. The Older man dragged himself slowly to the bed, Anything for Sister, Anything for sister. Nihil took a Deep inhale, attempting to ground himself.
The bed sunk down as Papa knelt behind his Cardinal, hands squeezing the man's hips, Nihil leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to Copia's entrance. Grimacing when he heard the moan. His mouth opened, tongue slipping out, licking in broad, even strokes, knowing it would do nothing but tease Copia, torturing him. He was doing what He knew how, this was Familiar to the far More experienced man, it was all The younger man could do to keep from pressing his ass back on His Papa's face while Trying To find pleasure in this Situation.
Papa Nihil sat up and leaned forward, pressing two fingers to Copia's lips. The man sucked them into his mouth without a word, his tongue sliding around the digits, trying not to get overeager. Trying not to just beg Nihil to fuck him and start grinding his hips into the bed. He'd never felt so ashamed of him self for wanting something so badly. When Nihil pulled his fingers from the man's mouth, he leaned in for the kiss, Trying to enjoy this as he swallowed the moan from the intrusion of his fingers entering Copia's hole while they were still kissing.
Then his mouth was gone and Copia's fingers twisted in the bed sheets knowing what was coming, the muscles in his body tensing in anticipation. Nihil's fingers pulled slowly, evenly, opening Copia up just enough to slip his tongue in, licking around the edge of his entrance. He licked over his own fingers as he slowly added another digit from each hand, pulling Copia more open, exposing him more. His tongue slipped in deeper and Copia tried so hard not to push his ass back on His Papa's face.
The Older man's tongue started dipping in and out, practiced, Paced Enough to have Copia Writhing with a pleasure he'd never Felt before. Cardinal was moaning, head thrown back, hips barely rocking. Nihil pulled his tongue out and his fingers. letting his lips press against the hole that was still open to the air. He began to suck and Copia let out a stream of expletives that meant He had been doing Something right. He let up on the pressure, his tongue slipping back inside once more, teasing, pulling out to trace around the inside.
"Take me?" Asked asked, voice high-pitched and Uncertain.
Nihil pulled off almost immediately, but didn't straighten up yet, pressing two fingers into Copia abruptly, Chucking at the man's gasp. He slowly twisted them. "You want me to fuck you?" he asked as if he hadn't heard, voice casual. Confidence Was over taking this Awkward situation. If it had to be done, Papa was going to Make sure He enjoyed it down to the last Stroke.
"Please, Papa," the younger man returned desperately, pressing back against the fingers, his head falling into the pillows as he collapsed on his arms, support following to his elbows.
The fingers slipped out and Papa helped turned Copia to his back, kissing him softly on the mouth, enjoying Cardinal's inexperienced tongue probing his mouth curiously, searching for the taste. He pulled away after a moment and the Cardinal gave an airy sort of sigh. Then he was between Copia's legs, bending them at the knee and separating them, settling between the thighs before he pushed in. no lubricant and no warning.
Copia made a low noise in the back of his throat at the burn, the stretch. He'd been waiting for this. Cardinal Hadn't been fucked properly in a Long time. Nervous for his upcoming Ceremonies and Rituals, there was no point in Stressing himself out further. The Occasional Self Soothing session Got him through, Quick and Messy, Temporary Release. He wrapped his arms around the Pope's neck, leaning up to kiss the Sensitive spot. This was the Ritual that finally made him into a Proper Emeritus. Not By Blood but By way of Letting go completely. Taking in the blood of His Unholy God and giving in Wholely to temptation. Copia Sent his thoughts to his predecessors, Only briefly Wishing It was one of them he was Filled with, Quickly being Pulled from these Thoughts By the Snap Of Papa's Hips.
Nihil could tell Copia was thinking too much and he angled his hips, shoving in roughly. When Copia's eyes popped open even wider and he let out the tiny squeak, he knew he'd found the spot. All semblance of thought seemed to evaporate from the Freshly Appointed Papa's features as he just gave in and starting rocking against Nihil's hips, moaning. He reached for his mentor's hand, pressing the palm against his throat. "Please," he whispered.
Nihil didn't need to be told twice, squeezing down on Copia's neck, releasing after a moment to let him gasp for breath. Then his hand tightened again and they repeated the pattern until his protege started shaking his head, not wanting to use the safe word, but wanting Nihil to know he'd had enough. His hand fisted in Copia's hair then, squeezing tight enough to hurt, but not hard enough to pull the hair out. "Touch yourself," Nihil Grunted.
Copia obeyed immediately, one of his hands falling from the older man's neck to slip between them, wrapping around the base of his cock, stroking in a slow rhythm that contrasted with the thrusts. He didn't want to come yet, but he knew he didn't have a choice anyway. He'd come when Nihil told him. That was his Role right now.
"Faster," Papa growled, shifting his weight so he could press in deeper. "I want you close, Cardinal. Tell me when you're close."
The man nodded, quickening the speed of wrist obediently, letting his eyes shut for a moment before he opened them back up. Nihil liked to watch this part, Getting to See his partners fall apart. He felt the hand tighten in his hair slightly and he stopped moving. "Close," he choked out.
Nihil smiled, letting Copia wonder if he was going to have to hold it, have to wait, have to worry if he could. The ritual was complete, this was For both men's Own satisfaction. "When you feel me come, you can," he said, nipping Copia's bottom lip between his teeth. The thrusts got impossibly harder after that, but only for a moment.
Papa Nihil bit the inside of his cheek to keep from yelling as he felt himself explode and then copia's wrist was flying as he moaned, low and whorish. Nihil could feel Copia's cum hit his stomach as the younger man started swearing, his ass clenching down on His Papa's cock as his orgasm tore through him, leaving him breathless and gasping for air.
Copia collapsed prematurely, still feeling his orgasm rocking through him, but unable to move. unable to breathe, unable to think. And then he felt Nihil pull out, leaving him empty and loose. He whimpered at the loss, turning and pressing his face into the his hands, The weight of the situation hadn't hit him Fully, But it was Coming.
Nihil's arms came up, feeling Copia's body trembling. "Cardinal, Cardinal" he murmured. "Shhh. It's all right." He kissed the man's temple, fingertips gently massaging feeling back into Copia's s muscles. "You're One of us now, Get your rest. This work isn't without it's Sleepless nights".
Copia whimpered, nodding, wondering if he'd be able to walk properly the next day. "Papa?"
"Yes, Cardinal?"
"Can We never talk about this again?"
"You'll never have to worry about that" Nihil waited until he'd stopped shaking before he got up to turn out the lights and setting off to taking a Shower. He left the Mess in the Bathroom as A Final Farewell. Never again. This Will never happen ever Again.