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Chan was bent over his desk in his studio, trying to keep his moans down to a minimum as someone pounded into him from behind. He didn’t even know who it was, hadn’t bothered looking over his shoulder as his sweats were tugged down and he was bent over his desk, but by the size of the hands grabbing his hips his bets were on Jeongin. He didn’t actually care who it was though, he just wanted to make his members feel good in any way possible, and he had texted the group chat earlier he was prepped and available all throughout his late night studio session.
The situation he found himself in now had started years ago. They'd all grown up together, had come of age together, and as leader and their elder he'd taken it upon himself to give all members ‘the talk’ as well. Every talk had been a little awkward, with Chan as much of a blushing mess as the member, embarrassed to be talking about sex so openly, but it was important to Chan that they were well informed so they wouldn’t risk their health or reputation.
He made sure to give them an idol-specific talk that discussed both the physical parts as well as the NDA’s they’d be required to write up if they wanted to start dating. And, with every member, he added a part that if there was anything they wanted to safely explore they could come to Chan, and he'd explore it with them.
For a while, none of the members took him up on it, too shy and not quite sexually frustrated enough to actually make a move on their leader, until one particularly gruelling night in the studio with Changbin. They’d been trying for hours but weren’t making any progress, couldn’t get the lyrics right the way they wanted to and they were frustrated.
“This sounds like shit,” Changbin snapped in annoyance, slapping his notebook shut aggressively and slamming it down on the desk in front of them. “The lyrics don’t flow at all, and the beat is mediocre at best. This sucks.”
“Yelling at me about it isn’t going to make it any better, you need to chill out,” Chan snapped back at him.
“I am chill,” Changbin growled out, taking a swig of water and slamming the bottle down as aggressively as he’d done the notebook, making water spill dangerously close to their music equipment.
“Obviously, you’re not. You seriously need to chill the fuck out, you nearly spilled water all over my macbook. Go take a nap or go to the bathroom and rub one out or something, just find something to calm down, you’re not helping this way.”
“You do it then, if you’re so eager for me to relax,” Changbin instantly shot back, words leaving his mouth before his brain to mouth filter even had a chance to process the words. Chan promptly dropped his own bottle of water, luckily on the floor, instantly diving down to his knees to grab it and keep it from spilling further.
“Are you… asking me to jerk you off?” Chan asked once he’d saved the bottle, only to realise he was asking it from a very compromising position on his knees underneath their desk. He quickly got back up, slamming his head into the desk in the process, groaning and rubbing his head as he slouched back into his desk chair. “Really?” Chan asked, honestly not having expected any of the members to take him up on the offer anymore since it’d been a while since he had the last of his talks.
“Well, you offered, right?” Changbin said, trying to sound confident but immensely regretting just blurting out the words without thinking about it. What he hated even more though, was that despite the words having been a knee-jerk reaction to be a little shit, his mind was now fixated on the thought and he wanted Chan to do it. This was his best friend and leader, he shouldn’t be thinking about him like that, had tried his hardest not to despite the offer. He knew they’d all gotten the offer, and he knew none had taken Chan up on it since they all assumed it had just been Chan being overly self-sacrificial as usual and not something he actually wanted. But now Chan’s hands on him were all he could think about, all thoughts of failed beats and terrible lyrics slipping his mind and being replaced with how good his hands would look wrapped around his cock. “Does the offer still stand?”
“Yeah, yeah! It does!” Chan says, a little too rapidly to hide his own eagerness. To be entirely honest, he’d been hoping someone would take him up on his offer, because while it was mostly a genuine offer of taking care of his members there was no denying he’d been hoping for a way to take care of himself as well. Dating was just as troublesome for him as it was for the members, so just like the members he’d just never bothered and his experience was very limited.
He'd slept with a few of the Twice girls, again because it was mostly convenient and they didn't have to bother with the NDAs, but while he enjoyed those experiences they also taught him he was more interested in men, and he was dying to discover what a cock other than his own felt like. Setting up dates with men instead of women was a whole new layer of impossible as an idol though, so he'd never bothered, but had secretly hoped his members would share the same curiosity and would take him up on his offer. After all, all his members were incredibly attractive and while he’d always considered himself monogamous growing up, the more time he spent living with them the more he realised he had a crush on all seven of them. He wanted this, he wanted Changbin, he wanted all of them.
Still, it was quite a big step to go from dreaming about his members to actually whipping his best friend’s cock out and jerking him off, how was he even supposed to start? “How… how do you want it?” Chan asked, tossing the ball back in Changbin’s court. After all, he’d offered to help the members explore what they wanted, so Changbin could tell him exactly what he wanted from Chan right now.
"You're making this unnecessarily awkward, hyung," Changbin groaned. "Just… have at it," he said, motioning down at his crotch is exasperation.
"Right, right, okay, uhm.. lay down on the couch?" Chan asked, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.
Changbin got up and moved over to the small couch in Chan's studio, laying on his back with his head cushioned on the arm rest, arms folded behind his head and looking at Chan with a cocky smirk.
"You're enjoying this too much," Chan mumbled, following Changbin and crawling on top of him to straddle his legs.
"That's the point, isn't it?" Changbin replied with an amused chuckle.
"Shut up," Chan groaned, tugging Changbin's pants and underwear down to free his cock before he’d chicken out. He'd seen it before of course, they'd all showered together to save time on occasion and had shared dressing rooms, but the current setting definitely made a difference. He was allowed to stare down unabashedly now, hand hovering over Changbin’s crotch and glancing at him for permission.
Changbin nodded at Chan, and Chan slowly brought his hand down, wrapping it around Changbin's length, which instantly grew to full hardness in his hand.
Changbin lifted his head from the armrest to look at Chan’s large hand wrapped around his length, instantly twitching in his hand at the sight. “Fuck, hyung,” Changbin grunted, flopping his head back and closing his eyes. “Feels good.”
“I’m not even doing anything yet,” Chan chuckled, confidence boosted by how much more relaxed Changbin already seemed, rubbing his thumb over the head of Changbin’s cock which made him hiss and a drop of precum leak out. “Look at you, you’re so handsome like this.”
“Shut up, hyung, get on with it,” Changbin groaned, bucking up into Chan’s hand to urge him to continue.
“Let me just…” Chan mumbled, reaching over to his desk to grab a small bottle of lube from a drawer and pour some on his hand to make the slide a little easier.
“You keep lube in your studio?” Changbin asked with an amused snort.
“Jerking off helps to get the creative juices flowing,” Chan replied with a shrug, getting his lubed up hand back on Changbin before he’d have the opportunity to make a joke about Chan’s poor choice of words regarding flowing juices. This time he was more confident, wasting no time sliding his hand up and down Changbin’s length. He touched him the way he touched himself, since he wasn’t sure what Changbin’s preferences were, but judging by the way Changbin arched his back it seemed to be doing the job.
“Ohh, fuck, hyung, fuck,” Changbin moaned out, a sound Chan had never heard coming from him before and the sound went straight to Chan’s dick as well, embarassingly hard in his pants from just touching Changbin. Perhaps he’d also developed a hyung kink on the spot from the way Changbin had moaned the honorific, now he could never hear it the same way again. Fuck.
Chan hungrily stared down at Changbin while jerking him off, emboldened by the younger having his eyes closed and not noticing just how intensely Chan was taking him in. He wanted to lean in and kiss Changbin, but he knew that would be crossing a line, he was just helping Changbin release some stress. He was taking care of his members, as a leader should. If he was fulfilling some of his own fantasies in the process that was just a bonus, but he wouldn’t do anything they didn’t specifically ask for.
“Hyung, hyung, I can’t…”
“It’s okay, Bin, go on, you can let go,” Chan said, speeding up the movement of his hand, twisting and gripping it just the way he liked it himself. “Come for hyung~”
Changbin tensed up beneath Chan, muscled clenching and back arching as he came into Chan’s hand with a low grunt (which was another never before heard sound that’d be haunting Chan’s dreams). Changbin lay there panting slightly as Chan cleaned him up and tucked him back into his pants, eyes slowly blinking open again as he came down from his high. “Hyung… that was… fuck, thank you, I really did need that.”
“I’m glad,” Chan grinned wide, getting off Changbin, subtly readjusting his own hardon in his pants and returning to his desk. “Let’s get back to work then.”
“What about you… shouldn’t I?...”
“It’s fine Bin, I’ll take care of it later. Work is more important right now,” Chan replied. It’s not that he didn’t want Changbin to return the favour, it was just that he might do something stupid and actually kiss him if he did. Chan pleasuring Changbin could still be framed as taking care of the members, but letting them return the favour would be an act of selfish pleasure. He couldn’t allow that to happen. “Please ask me anytime you feel pent up again, I’m always here to help you, Bin.”
“Okay then,” Changbin mumbled, still a bit hesitant about not returning the favour but eventually getting back into the flow of work. Their little break had done wonders, and within an hour they found the beat they were looking for and had fixed the bad lyrics.
The thing about sharing a dorm with seven of your best friends and coworkers was that it was impossible to keep a secret, nor did either of them particularly want it to be a secret. So, within days everyone in the band was aware of the fact that Changbin had taken Chan up on his offer, and Chan had noticed the way they glanced at him when they thought he wasn’t looking ever since.
Changbin seemed to have lowered the barrier for others, one of those ‘if one sheep jumps over the ditch the others will follow’ kind of things, and within days he found himself on his knees with a cock in his mouth in Jisung’s bedroom after the younger said he’d always wanted to know what getting blown felt like and if Chan could help him out.
Chan hadn’t told the members just how inexperienced he was when it came to men, he wanted to just take care of them without them worrying about him, but luckily he didn’t seem to notice due to his own lack of experience. Or he waskind enough not to bring it up. Either way Jisung was clearly enjoying it, fists clenched in Chan’s hair while Chan tightly gripped his hips to stop him from bucking into his mouth.
He came within a few minutes, much to Chan’s pride and delight, and Chan got his first taste of cum other than his own as he dutifully swallowed. The taste wasn’t nearly as bad as he’d anticipated, if anything the way Jisung’s eyes widened in admiration as he swallowed made it taste good. He could get used to this.
+++
Word spread again within the dorm, and soon after he’d blown Hyunjin and jerked off Jeongin as well. He learned each member reacted differently, and it was at this point a challenge to Chan to figure out what made each member tick so he could make them come undone within minutes.
Felix was the first one to throw Chan for a loop, when he approached Chan and said he’d heard he’d been letting the other members explore sex acts and he wanted to explore as well. Chan had told him that of course, he’d be happy to, but then Felix had said that he wanted to blow Chan, and that was not according to Chan’s script.
Chan was supposed to take care of the members, not the other way around. He’d set that rule for himself right away with Changbin, knowing that his crush would actually develop into being in love with all seven if he allowed them to reciprocate. He was just there to take care of the members, it was a professional thing… But what if what Felix was asking for was taking care of him? Chan had by now learned how fun and relaxing blowing one of the guys could be, so what if Felix was asking for that? Would it still count as pleasuring himself or would it count as taking care of Felix then?
To be fair, he could see the way things were already escalating from handjobs to blowjobs so he knew it was only a matter of time before one of them would ask if they could fuck him, and when doing that it was impossible for the pleasure to be one-sided. Perhaps letting Felix do this would ease him into getting the members to touch him as well. It would be a good thing… right? So, he set up a meeting with Felix, asking him to meet Chan in his bedroom that night.
Chan usually left his bedroom door open as an open invitation to the members, so by now it was clear to the others that when the door was closed he was busy taking care of a member and to knock before entering. Felix smiled when he entered the room, closing the door behind him and looking rather jittery with nerves when he turned back to Chan. “Uhm... hi.”
“Hey there, Lix,” Chan said, returning a while smile and patting the bed next to him in invitation to put him at ease. He remembered how nerve-wracking it was the first time touching Changbin, and then again the first time blowing Jisung. By now, things came easy with them, but each first time with a member brought on those same nerves again, he assumed Felix would be feeling the same right now.
“Is it weird that I asked you for this? I have no idea how to go about it,” Felix said with a nervous chuckle, sitting down on the edge of the bed besides Chan. “I just… I want to explore, and you’re the person I trust the most.”
“It’s not weird Lix, I was the one to offer this in the first place. This is a safe space to explore, and I won’t shame you for anything you might want or need, nor will I allow any of the others to do so. As for how to go about it, I can guide you through it if you’d like me to?”
“Uhm, yeah, that would be nice,” Felix said, cheeks flushing red, looking hesitant.
“What is it, Lixie? You can ask for anything,” Chan said, instantly picking up on the way Felix seemed to be wanting to make a request but was hesitant to actually do so. “Safe space, remember?”
“Right, uhm, can… can we be naked and cuddle for a bit? That’d make me feel more at ease.”
“Yes, yes of course we can,” Chan said, even though alarm bells were blaring inside his brain because naked cuddles with a literal sunshine like Felix sounded way too domestic for his brain to be able to remember that it was a platonic arrangement he had with the members. Then again, it’s not like he had time to date so he didn’t have any relationship prospects… So would it really be that bad to fall in love? It’d be unrequited, sure, but he still got to be close with them, it didn’t sound all that bad.
“Come here then, let’s cuddle,” Chan said after a short pause, shrugging out of his clothes with zero shame or hesitation and laying down on the bed, unlike Felix. Chan enjoyed being naked, and could be found wandering the dorm in just his underwear - if even that - more often than not. But Felix was different, even Chan had only seen him naked a handful of times, so Chan was watching him with somewhat nervous yet excited anticipation. If he was going to surrender to this crush he might as well give in entirely and thoroughly enjoy every second of what was happening.
Felix slowly peeled his shirt off, followed by his pants and socks and then basically dove into Chan’s arms the moment his underwear came down, plastered up against Chan with a shy smile before he could get a good look. Still, he got enough of a look to let out an appreciative hum, wrapping his arms around Felix to cuddle him properly. “You’re so fucking beautiful, Lix.”
“W-what? No,” Felix mumbled, hiding his face in Chan’s chest, which just made Chan smile more fondly.
“You are, so very pretty, such a pretty kitten,” Chan replied, and there was no denying the hardness growing against his thigh. Praise kink, noted. By now he had a whole mental list of member’s sexual preferences, adapting to each of them in turn. Changbin was dominant, but liked to just be taken care of when he was tired, Jeongin wanted to be dominant but was shy still so Chan was helping him unlock it. Jisung was submissive but an absolute brat and Hyunjin was anything and everything, the perfect switch.
Felix, it appeared, was highly responsive to praise and physical affection. Each time Chan gently ran his fingers down Felix’s spine he could feel the man tremble in his arms. “So sensitive… cute,” Chan mumbled, making Felix’s cheeks flush a darker shade of red.
Suddenly, Felix leaned over Chan, kissing his way down his sternum, tracing his abs with his tongue, inching down, clearly a man on a mission. “Guide me, hyung.”
Chan’s breath halted in his throat, because this was already so much more intimate than it had been with the other members. He hadn’t kissed their body, he’d just gone straight for it, and they hadn’t kissed him either. But Felix was different, Felix was soft and emotional, he should’ve seen it coming that it’d be more personal with him. “Hyuuung,” Felix whined at his lack of response, and the sound went straight to his groin.
“Right, uhm, you can get accustomed to the feel and taste first by kissing and licking along the length, if you don’t like it you can stop then, it’s perfectly fine. If not you can, uhm, take it into your mouth but not too deep at first, maybe just focus on the tip, we need to think of our vocal chords so don’t push yourself further than comfortable.”
Felix nodded attentively before looking back down, eyeing Chan’s cock hungrily, and Chan knew right then and there that Felix was going to be the death of him. At least it would be a good way to go. Felix dipped down and started giving Chan’s length kittenish licks and Chan was about to combust on the spot, his muscles clenching and legs trembling from how good that already felt. It appeared like Felix wasn’t the only sensitive one in this household. On a scale of zero to ten how embarrassing would it be if he came before Felix even put mouth on him properly?
Chan didn’t have time to worry about it further, because Felix seemed to get a boost of confidence from the obvious physical reaction Chan had to him, lapping up the precum before taking the head of his cock into his mouth.
“Felix, Lix, baby, feels so good, you’re a natural, fuck,” Chan moaned out, the petname slipping out without Chan even realising, but it just encouraged Felix to keep going enthusiastically, seemingly genuinely enjoying it. Chan’s fingers found their way into Felix’s hair, guiding him, firmly controlling the pace and making sure he wouldn’t try to take Chan too deep in his enthusiasm.
“I’m good? I’m doing good?” Felix asked when he came up for air, giving Chan his signature puppy eyes as he fished for more praise.
“So good, the best, better than I am, such a good boy,” Chan praised, making Felix get all bouncy with excitement, soaking up the praise. Felix went back to it even more enthusiastically, happily drooling around Chan’s cock as he bobbed his head up and down, pushing Chan towards the edge in no time at all. When Felix looked up, making eye contact with Chan’s cock still in his mouth Chan couldn’t take it anymore, giving his hair a sharp tug, trying to drag him off.
“Lix, I’m gonna come, I can’t hold out any longer…” Chan whined when Felix didn’t budge, but Felix just gave him a playfully teasing look, going harder until Chan spilled into his mouth with a loud moan. Chan’s leg trembled, feeling like he’d just ascended to another plane of existence , coming harder than he even remembered doing so before. When he looked down to see Felix swallowing his cum his cock twitched, ready to go again right away from the usually so innocent Felix looking like pure sin.
“Are you sure you hadn’t done that before?” Chan groaned, tugging Felix back up into his arms to cuddle. Chan was naturally cuddly, but when sated by a good orgasm he became a full-on koala, clinging to Felix like he was his eucalyptus tree. They’d already crossed so many lines at this point, might as well add spending the night to it. Before sleeping he made sure to return the favour though, making Felix see stars by unleashing all experience he’d built up with the other members on him.
Felix happily crawled back into his arms after they quickly cleaned themselves up, and for once Chan passed out before the clock hit midnight.
+++
Chan could feel the way the member’s sexual exploration slowly escalated, going from impersonal handjobs to blowjobs to naked members fucking his thighs and them groping his ass more often than not. He would text the group chat when he was available, and with a dorm full of men in their early twenties one of the members would show up more often than not. It turned from a matter of exploration into a matter of convenience for them. Why risk going on dates when you have one of the hottest men alive willing to help you out when you’re horny?
So, Chan made sure to stay ahead of the curve, spending the nights where no one dropped by fingering himself, stretching himself until he could comfortably take a dildo that was big enough to accommodate even Hyunjin’s unreasonably large cock.
“Hyung… wanna fuck you…” Minho was the first to actually cross that line, muttering the plea as he was grinding naked against Chan’s ass, spooning him from behind in Chan’s bed. Minho enjoyed fucking Chan’s thighs, and that was supposed to be the plan for that night as well, but then Minho started grinding against Chan’s ass and it felt so good and he wanted more. “Please?”
“Yeah, fuck, yes, of course…,” Chan mumbled in reply, grinding his ass back against Minho’s crotch. Honestly, he was dying to get properly fucked after playing with himself so often. Fucking himself with his toys felt good, and he always came hard, but he could only imagine how much better it’d feel if someone else was doing it. Minho was always one of the most careful members with him, each movement controlled and calculated, so Chan couldn’t imagine a member better suited for fucking him for the first time. Minho would take care of him and make sure it wouldn’t hurt, Chan was sure of it. “You can fuck me, Minho.”
“You’re such a vision like this,” Minho mumbled a few minutes later, when he had Chan splayed on his back beneath him and two fingers embedded deep inside him. Chan was moaning and writhing, deliciously responsive to Minho’s every move inside of him. “You’ve done this before, right, hyung?” Minho asked, since he was sure Chan wouldn’t offer himself up this easily otherwise but he hadn’t heard any of the other members talk about fucking Chan.
“Yeah, yeah, of course,” Chan replied, because toys counted, right? He arched his back to angle Minho’s fingers just right, lost in the feeling of them deep inside of him and momentarily forgetting his initial hesitancy towards receiving pleasure instead of just giving.
“Chan, be honest, are you a virgin?”
“What? No,” Chan spluttered, not lying this time, because he really wasn’t… he just… hadn’t been with men before.
“So you’ve taken dick up your ass before?”
“Don’t be so crude,” Chan squeaked, cheeks flushing scarlet red. How was he even supposed to have a conversation when Minho’s fingers were literally up his ass still? Though, knowing Minho, he probably did that on purpose so Chan couldn’t run from the conversation.
“Answer me, hyung,” Minho said, and Chan wasn’t ready to evaluate how his cock twitched at the firm tone Minho had taken with him.
“Uhm…”
“You realise the whole ‘not being able to keep secrets’ in the dorm goes both ways right? We can’t keep secrets, but you can’t either. It’s your decision if you want to give a moment like this to me or not, but I deserve to at least know about it so I can take it into account and go slow. So, let me ask you again, have you done this before?”
“No…”
“Thank you for telling me, hyung,” Minho replied, smiling down at Chan comfortingly. “You know you don’t have to do this, right? It’s perfectly fine to say no to any of us. It’s perfectly fine to just stick to the handjobs, or stop it entirely if you’ve gotten in over your head. Don’t feel like this is some weird moral obligation you have towards us as a leader. Don’t do, or let any of us do anything you’ll regret later.”
“I don’t… I won’t- I won’t regret it,” Chan replied instantly, lifting his hands up and resting them on Minho’s small waist. “I couldn’t have imagined a better person to share this moment with, and you guys aren’t the only ones enjoying yourself here, you know.”
“Hmm, yes, I can see that,” Minho replied, pointedly crooking his fingers up, making Chan flinch and moan underneath him, actually having forgotten Minho’s fingers were still inside him.
“Min- Minho, please,” Chan whined needily, giving Minho a pleading look, begging for more.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“Very sure?”
“Minho, please just fuck me,” Chan whined, loud enough that the others in the dorm could probably hear, but it wasn’t like all of them weren’t aware of the things that went down behind closed doors at this point anyway. “Please?”
“Mhmm, good boy, begging so nicely for me, taking my fingers so well,” Minho praised, and instantly Chan understood why Felix had been so affected when Chan had done it. Perhaps the praise kink he’d identified in Felix was one he shared himself. He clenched around Minho’s fingers, bucking his hips to take his fingers in deeper. “Are you gonna be patient and let me properly stretch you?” Minho asked, firmly placing his free hand on Chan’s hip to pin him down.
“Yes, yes, I’ll be good, I promise.”
“Good boy, turn over for me then, it’ll be easier that way,” Minho said, and Chan was secretly grateful for it because he was pretty sure looking Minho in the eyes as he fucked him wasn’t going to do anything to diminish his little crush on literally all the members. He waited for Minho to retract his fingers, letting out a little whine at the loss, before flopping over onto his stomach.
“You have such a good ass, so thick,” Minho said, straddling the back of Chan’s thighs, applying some extra lube to both his fingers and his hole and sliding back in, his other hand giving Chan’s ass a firm smack and then rubbing the red mark and giving it a squeeze. “So beautiful. Can only imagine how good it’s gonna feel when I make it mine.”
Chan felt a shiver run down his spine at Minho’s possessive words, moaning out again when he pressed a third finger in, brushing his fingers along Chan’s prostate each time he pulled his fingers back and fucked them back inside. Chan had no idea if Minho did have experience with this, but if he didn’t then he was a natural. He had reduced Chan to a pliant puddle of human goo within minutes, already teetering along the edge of climax.
Minho picked up on the way Chan’s legs were trembling of course, pulling his fingers out to leave Chan whining and clenching around nothing, Minho giving his ass a teasing pat. “You’re gonna cum on my cock, hyung, not my fingers,” he said, making Chan let out a high-pitched whine of anticipation. “You ready, hyung?” he asked, pressing the blunt tip of his cock to Chan’s hole, but not pushing in yes.
“Yes, fuck, Minho please, so ready,” Chan replied, voice needy bordering on desperate.
“God you sound good like that, we should record your moans to use in a song,” Minho mumbled, starting to push his hips forward, applying some pressure until Chan relaxed and the head of Minho’s cock slipped past the tight ring of muscles. “Shit,” Minho spat out the curse followed by a sharp gasp, completely overwhelmed by how tight Chan felt around him. “Hyung.”
Chan was instantly filled with an overwhelming sense of pride and satisfaction, because he’d done that, he’d made Minho - who was always level-headed and in control - lose his composure and curse. Not that Chan himself was managing any better, clawing at the sheets as he was filled up inch by inch until he felt like he was going to burst. “Minho-,” Chan moaned back to him once Minho was fully situated inside of him. “So full.”
“Good- You feel so fucking good around me,” Minho groaned, pausing a moment to give Chan time to adjust… and admittedly himself as well, he felt like he was gonna cum the moment he moved if he didn’t give himself some time to get used to the feeling as well. “I’m never leaving this room again, I’m gonna live here, I’m gonna abandon all my dreams and goals and live in your ass,” Minho rambled nonsensically, making Chan break out in giggles, which just made Minho groan harder from the pressure around him.
Minho lowered himself down on top of Chan, resting on his elbows on either side of Chan’s head, knowing Chan could handle the weight, slowly starting to roll his hips and grinding down on him. “Fuck, hyung, I can’t- I’m gonna-,” Minho moaned out after just a coupleof minutes, desperately trying and failing to keep the orgasm at bay as he slowly fucked into Chan, feeling way too good to resist any longer.
“Go on, but fuck me properly when you do,” Chan replied, gasping out when Minho instantly obeyed, tugging Chan up to his hands and knees and fucking into him hard and fast from behind.
“Hyung, hyung, hyung-,” Minho chanted, thrust growing erratic just before coming hard, pounding his release into Chan until it overflowed and leaked back out. “Fuck,” Minho mumbled once he had ridden out his high, pulling out and staring down at the mess they’d created. “Wish I had my camera to take a picture, you look so hot like this.”
Chan giggled at the praise, giving his ass a little wiggle, enjoying the feeling of Minho’s cum running down his balls. He felt filthy, and he quickly learned that while he was a very organised person in general - as proven by the minimalistic decoration of his room - he enjoyed sex being messy. Minho reached around to take Chan’s cock in hand, jerking him off and making him reach his own high in no time at all, Minho quickly catching most of the release in his hand since he didn’t feel like changing the sheets.
Minho got up, grabbed some wet wipes and cleaned Chan up to the best of his abilities before flopping down on the bed beside him. “Shit, hyung, that was so good. Can we do that more often?”
“I’d be sorely offended if you didn’t want to do this more often after having a taste of this ass,” Chan joked, rolling onto his back again to stare at the ceiling and catch his breath.
“Speaking of, I want to have a taste.”
“What?”
“Hyung, I want to eat you out.”
“God, Minho, you’re going to be the death of me.”
+++
As usual, word of Minho’s sexual escapades travelled fast, and soon enough most of the members were fucking (or getting fucked by, Felix threw him for a loop again by requesting it) Chan regularly. Chan had become accustomed to it to the point where if he heard someone enter his studio followed by the telltale sound of a zipper opening Chan bent over his desk without even looking to see who it was. He didn’t care what member it was, he thrived off providing for his members, loved feeling used by them. Sometimes, he even just kept working, the sound of skin slapping against skin inspiring more beats than he cared to admit. If only Stay knew how those songs really came to be…
When he initially started this he’d genuinely just wanted to provide them a safe space, but he’d developed some genuine kinks along the way. It’d gone from exploration and the occasional handjob to Chan being free to use for the members whenever they pleased and Chan was available; Chan always texted the groupchat to let them know if he was too busy working to “hang out” or if he’d be available, never texting the actual words just in case one of them ever lost their phone or got hacked, they’d never recover from the magnitude of the scandal if what they were up to leaked.
The only one never to have approached him was Seungmin, and Chan had kind of just assumed that Seungmin was straight considering he hadn’t shown interest in years at this point, but even that changed one day.
“Hyung… can we talk?” Seungmin asked one day, entering Chan’s studio and closing the door behind him.
“Of course, Seungmin, always,” Chan replied, moving from his desk chair to the sofa and patting the space beside him in invitation. “What’s up?”
“Uhm, I’m not sure how to ask, I’m not sure what I’m even asking for…”
“Go ahead and try, no need to be shy, I doubt you can surprise me anymore after the things other members have asked of me,” Chan replied with a low chuckle, knowing Seungmin was well aware of what the members were up to even if he hadn’t participated himself.
“Okay, so,” Seungmin started, sitting down next to Chan and anxiously fidgeting with his fingers. “Your offer, and seeing the members engage with it made me take some time to evaluate my own sexual desires and how I’d like to be touched, and I think I don’t? Like, I feel zero desire to be touched sexually by any of the members?”
“Oh, Seungmin, that’s perfectly fine. You know it was just an offer right, please don’t feel obligated to take me up on it because the others do. We’re basically family so it’s perfectly understandable if you’re not attracted to us that way, or if you’re not into men at all, it’s all perfectly fine.”
“No, that’s not it, that’s what makes it complicated. I am attracted to you, just not to the thought of me and you… or me and anyone, really. I think I’m somewhere on the asexual spectrum? I hate the idea of getting touched by others, but I do get aroused by the thought of you and the other members,” Seungmin said, staring down at his lap and blushing fiercely. “I’ve masturbated to the sound of you and one of the guys together and I want to apologise for that because you’ve never consented to that.”
“I basically gave my consent to that when I said I’m here to explore if you want, that’s just your exploring, so don’t feel bad,” Chan said, taking Seungmin’s hand in his to stop him from fidgeting. “But to be clear, you have my consent, thank you for trusting me and sharing this. None of us would ever judge you for your sexuality. Is there anything I can do for you though? Any way I can help you?”
“Well… that’s kind of what I was wondering,” Seungmin replied, fidgeting with Chan’s fingers instead now that he’d taken his hand. “Since I enjoy the thought of you and the members I was wondering if maybe I could watch sometime…”
“You want to watch me with a member?”
“Yeah… I think I would enjoy that,” Seungmin said softly in reply. “I’ve been managing fine on my own but this comeback is so stressful and I think I could use a more intense release.”
“I’d definitely be up for that, but we’d need to get one of the member’s consent to be watched as well, and that includes having to tell them about your sexuality to make sure they don’t try turning it into a threesome. Are you comfortable with that? And did you have a specific member in mind?”
“Yeah, I am, I actually was considering telling all of them, I’d like to be able to talk about it openly in the future. I don’t care about the member, I’m curious about all of them, really.”
“Okay! I’ll ask around then and get back to you with a date and time!” Chan said, giving Seungmin a tight, comforting hug. Once Seungmin had left, he basically beelined for their resident exhibitionist, Hyunjin, knowing he wouldn’t just be willing, he’d be into putting on a show for Seungmin.
It took a couple more days to set up the appointment, considering Chan needed an evening where he could afford to be a little sore the day after. He also wanted to give Seungmin the time to talk to the members, and he wanted to have a talk with Hyunjin and Seungmin together to go over exactly what he’d be comfortable with, what’d be hard no’s and what he might be willing to try. They came to the conclusion there’d be absolutely no touching him, but if he felt inclined to he might step in to touch one of them.
They dragged a comfy chair from the living room into Chan’s room for the occasion (accompanied by loud whines from Jisung why he wasn’t allowed to watch and why didn’t they just make it an orgy, to which Chan gave him a scolding look and told him they could maybe discuss it if Seungmin turned out to be into it, which was enough to pacify Jisung… for now), positioning it so Seungmin would have a good view of the bed.
Hyunjin was one of the members with the highest libido, so he visited Chan regularly and was entirely comfortable with him at this point, none of the awkwardness they’d initially had showing anymore as he and Chan both shrugged out of their clothes. He gave Chan’s chest a firm shove to make him tumble backwards into the bed, quickly climbing on top of him to straddle him.
They’d decided to mostly not acknowledge Seungmin for now, not wanting to risk making him uncomfortable by involving him, figuring he’d let them know if he wanted to be a more active participant in the show. They’d ease him into it, if he reacted positively to it.
They got lost in each other, momentarily forgetting the audience while Hyunjin was fingering and stretching Chan and eventually flipping them over so Chan could ride him. They were reminded of Seungmin’s presence when Chan wasn’t the only one moaning as he sank down on Hyunjin’s length, a soft whimper coming from Seungmin’s direction, hand shoved into his pants and moving languidly.
“Look at the good pup, staying still so obediently as he watches,” Hyunjin said, smirking at Seungmin. Chan slapped his hand over Hyunjin’s mouth, because that wasn’t testing the waters, that was diving in headfirst and absolutely not what they’d agreed on. Chan relaxed though when Seungmin let out a small gasp, mouth slack as he panted softly, pupils dilating and eyes fixed on Hyunjin. Oh. He was into that. Chan doubted Seungmin himself had even known he was into that until Hyunjin had uttered the words.
“Aren’t I lucky? Two pups all for me.” Hyunjin continued then, also noticing the positive response. “A dog and a wolf,” he smirked, thrusting up into Chan pointedly, urging him to start riding him properly. “Does my pup want to have a closer look? He can sit at the foot of the bed if he wants.”
Seungmin got up, looked hesitant for a moment before kicking his pants off and moving to sit at the foot of the bed besides Hyunjin’s legs, where he got a good look of Hyunjin’s cock disappearing into Chan’s ass over and over again as Chan rode him. Slowly, he shuffled closer, resting his hand on Hyunjin’s bare thigh while the other kept fisting his cock, jerking himself off more and more erratically, clearly getting close.
Hyunjin could feel Seungmin’s fingers digging into his legs and he took that as his sign to wrap it up, grabbing Chan by the waist and harshly fucking up into him, meeting him halfway each time he rolled his hips. “Good pups, gonna cum for me?” Hyunjin said when he got close himself, addressing both of them. He moved one hand to jerk Chan off in time with his thrusts, and in no time at all they were both hurling over the edge. Chan threw his head back and moaned loud, and that seemed to be enough to tip Seungmin over the edge as well. He instinctively covered his mouth to keep quiet, letting out a muffled moan as he released into his own fist.
They’d been nervous things would be awkward afterwards, but it turned out quite the opposite. Hyunjin cleaned Chan up and handed Seungmin a wet towel and a pair of pyjamas to clean himself up and get ready for bed. It turned out Seungmin was as affectionate and clingy as Chan after an orgasm, so within minutes all three of them were laying cuddled up together in Chan’s small bed, one on either side of Chan with his strong arms wrapped around them and keeping them close.
Maybe Chan did need a bigger bed, and maybe he had to have a chat with Jisung about that orgy after all, mind filling with the thought of the members fucking him one after the other while Seungmin watched. Somehow, he didn’t think any of them would be caught in a dating scandal anytime soon. They had each other, and that was all they needed. Chan was at this point most definitely in love with all seven of them, and secretly hoped their situation would never change, but he knew that was unlikely and one of them would inevitably start dating. For now, he just made sure to enjoy every precious moment he did share with the members, showering them with the love and affection they deserved, and he’d wait and see what the future would bring.