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It's the last day of shooting for Cutie Pie The Series and Max has had mixed feelings all day. It's been emotionally draining, but the consolation for him is that he's had Nat by his side the whole time.
Rather he has not left his side, although Nong does not seem to mind.
Max can't help but feel sad that this period of their lives comes to an end today and also feel nostalgic about all the memories they've made these last few months. Uncertainty and anxiety, about what will happen to their lives from now on, something that only time will tell.
This stage has been very important for him in the workplace without a doubt, since it has been the most popular project in which he has been involved and the growing number of fans of his ship with Nat can account for it. But much more crucial is that during this period of time his relationship with Nat has become much closer, something he honestly hadn't seen coming.
Because their relationship was good enough before, they trusted and supported each other. Nat was his beloved Nong and his accomplice in this world of BL ships. But Max cannot deny that something has changed in him lately. Nong Nat is no longer the boy he was originally paired with, although he is still just as cute, and every day he is more independent, more mature, and... well, more beautiful.
Nong Nat is handsome and also really pretty, something that drives him crazy sometimes, because how can it be possible to be both at the same time? Max stays awake at night looking for the answer.
Their relationship has also changed in small details, such as Nat often inviting him to stay the night in his house and they always sleep together in his bed. Or that his Nong is much more tactile and affectionate, something Max honestly likes. That is why today he lets himself give in to the pleasure of being the one who doesn't leave Nong's side.
In any case, he has to make the most of it, because soon Nat will go on vacation with his family abroad and he won't be able to accompany them due to the delay of his visa. A great pity.
Max has spent the whole day cuddling his little nong from behind, playing with his hair and swooning for him in everything they do together. He knows what that looks like from the outside and he doesn't really care, even though they're really just phinong.
They are phinong, but there is also something in the air between them, something unspoken that feels like electricity and tension. Which makes Nat blush more often and which makes Max want to shamelessly flirt with him.
Kornthas has admitted to himself that he likes his nong more and more every day, he is proud of him and the path they have traveled together. For that reason he has taken it easy and let time tell in which direction they'll go, because Nat is still very young and besides they work together. There is a lot at stake.
But being optimistic, Max believes that Nat has feelings for him too. The way he catches him looking at him sometimes and his shy smiles give him confidence, apart from making his heart race like crazy.
Today he especially wants to cling to that, since the end of this phase doesn't mean that what they have built for three years is over.
***
"P'Max, thanks for staying with me today."
Nat's soft voice is heard in the darkness.
After the end of the day, Max and Nat had gone to the younger's house, agreeing to spend the night there together.
Now, they are lying on Nat's wide bed, separated only by a long tube-shaped cushion that Max always tries to put in the middle, mostly for his own peace of mind and to be able to look at Nat's parents to their faces.
"There's nothing to thank, Nong Nat," he replies with a tone full of affection with which he sometimes keeps surprising himself.
"But I have to, because it would've been sad to end the day alone, instead you're here with me."
Max laughs softly. This boy can be so fucking cute sometimes. He makes him feel like his heart doesn't fit in his chest.
"I would've been sad too, instead I'm here with Nong."
"Does that mean you're happy with me?" Nat says, unable to hold back an shy giggle.
Max bites his lip, the younger is blatantly flirting and he can't complain, first because he likes it and second because he probably learned it from him.
"Yes, I'm always happy when I have Nong Nat," he answers calmly with a triumphant smile, wishing he could see the younger's embarrassed expression through the darkness.
The chuckle and the voice complaining "P'Max!" are his prize in exchange.
But suddenly the mood in the room changes and Nat asks:
"Now that the filming is over, things won't change, right?"
"What do you mean?" Max asks, concerned.
"I don't know...I wonder if...now we'll go back to the way we were before."
A lump tightens the older man's throat upon hearing those words. It hurt him that Nat could think this change in their relationship was just a mirage caused by the characters they played and everything they'd been through on set.
"Of course not, teerak." Oops, that last one escaped him but he decides to keep talking as if nothing had happened. "I don't intend to go back after how much we've progressed, and you?"
He stretches out his arm until his hand touches Nong's thin shoulder, groping blindly due to the lack of visibility. Then Nat lays his smaller hand on top of his, wrapping his slender fingers around his thumb like he used to do, holding on.
"Me neither."
After a moment of silence, Nat speaks again in a lower voice this time, almost in a whisper:
"P'Max…"
"Mh?"
"Have you ever thought about…"
There is a long pause in which Max patiently waits for Nong to find the words he is looking for.
The older man could have waited forever, but he still wouldn't have guessed what Nat says next:
"Do you ever think about the kisses we shared?"
Max freezes in place, speechless. If there was a some light, the stunned face that was directed at his Nong could be seen.
The implication that Nat has thought about the kisses they've had on set when he's alone, and has possibly done things by playing with those memories, ignites Max's body so fast it takes his breath away.
Just today Max doesn't have the emotional energy or the will to resist. But he needs to look at Nong in the eye before he makes a move, so he reaches out and turns on the bedside lamp, which casts a dim light over the room.
Nat lets out a gasp at being suddenly exposed, the safety of the dark taken from him. He then pulls the futon up over his head, embarrassed.
"It was just a question, P'Max!" He groans from under the bedclothes. "Why did you turn on the light?"
The older man smiles, feeling smitten by his cute reaction, though he thinks Nong has the nerve to act innocent after what he just said.
"I don't want to answer that question in the dark," Max replies, trying to pull the futon out to see Nat's face, but failing because the boy has a tight grip on it. "Come on, Nong Nat. Let me see you."
"Nope. turn off the light and go to sleep."
"How can I sleep after what you asked me?"
“Forget it."
"Nong Nat…" But the older man suddenly changes his strategy and says "Yes, I've thought about those kisses."
Then he takes advantage of the fact that his words take Nong off guard, to move the futon away and clear his face.
Nat looks at him with big glassy eyes, in that pleading way that drives him crazy since the first time the younger looked at him that way as Kon Diao. His hair is messy from the pillow, his cheeks are red like two juicy apples and Max doesn't know what to do with the urge to bite into them. Maybe kiss them, that's a better option.
Max wants to kiss him all over.
Get a grip, Max, he scolds himself.
"Actually," the older man continues in a deep, attractive voice, "I'm thinking about it right now…"
He sees Nat swallow hard, as his pupils dilate and his breathing quickens. Max savors each of his reactions. They haven't even kissed yet and the older one already feels that he's about to lose his mind from the tension.
The liquid fire inside him wants to consume everything.
Then Max nimbly gets rid of the stupid cushion that separates them and leans over Nat to take his lips.
The younger closes his eyes abandoned and receives the kiss wantonly, unable to prevent a small moan from escaping him. A sound that when heard, starts a similar one from inside Max.
Nong Nat's sounds are like melted honey and he wants to drink it all.
After savoring his lips enough or at least what he considers a reasonable amount of time to be his first real kiss, the older man pulls back a few inches to watch Nong's reaction.
Nat breathes through his mouth and looks at him with darkened eyes, looking just as affected as Phi feels.
Max needs a moment to clear his head so he can think coherently. He wants to give in but he knows he can't, they must first talk to protect the precious relationship they have.
"Nong Nat, I want you to know that-"
"P'Max, let's be boyfriends," the younger hurries to say, interrupting him.
"Okay, krub..." the older man replies, taken by surprise, but without finding a reason to refuse.
Nat's smile is so wide that his eyes close completely in a devastatingly adorable gesture.
The future may be uncertain but Max knows two things for sure: That he will be by Nat's side and that he will always protect Nong's smile.
"Do you really want to be my boyfriend, Phi?" Nat asks, eyes bright and happy.
"Of course, why do you doubt me?" Max answers, kissing his cheek in a playful gesture that elicits a giggle from the younger man.
"Because from now on I won't let you flirt with anyone else."
"I don't need to flirt with anyone but Nong Nat." He stares intensely at him and smirks, like he's a predator toying with his innocent prey.
But Nong Nat is not as innocent as he seems, so he pulls him by the neck and plants a kiss on his mouth with all the desire and passion that he has been keeping for years.
The younger has had a crush on Phi ever since he met him and had long ago made peace with the fact that P'Max would never see him that way. What they had built together was good and the healthy communication between them allowed Nat to keep a cool head and not get his hopes up.
That was the case until the shooting of the series began and everything happened so fast, accumulating like a snowball. Suddenly Max was seriously flirting with him, he was looking at him differently, he was sweeter, and his touch was more possessive and lingering.
Nat knew his Phi and besides, Max was always honest with him, so it wasn't hard to realize that something was going on between them. Nong was willing to wait a few more months for his 20th birthday to try something seriously, but suddenly things have ended like this and now they are dating. And also they're in his bed, kissing as if the world is going to end at any moment.
Nat, clinging to Phi's neck as he towers over him, can't control the urge to use his tongue, just a little. He tentatively licks Max's lower lip and a shiver runs through him as Phi reacts by parting his lips and taking it into his mouth eagerly.
All of his skin prickles as he deepens the kiss using more tongue and Phi lets him invade his mouth, sucking on it and adding his own as well.
They kiss so passionately that Nat feels his body getting turned on until after a few seconds he's already hard. But he doesn't care, he feels so good that he doesn't want to stop.
It's Max who suddenly seems to sober up and breaks the moment.
For a moment, they both look at each other, breathing heavily.
"I think we should go to sleep now," says the older one, letting out an embarrassed chuckle at the end, because he had clearly gotten too carried away.
"No, P'Max..." Nat complains. "Can we keep going?" He asks with big eyes and a pout that shouldn't seem so seductive to the older man.
"Kissing, you mean?" The eldest asks a little nervously. Since when can Nat make him nervous?
"Yes." Then he regrets and adds "But not only that…"
“We should take it easy,” Max replies, trying more than anything to convince himself.
"I know, P'Max... but I want more..." Nong whispers, his voice heavy with desire.
Max already feels like he's losing the battle, as he bites his lower lip. Just those words, whispered like that, have gotten him hard. Oh, how easy it is for Nat to turn him on so much.
In fact, the older man had stopped because his body was beginning to react to the kiss and needed a moment to cool down, but Nat has managed to get him more hot and bothered with his words and his attitude.
Perhaps it is due to the exhausting day they had or because they both need the comfort of knowing that they have each other, even after this phase in their lives is over, but tonight Max feels especially weak before Nong's will.
The eldest just gives up, today he can't resist.
Max takes Nat's mouth again with desire, showing him how much he wants him. Nat doesn't hesitate to put his all into that kiss as well.
Then Max breaks a few millimeters off from his lips and asks in a deep and sexy voice:
"What do you want to do?"
A cascade of thoughts and mental images hit Nat, who can't get his thoughts in order and doesn't respond.
"Nong?"
Nat suddenly replies:
"I've never done anything with anyone. I don't know where to start."
Max can't deny the blazing fire that begins to burn inside of him, knowing that he is the first person to ever touch his dear Nong.
Nong is so precious to him, he will make sure to make him enjoy himself wonderfully.
"Okay... we can go slowly."
Max kisses him again, more sensually and lewdly this time. Their tongues getting to know each other thoroughly and claiming each other's mouths as if it belonged completely to the other man. Nat soon finds himself moaning and involuntarily moving his hips looking for friction.
Sensing him somewhat desperate, the older man moves to lay between his legs and presses their bodies together, while he encourages him to rub it against him.
Max begins a slow, sensual rocking that has Nat trembling under his body as the bulges of their crotches rub together deliciously.
"Ah... aah... P'Max," Nong gasps right into the older man's mouth.
Suddenly their clothes are getting too much in the way.
Max stands up enough to pull his own shirt over his head, exposing his bare chest and perfectly outlined muscles. Nat wastes no time reaching out and caressing his abdomen and pectorals as far as he can reach, to go back down and down to the edge of his thin cotton pants where his notorious erection rises and grabs it with one hand, squeezing and drawing a groan out of Phi.
"Nong Nat…" Max hisses through his teeth, feeling pleasure.
Then phi's hands travel to the waist of the younger, gripping the edge of the shirt and asking:
"Can I take it off?"
Nat thinks they've already seen each other half-naked on set, even touched each other. So he doesn't hesitate to agree:
"Yes, Phi. Hurry up." He urges him on, because he wants to feel him close again. This time skin to skin.
Max obeys and then he returns to his place on top of the youngest's body, sighing from the pleasure of feeling him directly against his skin as he has wanted since the day they filmed their NC scene.
After kissing his lips, the older man moves down kissing the corner of his mouth, down his jaw, to his neck, nipping and sucking.
Nat spends a long time enjoying the caresses on his neck and then lower on his chest, while the rocking of their bodies becomes harder and heavier. When Max licks and sucks on one of his small nipples, Nat almost cums right there.
"Are you okay?" Phi asks as he feels the smaller body freeze.
"Yeah..." Nat replies, panting. "It's just... too much friction..."
Max takes the hint and puts distance between their bodies to continue playing with his nipples. Nat shudders, enjoying his tongue and his soft bites, arching his back and moaning his approval. He didn't know a man could feel so much in that area, but now he knows because each delicious caress sends electricity through his body that travels directly to his cock, now impossibly hard and wet, his precum soaking through his underwear.
But soon pleasure turns to desperation and he needs P'Max to do something that involves his dick directly.
"Phi... please... I can't take it anymore..." he pleads sweetly.
"What do you want me to do?" Max murmurs, his voice broken and dark.
“I don't know, anything, but I need you down there."
Max thinks for a moment and speaks:
"Do you have lube?"
"In the drawer…" He points to his nightstand.
The older one just needs to stretch out his arm and reaches for it.
"Do you want us to rub together?"
Nat thinks that's a wonderful idea and he nods enthusiastically.
Nat helps by stripping off his underwear and pants, arousal far outweighing his embarrassment, while Max lowers his own to his knees.
Then Phi goes back to his place between Nong's legs naked this time and under Nat's darkened gaze, he takes their cocks and lines them up in his lube-soaked hand to start pumping them up and down.
A loud moan escapes Nat at the new and delicious sensation. Seeing and feeling P'Max's hard dick rubbing against his own is an incredible sensation. Phi is slightly larger and the difference just makes it hotter for Nat.
Max brings his body tighter to Nong's and they begin to move their hips while the older man kisses him, practically fucking into his mouth with his tongue. Nat allows himself to be taken and done to Phi's heart's content, too lost in pleasure to do anything.
What they're doing feels so good, and Nat is so turned on, that he suddenly has to warn Max between gasps and groans:
"P'Max, I... won't last long..."
"It's okay, teerak," the older man answers in a deep, velvety voice. "You can finish whenever you want." He then places a short kiss behind his ear.
Nat closes her eyes tightly. Phi's voice and words only turn him on more and push him further over the edge, but he still doesn't want it to end.
He tries to hold on to the pleasure a little longer and literally clings to Max's shoulders.
Max feels Nong squirm under his body and dig his nails into his shoulders trying to resist. The stimulation travels straight to his cock, making him even harder. Seeing him like this is very erotic.
"P'Max…" he gasps shakily, feeling himself rushing to the end. "Ohh, Phi, phi, phi," he groans, lost in the delicious sensation as he moves his hips in desperation.
Until he finally spills between their bodies with a high, deep groan, as he shudders in waves of intense pleasure.
Max hisses too damn turned on by seeing him come, feeling each tremor against his own body and being impregnated by his thick seed. The absolutely broken expression on Nong's handsome face tastes as victory.
After helping him get through his orgasm with languid and calculated movements, the older man lets go of him to squeeze his own dick, which throbs desperately.
Using Nat's spill to lubricate his own extension, it won't take long for him to cum too. He feels dirty doing something like this, but he likes it and it makes him so horny that he ends up enjoying it more than he imagined.
Suddenly his gaze is fixed on a strip that fell near the small left nipple and impulsively lowers his head to take it on his tongue and taste it. He doesn't care that it tastes weird, just the fact that it's Nat's seed makes him want it all.
Through the pleasure that clouds his mind, he hears Nat say his name and sees his slim hand reaching out with the intention of taking his cock. Max lets go, moving his own hand out of the way and letting Nong pump him fast and hard.
It doesn't take long for him to come like this, his eyes fixed on Nat's delicate pale hand jerking him off.
The orgasm hits him hard and intense, making him shoot his load all over his little Nong's belly, who moans his approval, appreciating the view.
Then his trembling body falls down next to the younger's, being careful not to crush him.
He needs a moment to normalize his breathing and come back to himself after the intense pleasure that shook him to the core.
But as soon as he can, he takes the tissues from Nat's hands and cleans up the mess they both left on his whitish skin.
Nong lets him, enjoying as always the attentiveness of his Phi.
“That felt amazing,” Nat says, smiling lazily. "Was it good for you?"
Max knows that he needs to reassure him because it's the first time that Nong Nat does everything they did.
"Yes, teerak." He kisses him on the cheek. "I really enjoyed it and I think you noticed."
The younger bites his lip and nods, eyes sparkling as he remembers his Phi coming over him. From now on, he won't need anything other than that image when he is alone.
"You did so well," Max kisses him lazily on the mouth.
When they break off, Nat sighs with satisfaction and they lie on the bed in each other's arms. Nong's head resting on Phi's shoulder.
Max places a few light kisses on his forehead.
"Was what we did okay? How do you feel?" Phi asks, wanting to know if Nat has anything to say to him.
"Everything was fine, Phi. I'm just sleepy now."
"Mhm. So goodnight then, baby." He kisses his forehead once again.
“Good night, P'Max,” Nat whispers, feeling his heart skip a beat at the endearment.
Max doesn't know what he did in his past life to make him so lucky now. But whatever it was, life is giving it back to him in abundance, because having Nat in his arms is priceless.
End.