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Second Life Syndrome

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‘I’m going with you.’
I startled the redhead, obviously, her hand darts to a gun by her hip instantly, but she relaxes after the second she sees me. Now I recognise her. It’s the Guardian, Hero of the Taken War, Young Wolf. She is taller than the vids show, her features softer, even now when she has worry painted all over her face.
‘Should you be up?’, her voice is like a murmur, despite the high register.
‘You’re going to see Traveller’s Shard’, I ignore her question. ‘I’m coming too.’

Notes:

Huge thanks to my wonderful beta babypandacakes <3

Chapter 1: Wanted to be your light, illuminate your smile

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

> May 5, 2717; somewhere on Earth

The first thing that comes to me is the feeling of fear. But somehow it’s not mine and I push it away.

Then comes the smell. Overwhelmingly sweet, rich, reminiscent of warm summer evenings. Night‑scented stock.

Something is chirping constantly, high‑pitched sounds tickling my ears. They’re coming from the ground level, like insects in the grass I’m currently laying on.

Why is it so dark here?

The anxiety is back, this time with a tiny, spooked voice.

Brought back wrong? Have fix… How fix?

I realise my eyes are still closed. So I open them.

It’s… well, not exactly bright, but enough to see, thanks to whatever celestial object is shining in the sky. Little greenish lights are dancing near me, unbothered by my presence. Fireflies. It takes me a while to notice that one of them… is it looking at me?

Can see me? Hear me?"

Now, as it floats closer, I can see it’s not one of the bugs, but some kind of a drone with a glowing centre. A flood of feelings embraces me again, from fear through hope to joy, a sting of pride beneath, and all of them not mine. Maybe except the fear. Am I going mad?

I try to move, just to discover that my body is entangled in vines. I struggle to get myself free. It takes a while. Any longer and I might start getting irritated, but strings finally let go and I’m able to sit up.

Not hear me?"

I can hear you."

I almost don’t recognise my own voice, it sounds like something heavy dragged across gravel.

The drone beeps, somehow cheerfully, and I feel it in my ribcage.

What are you?, I ask carefully. Are those feelings… yours?

Saying this out loud seems even weirder.

Yes! It spins around. Your Ghost. Brought back. My Guardian. Anything hurt? Will fix!

Whoa, slow down, mate.

I attempt to stand up. Not the easiest task right now, with swaying vision and shaky legs, but I manage with the help of a stable vertical surface under my palms. It appears to be a part of a ship, a wing probably. I look around to find the rest of the machine. There are pieces scattered on the ground, some large and some small. The main body is mostly intact, crushed rather than shattered, but the windscreen is missing. It won’t fly anywhere.

The Ghost noticed what I’m looking at. It comes closer to the jet.

Yours, it says.

My palms move to my chest by instinct, I do a quick check‑up, even though I know I’m perfectly fine. An armour covers my body. It’s almost weightless, made mostly of leather, with some metallic pieces. It has tears and dents here and there; I’m sure it’s far from being ideal protection, but it’s still something.

Am I… Was I dead?

My new companion moves up and down in confirmation.

Brought back!

I approach the ship, take a peek inside. There’s a bit of living space behind the cockpit, a few tiny lockers and a bunk. I step in with confidence – it’s mine after all – hands finding interior lights right away. It’s a surprise they’re working. Dimmed and flickering, but it’s enough.

The drone… the Ghost, whatever it is, looks miserable while illuminated. Its metallic cover has smudges of dirt on it, scratches all over, there’s even a crack, I think. I gently reach out to it and it allows me to touch it, its happiness filling my veins once more.

Your name. Remember?, it asks while I try my best to clean it. Fine if don’t.

Shyril Maas, slips out before I can think of it. The Ghost makes a high pitched, thrilled noise. Is your name Ghost?

Designation. Me Ghost. You Guardian. Awoken.

I have no idea what that means.

So what do I call you?

You name me. I’m a he.

I don’t feel like he’s rushing me in this matter and I’m grateful for that. Picking a random name or word seems wrong.

When he’s as clean as I can manage, I start digging through things. I find backup armour; it’s in a slightly better shape than the one I’m wearing, so I decide to swap them. My skin underneath is light blue, a memory of a pale sky flashes through my mind. A piece of a broken mirror on the ship’s inner sheathing reflects my cobalt eyes. They’re glowing.

I told. Awoken.

Why does he sound like my appearance could bother me? I think I’m missing some contexts here.

Can you tell me? Everything you know.

He talks. What he can’t provide with words, he shows using scraps of logs and recordings he gathered during his journeys, giving me a rapid history course. How my people were supposed to be born and live in isolation for centuries. How they had gotten back and how a lot of them died within the rings of Saturn not so long ago. Ghost’s tale wanders, goes about what the Risen are, Lords and Guardians, their great battles. About the young Hero of the Taken War.

There are not many usable things left in the wreckage. A few tools. A plain notebook with a thick cover, a small box filled with wooden pencils. A jamming sidearm that could be useful after cleaning, a still perfectly working handgun, three well‑sealed packs of ammo, and a sharp knife. I’m about to leave when a hunch stops me. I reach under the pilot’s seat, my fingers hit a clip and I’m able to take out something wrapped in thick fabric. My hands shake a bit, the Ghost hovers over my shoulder, curious.

It’s a crow. Most would think it’s dead, yet for me one glance is enough to tell it’s not a real creature, but a man‑made device. I have a feeling it’s important, so I tuck it away safely in the backpack I found laying on the ground.

When I’m ready, a sun is about to come up. Or is it the Sun?

Are we on Earth?

Yes, Earth. Tower, should go.

Then lead the way, my Light. And talk to me a little more.

Listening to my Ghost’s excited, fragmented phrases I feel my lips forming into a smile.

Notes:

Hi, thanks for stopping by :>
Before we start for good, landmarks first. Let me be your Virgil.

I began my journey through Destiny 2 world in September'20. I had been lucky to be able to play "The Red War", "Curse of Osiris" and "Warmind" DLCs before they were gone, the rest of the content from seasons up to Arrivals I know from the lore though (and it's amazing, omg). Some things I'll leave unsaid, some I'll miss unintentionally, some I'll change on purpose. Forgive me my boldness as long as it doesn't affect "the plot" negatively. You're welcome to confront me about it ;)

Awoken history. I dug through it since I main Awoken Void Hunter, it's truly fascinating, but it's also a mess as Bungie threw a lot of lore here and there. It became full of holes with time (maybe it will change thanks to Season of the Lost and following ones). So I'm going to follow the known facts and bend some of them, putting my character in the middle of this merry chaos. And that brings us to…

The characters. The Guardian is shown how I see them and they're not my Guardian, never will be. According to canon the Guardian is present during most big events on the D1 & D2 timeline if I didn't claim otherwise, I didn't want to change that (much). There's going to be a bunch of OCs around them, and as far as I know, that's canon too. My Guardian simply happened to tag along. And even though as a player I’ve experienced main missions first hand, I don't want some of them to be a part of my character's story in the form they are in the game, even though they’re great (I'm looking especially at you, Forsaken).

Some tags are obviously referring directly to my character and I want it to be clear from the start: Shyril is a nonbinary transmasc (like me, kind of, mostly) and it's mentioned once or twice. It's never graphic and I'll put a proper note in chapters where the subject occurs, but if that setup makes you uncomfortable in any way – here is your warning. Taking care of yourself always goes first. Also, if you think I missed any tags, tell me about it, I’ll add them.

The form. The whole thing is going to be more of character study and diary pages than an adventurous roller coaster, interactions mostly, pieces of my Guardian's life. Some longer, some shorter, all important to him. It's filled with headcanons. I've never written fanfiction before, only my own worlds and creations; that's how I see this borrowed one. I'm also afraid – and I hope I'm wrong – it's going to require at least basic familiarity with plot/characters/vanilla lore to be comfortable to read.

Last but not least. Equipment. Time when the Guardian gets their toys doesn't have to be the same time my Guardian gets them. I made that work within the timeline, I hope. Also, you can have only one exotic weapon equipped at once, I'm aware of the mechanics and I'm gonna ignore it. I’ve read about OC‑Guardians armed with Ace and Thorn at the same time, so I feel justified.

All titles come from Riverside songs.

Anyway – have fun reading this. If anyone ever does ;)