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Yelena had told Kate some time ago how she didn't feel much when it came to intimacy, she didn't actively seek it. Kate had heard her out without judgement which Yelena appreciated.
Some time after that Yelena decided that she wanted to know if she could feel that kind of attraction for someone, the problem was that she didn't just want to sleep with anyone. It needed to be a safe space where whatever she says goes.
So, after a few drinks over at Kate's apartment (a few drinks for Kate, a bottle an a half for Yelena) she opened up about her idea.
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"You wanna try to sleep with someone..." Repeated Kate slowly, her eyes were a bit droopy from the alcohol. She sat at the other end of the couch her posture completely relaxed.
"Yes, I'd like to know if there's any part of me that might enjoy intimacy or to finally know if that just isn't for me." Said Yelena, she was only saying this cause Kate was very drunk and probably wouldn't remember half of their conversation.
"I-I think that's a good idea, but it should be someone who you have a connection with." Said Kate, she seemed a bit more focused now. She sat up a bit straighter, her eyes focused on Yelena.
"There is no one that I have a connection with, Kate Bishop. There's my parents which gross..." Yelena shuddered by the mere mention of them. "And you." Yelena shrugged as she sat back and took another shot that was resting on the coffee table beside them.
"I-I could do you. I mean, do it!" Said Kate a bit too hastily. She immediately hated just how desperately she had suggested it. She needed to save herself. "C-Cause I know you, Yelena. I-I would never do anything you wouldn't like and I'd respect any and all boundaries." Kate seriously hoped a meteor would crash into her apartment, just big enough to kill her, but not Yelena.
Yelena narrowed her eyes at her for a long couple of seconds, her face was unreadable. Her lips were a bit pursed, she had that dangerous look in her eyes. The one she wore whenever she was in a mission. Kate swallowed nervously, it was a stupid suggestion. How could she do anything remotely sexual with Yelena? Not when she had a massive crush on her.
"I will not give up control, Kate Bishop." Said Yelena, her voice was chilling. Her demeanor had changed completely. Kate was confused by the statement, she blinked a few times as she ran the phrase over in her head.
"I will come back on Saturday, 9:30." Yelena then stood up and headed towards the door.
"Oh...ok." said Kate as she watched Yelena walk away. She still wasn't sure what any if that meant, did Yelena agree to Kate's stupid idea? Before Kate had the chance to ask anything she was pulled out of her spiraling thoughts when she heard the door shut behind Yelena.
"Fuck..." Whispered Kate. She trew her hands over her face and fell back on the couch.
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Saturday, 9:27 pm.
Kate moved around her apartment nervously. She'd made sure her apartment was spotless. She still wasn't sure if Yelena actually agreed to her idea, but still she prepped in case she had. She didn't want to scare Yelena with anything romantic, but she also didn't want Yelena to have a shitty experience.
Kate tried her best at getting the best of both worlds. She placed two candles for mood lighting, aromatic ones of course. There were no roses, no champagne and no chocolates (that was a lie, there were strawberries with chocolate in the fridge). Aside from that, there was her very tidy bed and herself.
However, Kate did not want Yelena to lack in a pleasant partner to be intimate with. Kate was totally and completely groomed, she had done her hair (which was in a bun at the moment), her make up was a bit heavier than what she'd normally use, it was on sexier side and she was wearing a silky black robe with a navy blue lingerie concealed underneath and just the right amount of perfume.
Kate was stressing about last minute details when she heard a knock at the door. Suddenly Kate's body froze, her mind was suddenly flooded with doubt. What if she misunderstood? Then there was another knock again.
"Coming!" Shouted Kate, her hands were shaking a bit, but still Kate took in a deep breath and headed towards the door. When she reached it she hesitated for a moment as she took a final calming breath and opened up.
There was Yelena, she was wearing a brown bomber jacket and a tan shirt underneath. She had a pair of jeans and some boots.
"Kate Bishop." Her voice was lacking it's usual sing song to it, still it wasn't dry. She stepped inside, her eyes scanning over Kate's apartment. She let out a whistle taking in at just how clean it was.
"Yeah, spring cleaning." Said Kate as a cover up.
"But, it is fall." Yelena turned to give Kate a confused expression.
"It's a saying..." Kate cursed herself internally, she was so nervous and sounded dumb on top of it.
Kate didn't want to be direct since she still wasn't entirely sure if Yelena was here to have sex with her or hang out.
"So, do you want to watch TV?" Said Kate walking over to the coffee table and picking up the remote, she then turned to look at Yelena who was standing just a few feet away from the front door.
"No." There was an intensity to the way she was looking at Kate right now. Kate stood still for a moment, she wasn't sure of what to do. "Let's go to your room." Said Yelena. Kate swallowed nervously and placed the remote back on the table. Considering they'd never gone to Kate's room, this made her even more nervous.
"O-Okay." Kate then headed to her room. They walked in, Kate stood by the door as Yelena walked in further to the room, Kate then watched her as she analyzed her surroundings. The room had a simplistic design. Kate took the chance to let her hair down while Yelena's eyes were somewhere else.
Yelena turned around facing Kate, if Kate didn't know any better she could've sworn that she saw something in Yelena's eyes when she realized that her hair was down now.
"I control everything that happens, you won't move unless I tell you to and you will definitely not touch me unless I ask you to. Can you do that, Kate Bishop?" Said Yelena as she took off her bomber jacket folding it and placing it on Kate's bedside table.
"Y-Yes, I can....do that." Said Kate, she couldn't help that way she stuttered. She was absolutely shaking right now. She was afraid that maybe this wasn't a good idea, what if she couldn't be what Yelena needed.
"On the bed, Kate Bishop." Said Yelena gesturing towards it.
Kate walked slowly toward the bed sitting at the edge of the foot rest. Yelena then walked over to her, she stood before Kate towering over her.
This was definitely a life altering moment for Kate, she looked up at Yelena who was stoic. Kate's lips parted for a moment, she wanted to say something, anything, but nothing came out. Instead she felt Yelena's index finger touch the underside of her chin, her thumb swiping her bottom lip softly. Kate felt her breath get caught in her throat at the gesture.
She then ran the back of the knuckles on her fingers so softly down the expanse of Kate's throat and down to her collarbones. Kate was trying her best to control her shaky breaths, she didn't want to weird Yelena out, she needed this to be perfect.
Yelena's fingers brushed against the robe, she then followed the seam on the front of the robe down to the knot at Kate's waist, with few tugs it fell apart. Kate swallowed hard as Yelena carefully parted the robe to reveal the lingerie underneath. Kate's eyes had fluttered shut after the initial caresses, it was then that Kate remembered that she needed to see if Yelena was even enjoying this.
She opened her eyes to see Yelena taking in the sight of her, she could've sworn that her cheeks were darker, it could be blush. Still, Kate couldn't be sure since she decided to have only two candle's as a source of lighting. Her face was a bit more relaxed, her pupils bigger.
Yelena slowly pushed the robe off Kate's shoulders letting it pool around her hips on the bed. She then placed her index finger underneath Kate's chin again angling it to face her. Kate breathed shakily through her nose, she was a mess despite the fact Yelena hadn't done anything remotely sexual yet. She honestly felt a bit pathetic and embarrassed.
"Why do you shake, Kate Bishop? Asked Yelena leaning down to come to eye level with Kate
She looked deep into her eyes, unafraid. It was so fucking intense. Kate was starting to question if maybe Yelena needed a different kind of person, someone just as intense as her.
"No, I-I'm just...fuck..." Began Kate, but was cut off by a shiver that ran through her body. She literally could not utter a full sentence, she then shook her head in frustration. She looked up at Yelena, her eyes wide with some shame in them. She felt so stupid right now...so little, why the hell would she think that she was the best first time for Yelena to experiment with? The woman needed another Widow or something.
Yelena continued to watch her closely, her eyes shifting all over her face. That was it, Kate was gonna call it. She was a chicken.
"Does everyone get like this?" Asked Yelena, her voice a bit low. Never changing the distance between them, only continuing to watch her closely.
"No. Sorry, I'm just a weirdo. People are usually c-cool about this, I p-promise." Said Kate quickly, she really didn't want to ruin this for Yelena. She didn't want her to expect trembling idiots who get excited over a fucking caress on their chin.
"Look, I think that maybe I'm not the right-" Kate began apologizing, she was interrupted by Yelena kneeling in front of her and placing her hands on her waist. They were warm and bit calloused, but gentle. Kate let out a soft sigh as she relished in the feel of Yelena's hands softly running up on down her sides.
Yelena shushed her before she could continue, she then brought one of her hands over Kate's taught stomach and pushed her back to lay on the bed. Kate was pliant underneath her touch, she let herself fall back on the bed. Her breathing began to pick up and she could feel her cheeks start to burn as Yelena's hand traced over her soft abs.
"Your skin is incredibly soft..." Said Yelena, she sounded a bit in awe. Kate the felt the hand that wasn't on her stomach travel down to the front of her right thigh. Her abs automatically contracted at the feeling, she felt like every touch burned her skin. She'd begun to feel the heat low in her stomach since Yelena had held her chin.
Kate's mind was distracted by the hand that was currently running up and down the length of her thigh, inching closer to her center with each stroke that she almost didn't catch the hand on her stomach reaching up grope her chest. Kate's senses were being brutalized right now. She couldn't help the little whine that escaped her throat when Yelena gripped her breast, running her thumb over the hardening bud underneath the fabric.
Suddenly Yelena stopped what she was doing, Kate was about to look down, but she didn't get the chance. Yelena pushed off the floor and placed herself between Kate's legs, pressing their centers together before digging her face into Kate's neck. Yelena had moved very fast, taking Kate a bit by surprise. So, when she suddenly felt Yelena's face pressed so closely to her (very) sensitive neck she couldn't help the soft moan the slipped her lips.
Kate heard Yelena take a deep breath through her nose, pressing it just behind Kate's ear. She bit her lip as she tried not melt into a puddle with Yelena nuzzling one of her most sensitive spots.
"You smell nice..." Whispered Yelena next to her ear, her accent a bit thicker than ususal and her voice rough. Kate felt like she was gonna faint at this point, fuck, wasn't she supposed to be guiding Yelena? But, it was then that Kate noticed that Yelena sounded, turned on?
Before Kate could focus on the thought she felt Yelena pull back, she sat back on her heels looking down at her. Kate looked up at her through hooded eyes, she let out a sound of disappointment which she was quickly embarrassed of.
Kate could tell Yelena's breathing was a bit heavy, she could also see that her eyes had darkened.
"What's wrong?" Asked Kate about to sit up a bit, but was stopped by Yelena placing a hand in the center of her chest to keep her there. Kate laid back, giving her a confused look.
"I want to look at you, I like the way you scrunch up your eyebrows when your eyes are closed." Said Yelena cooly as she settled on her knees and placed her hands on both of Kate's hips pulling them down closer to her own. She then thrusted their hips together roughly pressing their centers together. She watched as Kate's brows shot up in pleasure and bit her lip. One hand coming down to grip the sheets beside her.
Yelena grinded their centers together a few more times before releasing Kate's hips. Yelena wasn't sure what this meant yet, but she was finding that Kate had a way of affecting her. The truth was that Yelena had attempted this before, the problem was that after she'd kissed the girl she knew there was nothing there, that's as far as she got. No desire whatsoever, until she met Kate Bishop. There was something about Kate that made Yelena wonder what it would be like.
Now, she knew how Kate's whimpers made her want to absolutely ruin the archer. After grinding on Kate, Yelena leaned down and placed a hot open mouth kiss Kate's lips this time it was Yelena that let out a soft groan at the feel and taste of Kate's mouth. It was warm and hot and tasted a bit sweet. Yelena was now completely focused on kissing Kate, one of her hands was holding her up above Kate while other one was holding onto her jaw angling it to kiss her deeper.
Kate moaned into her mouth, Yelena's kiss was demanding. The Widow controlled the pace and intensity of the kiss, Kate was just following her. She was absolutely shaking right now, her body was overstimulated, her breathing ragged and her heart racing. It had never been like this before, she'd never been so turned on by someone, to be honest she was usually the one leading in the bedroom. This was a totally new experience for her.
They kissed for what felt like forever, Kate was wet through her lingerie, it was embarrassing. Well, she was wrecked and Yelena hadn't done much to her. After a few more kisses Yelena pulled back the sound of their lips popping in the room, Yelena's breaths coming out in small puffs as she looked down at Kate with dark eyes. She was still hovering over Kate, watching her closely. Kate's cheeks were crimson both from being extremely turned on and embarrassed.
Yelena brought a hand up grabbing a hold of Kate's chin and holding her in place, Kate looked up at her through heavy lids. Yelena leaned down and nipped at her bottom lip a bit roughly making Kate hiss.
"You look very pretty like this, Kate Bishop." Said Yelena, her voice rough and thick. Her jaw clenched as she looked down at her.
"Yelena..." She didn't know why she said her name, her voice sounded needy and desperate. Her hand coming up to clutch at Yelena's shirt. It was shy, she didn't grab a handful of fabric, just a pinch and slight tug. She then leaned up a bit to peck at Yelena's lips, she knew Yelena was in control. She just wanted to let her know what she wanted and Yelena allowed her, returning the soft peck.
Kate then felt Yelena's hand traveling down her stomach and over her underwear. Her fingers hesitating for a split second, she could feel the way Yelena went stiff above her. Not a second later, Yelena was letting out a low groan and cupping Kate's center possessively.
Yelena was surprised to feel Kate's slickness through her underwear, but that was quickly replaced by intense hunger. She cupped Kate, relishing in the feel of Kate's hot center in her hand. Yelena's lower stomach suddenly felt tight and hot, she could feel herself getting wet. It was new and slightly uncomfortable, but she couldn't stop.
Yelena let go and pushed Kate's underwear to the side, not wasting any time on teasing Kate through her underwear. Yelena knew she was rushing, but she didn't have much patience. She wanted, no, she needed to feel Kate. She slid her fingers through Kate's folds, her eyes rolled into the back of her head when she felt Kate's smooth wet hot center. She watched as Kate whined from underneath her, her eyes shutting as she threw her head back. Yelena couldn't take her eyes off Kate. She slid her fingers through Kate's folds lightly, after a few strokes she'd found Kate's stiff bud, she'd pay careful attention to it making sure not to be too rough.
Kate was letting out a string of soft moans and whines that had Yelena hypnotized. She'd do anything to keep Kate making those sounds.
After a few more strokes, she went lower diving the tips of her fingers into Kate's entrance. She heard Kate gasp, the hand that wasn't currently tangled in the bed sheets coming up to grab Yelena's waist. Yelena then watched as Kate faced away off to the side exposing her neck. She took the chance to lean down and press open mouth kisses there, Kate then brought both hands to tangle in Yelena's hair holding her there.
As Yelena kissed and nipped Kate's neck she lowered her index and middle finger to Kate's entrance and carefully pushed them all the way in.
"Ah...f-fuck..." Cried out Kate as Yelena entered her. Tears made their way down the sides of her temple. She held onto Yelena's waist as she began to pump the digits inside of her.
Yelena quickly discovered that she'd never felt anything as good as being two fingers deep inside of Kate Bishop. Yelena brought their lips together as she continued to pump her fingers steadily into Kate, she could hear the way Kate would take in shaky breaths between kisses, the small whines when Yelena curled her fingers rubbing at her frontal wall. The hiccuped gasp when Yelena picked up the pace pushing her to the edge only to stop when before she could cum.
Yelena had broken out into a light sweat, after all she was still fully dressed. Kate was still in her lingerie, maybe Yelena needed to practice patience a bit more, at least enough to get Kate undressed. With that thought, Yelena pulled back for a split second, just enough to tear off the side of Kate's delicate lingerie. She then buried her fingers inside Kate leaving no room to even form the thought of a complaint.
She then brought their forehead's together and closed her eyes, focusing on Kate's body language. Without the underwear in the way Yelena could feel all of Kate's smooth and soft skin. Kate's hands would squeeze her waist slightly whenever she'd set a quick steady pace and they'd grip her harder whenever she sank her fingers deep inside her. So, Yelena began a quick steady pace of deep thrusts.
"Yelena..." Groaned Kate breathlessly. Her hands now had a death grip on Yelena's waist. Her breath started to get caught in her throat with every thrust. She leaned up give Yelena a kiss, but it didn't last long, she threw her head back and particular deep thrust. Yelena opened her eyes to see her face twisting in pleasure.
"If you don't stop...f-fuck...fuck." Kate's body tensed up as she let a couple of cried out moans. Her breathing was hard, her body shaking completely as her eyes were screwed tightly shut. Yelena pulled back to see literal tears rolling down her temples, she pumped her fingers softly inside Kate helping her ride out her orgasm.
After a few moments Kate's eyes finally opened and her breathing had slowed down.
"Did you like that?" Asked Yelena as she pulled her fingers out and started to rub lazy circles over Kate's folds.
Kate looked at her with a little tired wide eyes.
"Are you kidding me?" Said Kate laughing a bit. "I cried, you were oddly too good at that." Said Kate giving her a confused look.
"What did you think about that?" Kate wasn't sure if hse wanted to know the answer to that, but this was the whole point, right?
"I don't know..." Said Yelena a bit pensive.
Kate felt a bit deflated by the answer.
"I think I'd need to try it more than once." Said Yelena as an after thought.
Kate was surprised, she thought it was a one and done kind of thing. She blinked up at the Widow who looked down at her.
"Would you be willing to do this with me again, Kate Bishop?" Asked Yelena waiting for Kate's answer.
"Uh... yeah, no problem." Said Kate, her heart racing as she looked up at Yelena. She swallowed thickly, could she even survive another encounter with Yelena?
"Good." Said Yelena as she leaned down and pressed their lips together, deepening the kiss instantly. She then snaked herself between Kate's legs and began to place kisses down the side of her throat. Kate yelped as Yelena slid two fingers inside her again, down to the knuckle.
"Oh...god..." Whispered Kate as her eyes fluttered shut.
"Almost, Kate Bishop." Said Yelena before biting her ear.