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Hi, I’m Anonymoused. This “story” is how I’m going to tell y’all my sexuality.
The reason I picked AO3 to do this is that I feel like it would be easier than doing a Twitter thread or a Tumblr post. I plan to use this fic as a way to tell you who I am, and what that means. Which would be easy to explain on AO3 due to the chapter system. I’d rather it like this instead of a random post because then the reader (You) can easily find out what these labels mean.
Now let’s get started.
As I said before, I’m Anonymoused. I am a trans-Canadian creator who deals with a lot of self-image issues. My pronouns are pretty much anything (Pangender), I just ask you not to use She/Her and Fae/Faer pronouns for me.
My actual sexuality is actually what I’m trying to figure out lately. For the past year or so I thought that I was a Polyamorous Omnisexual, but since Dream came out and the influx of others feeling the same way it had gotten me thinking.
“Am I really Omni? I mean I like pretty much everyone, but I don’t connect with Pan, and I do have a bit of a preference.. So I should be Omni, right?”
This is pretty much what I’ve been thinking for the last while. I know for a fact that I’m poly, I just need to figure out who I am in the sense of what people.
Personally, I find that labels can be very helpful, but sometimes it feels like you’re putting yourself on a pedestal that you can’t get down from because “That’s what you told people you are,” and “Are you really going to admit that you’ve been lying to everyone all this time?” So there doesn’t seem to be a definite answer to what I label myself as. It’s like as much as I want a label, I don’t know if what I choose is correct in the eyes of who comes by me on a day-to-day basis.
Sometimes it feels like what or who I am isn’t very important, but I know that there are people who care about me. I found one, my QPR, but besides them, I have to find the rest of my people. It’s just a matter of if I have the energy to let people in and talk.
I will see you next chapter where I explain what our first label is, Transgender.