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Beautiful Wreck

Summary:

People say that a story without a full stop will always be unfinished.
For Eren this is true; with a relatively quiet and settled life, he finds himself facing an old relationship that didn't have a proper resolution when his ex, Mikasa Ackerman, reappears in town unforeseeably, causing a jolt in his emotions.
Now he has to deal with the fact that, perhaps feelings that have been buried in the past can easily return to the surface of his heart despite his efforts to forget everything.
And that perhaps they may expect more from this unplanned reencounter.

Chapter 1: Epigraph

Notes:

Hello, this is not my first fanfic, but I'm pretty nervous about it (Idk why 🥲) buuut I'm also excited to finally be able to write my "friends to lovers to exes to lovers again" story hahaha

I'd like to ask you to read attentively the additional tags, there are some of the topics referenced in the work which can cause discomfort ⚠️

This is not really a chapter, just an epigraph, it's short but I hope you enjoy it until I can update chapter 1 :)

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Chapter Text

They were broken.

It was painful to remember the past bitterly, to hate the present, and to mourn for the future they would not have.

He hated it, because he loved her insanely, he would die for her, she was his everything, his world, the compass that guided his path. Eren loved every nuance of her lost colors and every gentle note in her voice, she was a maze he would always venture into. Without her, he couldn't breath.

And what would become of a wounded and lost soul, without its redeemer to purify it? 

She hated it, but could not tell what hurt more, she couldn't find herself, couldn't fit into the mess they became, however she couldn't stop loving him either. She used to think that the worst feeling was when you lose someone, she found out though, that losing yourself was just as bad. Mikasa loved Eren, every violent storm of his chaos, every far-fetched trait of his endearing personality.

And what would a sailor be without the waves that carried the ship?

Love alone is not enough to sustain a relationship.

From then on, their paths separate; and each step carried away the tepid memories of kisses, love songs, undone bonds, magic nights and broken hearts.

And what would become of two lovers who were meant to complete each other, when they no longer fit together?

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