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– Shang, are you leaving already? – Lin Xue Ya asked while looking at the scenery outside the inn's room. The thunder and lightning were really strong that day, the sky seemed to show no mercy to the people.
– Mhm – he answered, getting up from the kotatsu to the center of the room.
– And where will you go this time, traveler? – he inquired again, not taking his gaze away
– That's none of your business – he answered sharply. This answer gave Lin Xue Ya a little laugh. He knew that Shang Bu Huan would answer something of that caliber, although he did not expect to be right so soon
– Are you leaving to avoid paying for the room? – an irritated sigh from behind his back was followed by the sound of coins falling on the table. Lin Xue Ya laughed – It's okay, you don't have to bother. I can pay for it myself
– At least, let me pay for the wine. – Lin Xue Ya turned his gaze to Shang, who was about to open the door. He knew that even if he left, Lin Xue Ya would always find a way to see him again, however, this time he didn't seem to want to part so quickly.
– The rain won't stop, there's even thunder. Is this a way of saying how tired you are of me? – Shang Bu Huan paused, and shook his shoulders indifferently.
– Whatever you think
– What about Dan Fei and Juan Can Yun?
– They are happy, they have a new home and a new purpose. I'm not their father to be chasing after them all the time, I'm not interested in taking care of children – Lin Xue Ya laughed again – I'm not even in the mood to take care of you.
– You say that so freely, yet it seems I've been the one taking care of you all this time. What would happen to you if I wasn't here? – he boasted as the smoke from his pipe filled the room. Shang Bu Huan really didn't know if he felt safe by his side, he just wanted to leave to have some quiet time – Aiya, you are already tired of me. I understand.
– Goodbye. Don't come looking for me again this time – he took the umbrella that was leaning against the door and walked away.
– Ha, that's a promise I can't make – he thought as he looked at the scenery again. Outside was still looking as menacing as before – How long will it take for him to come back? – he wondered letting out a puff of smoke – It would be fun to chase him, but it's a bit cold – he eventually closed the window, returning to the kotatsu to drink what was left in the jug of wine they both shared the night before – Oh dear, apparently he took the wrong umbrella – he said pulling an umbrella from under the table – It won't be long before he comes back.
And, exactly as he predicted, Shang Bu Huan reappeared!
The door opened with a bang, revealing the figure of the man all wet, with the umbrella in his hands, which seemed to have dissolved, as if the paper had disappeared.
– 26 minutes, 56 seconds – said Lin Xue Ya exhaling smoke – Welcome back!
– What the hell did you do with my umbrella?! – he growled in annoyance
– It's a paper umbrella – he replied without getting upset – Isn't it obvious that it was going to fall apart?
– Are you kidding! It worked in the rain! – Lin Xue Ya shook his head several times, and Shang Bu Huan just wanted to throw the remaining umbrella at his head – Give me my umbrella!
– I'm not sure what you're talking about; there it is, in your hands – he pointed with his pipe – If you have any money left, you can go buy another one; if you don't, lending you some won't make me any poorer, will it?
– You...! – at a hurried pace he approached Lin Xue Ya, who was waiting expectantly to see what would happen – Give me my umbrella!
– Aiya, have I become a liar? I have absolutely nothing. If you really think I'm lying, you can come here and check me yourself – Shang Bu Huan didn't seem to want to let Lin Xue Ya win this time. He had said he would leave, and that he would. So he approached the albino, who opened his arms as he sat on the kotatsu. Shang Bu Huan bent down and without thinking of the consequences, began feeling Lin Xue Ya's clothes for the umbrella – You really haven't stopped being stubborn since the day we met, have you? – Shang Bu Huan paid no attention to his words and kept touching his waist and hip, going down inch by inch investigating where the damn umbrella must have been.
– I know very well that you made a copy, you won't fool me this time – Lin Xue Ya moved his shoulders, watching as his companion touched again and again, meticulously inspecting each garment.
– Sir Shang is something impressive.... – before his friend asked, Lin Xue Ya continued speaking – How do you feel the right to touch me so freely like that?
– You said so, all I want is my umbrella! – Lin Xue Ya put aside his pipe, and Shang Bu Huan did not stop touching – Stop fooling around and tell me where it is!
– You see, traveler. You're so intent on taking away the so–called umbrella that it looks like you're the one playing games, not me – Shang Bu Huan didn’t stop, determined to get that damned umbrella – How about looking harder? The quicker you find it, the quicker you can leave.
– Why is it that you always have to do this stuff? Honestly, get bored of playing with me! You are… Ah! – and without realizing, he just pushed Lin Xue Ya a little bit too hard, making him lose his grasp and throwing both to the ground. Lin Xue Ya's head hit the tatami, while Shang Bu Huan tried to stay up, holding on to what he could – Hey, are you okay?
– Ahaha… Sir Shang, I guess you were a bit too rough, don't you think? – the position was not comfortable at all, and Shang had a bit of trouble trying to get up as his hand was stuck in Lin Xue Ya's clothes. Trying to escape from that situation would be hard, as he tried and tried, nothing worked. And Lin Xue Ya could only look at Shang Bu Huan's flushed face trying to get out – I don't really mind staying in this position, though… – he didn't have many chances to look at this kind of Shang Bu Huan, all flustered, trying to escape from his arms, how could he let him go?
– Just shut up and help me! I don't want to tear your clothes – better said than done, Shang tried to take off his hand but not only he really ripped his clothes, he also fell in Lin Xue Ya's chest.
– Oh my, is this what you tried to achieve?
– No! – he answered in a muffled way. Lin Xue Ya already had enough fun with Shang and decided to give him a rest helping him to get up. Luckily, Shang Bu Huan had stopped touching him in search of the umbrella.
– What have I done now? – Lin asked with a laugh – Are you upset that you didn't find what you were looking for? Or is it because you ended up in that shameful situation with me? – he assumed fiddling with his pipe and smoke.
– None...
– Maybe you got upset because... It reminded you of last night? – Shang Bu Huan's face lit up like a tomato – You always find one more way to entertain me, you see why it costs me so much to get away? – Shang couldn't keep his serious stance this time, getting upset really easily.
– Don't ever mention that again! – Lin Xue Ya tilted his head like a puppy.
– Mention what? Ohh… You mean this? – asked pointing to the jug of wine that rested on the table – There is no shame in that.
– Is it really that easy for you?! – shouted while trying to keep his eyes away from Lin. He knew his face would get even more red if he looked at him in the eyes, thinking about the fact that he couldn't even look at his face without thinking about last night's event… Even thinking about it would make him all flustered again! But this was his doom as Lin found a new way to bother him, a way he knew Shang would enjoy, but wouldn't accept at first.
– Easy? Playing with you, making you all of these things, as you say, do you think it’s easy? – playful, he sat on Shang Bu Huan’s lap with his legs open. One thing he learned was that Shang was really easy when it comes to this kind of provocation. There was no way he wasn’t enjoying it – So, what do you say? – Shang’s face all flustered wasn’t able to think s t r a i g h t. So cute! His angry face with red cheeks, trying to hold back. Lin Xue Ya couldn’t help it and leaned forward to place a little kiss on his lips, but wasn’t counting with Shang unleashing his beast.
With a fast move, Shang pushed Lin Xue Ya to the floor, being the one on top of the albino. Lin was more than curious about this. Shang was the one taking the initiative now? What a surprise!
Shang wasn’t a man of many words, and went s t r a i g h t down to business. Right now, the least he cared was about the clothes, and unlike before, this time he ripped his clothes off in order to get more of him.
– How interesting. Last night, I thought he would only do stuff like this drunk, but now he is sober… – Lin thought while Shang was having a feast kissing and licking his chest. The tingling feeling would send shivers down Lin Xue Ya’s spine, so spontaneous like it was, he was more than happy to receive it – Are we doing it on the floor? – he asked, smirking, as a painful bite-hickey occurred on his collar.
– . . . – Shang didn’t answer, but stopped all movements. His face looked gloomy. Lin was expecting to see another side of Shang, and surprisingly, he got it. Shang hugged Lin’s waist and with strong arms he lifted him easily. Lin, startled about this, could only hold onto him with his legs, and Shang held him close with this. Thankfully, the kotatsu was close to the bed they both shared last night. And with a gentle movement, he laid his partner on bed carefully. Lin didn’t stop holding onto him until he finally gave him what he wanted: a kiss. In which Lin Xue Ya couldn't find a single drop of alcohol – Is this what you wanted? – he asked looking at his lover to the eyes.
– It is exactly what I wanted – Shang let a sigh come out, pulling away a bit to stay upright while Lin Xue Ya was still below him with his legs spread, still surrounding him. Shang looked down at the beauty he had in front of him. A trace of red marks could be seen across Lin Xue Ya's snow white skin. What a delightful sight. It only took him a few seconds to take off all of his upper body clothes, showing proudly what he was made off. Lin couldn't be more grateful of what he was going to get this night, one more time. Taking off Lin’s clothes, his erected penis showed up. Shang had a lot of things going through his head, but this time, he wanted to do it better, not like last time, where he could barely remember what happened. So he laid on top of Lin, keeping himself up with a hand on the bed, while he reached Lin’s lower part with his other hand
– Is it good when I touch here? – he asked touching his partner’s glans, going down to the base, caressing it to make Lin’s twitching to the touch.
– Why? Are you doubting yourself?- mocked Lin with a cheeky smile, but the rubor on his cheeks gave away his wrecked state.
– You… Stop teasing me – every touch Shang gave him made him feel more at ease, as if he were more appropriate to be touched. Lin embarrased tried holding back his voice by biting his own hand. Yeah, they had sex one time before, but drunk as they were in that moment, there was no shame on their actions, now that they were sober, everything felt a little (lot) more shameful.
Shang wanted to go further than just caressing his area, and tried inserting a finger inside Lin’s entrance. Lin wasn’t expecting it, although he had no complaints about it, with the thought that Shang was really doing it, his heart was more than happy.
But Shang had a bit of trouble, how could he know if Lin was prepared to be penetrated? It was obvious he could ask, but it was too embarrassing.
With one full finger on his inside, it was more than enough to start working on it. Moving it up and down, doing circles, touching all the sensitive places making Lin Xue Ya shiver a little
– Oh my, it really feels weird – he laughed trying not to pant – Hey Shang – hearing his name, Shang’s eyes looked right to Lin’s – Is that the only thing you are going to do?
– What do you mean? – laughing again, Lin pointed his lips. Sure, sex also involved kisses and stuff, right? Better said than done, Shang wanted to respond but… Why would he do that? He agreed to go this far, kisses compared to this shouldn’t be nothing, right? No reply, Shang just leaned in to kiss him. While Lin had in mind that he wanted more than just a small kiss, taking all the authority he wanted, had no shame on inserting his tongue inside Shang’s mouth. It was so delicious, the pleasure could only make them try for more and more kisses, like they were so addictive.
Feeling their breath so close to eachother on the cold night was truly enjoyable. Shang wanted to feel more of Lin, and inserted another finger. His insides were not wide enough yet, and Lin really loved this foreplay.
Only thing Shang was really enjoying was how vocal Lin was being. Every time they tried to catch a breath between the kisses, Lin would pant loudly. Why not making him moan more? Hearing how Lin enjoyed his kisses before, his target now became his skin again. Licking his neck, making a little bite
– Ah! – he moaned. So it was another sensitive part of him, wasn’t it? One more bite, another lick, sucking his skin, making a lot of pinkish marks. Being this aroused, it was the perfect time for the third finger. Lin tried keeping his mouth shut, at least trying to cover his mouth with his hand, although his mind forgot he was on a hostel.
– How does it feel? – Shang inquired, a smirk on his face. seeing how much he affected Lin made him feel he was the one winning this game. Lin felt so embarrassed. How could he confess how turned on he felt?
– I want you so bad – he said with moans in between. Shang really wanted to do it too, and Lin seemed to be prepared. Shang took off the fingers from his inside, getting more serious this time. It was important, wasn’t it? He had to be careful.
– Alright… I’m going in – taking his penis, he positioned himself on the entrance – Does it hurt? – Shang asked giving a little push inside Lin. All the sexy side Lin saw before dissapeared. This question was simply the cutest of all, so cute that he couldn’t hold a laugh – D-do not laugh! I don’t want to hurt you.
– Sorry. I was expecting a less caring attitude from you – Lin took Shang’s face on his hands and gave him a little kiss – No, it doesn’t hurt. Being as careful as you are being right now, I was hoping you would give a more severe punishment to someone as manic as me – Shang was so embarrased he couldn’t answer, feeling how his “bad guy” appearance wasn’t real. He really couldn’t be serious in front of Lin, not to mention this special moment – I like it when you are rough.
– You are a masochist – he laughed. Even if Lin said this, Shang didn’t feel like he could be that rough, at least not when he was just starting. It was so tight he thought Lin wasn’t prepared enough, but going slow and steady would work too.
– A-ah ... – startled by the sudden entrance, he complained slightly, but quickly covered his mouth to avoid making any more noises.From one moment to another, Shang stopped moving.
– Everything has already entered. I will start to move. Is it painful? – he asked concerned.
– No ... It doesn't hurt – he felt every movement inside him. It hurt slightly because he was not used to it, but the more thrusts he gave him, the less it hurt, and he had a numb sensation, which slowly turned to pleasure – Ah.. Ha… It feels so… Mgh… – Shang movements were slow, a constant delight crossed his body. He never thought having sex would be like this… So pleasurable – Go… Faster – following his order, Shang’s thrust on his inside got faster. The sloppy sound filled the room, mixed with the grunts and moans that came out of both of their mouths.
– Man, this is… So good – Shang really loved kissing and biting Lin’s neck and whispering, his grunts would sound pretty close to the albino’s ears, which only turned him on more and more, feeling especially sensitive everywhere – You like it? You want more?
– I do. I… Ah – it felt so good that Lin couldn’t even get a full word out, only moans and half-uttered words – More!
– Haha. In that case, I’ll fuck you until you’re too tired to even speak – his eyes seemed to glow with the moonlight. This kind of provocation was Lin’s favorite. He wanted nothing more than to beg over and over again, shout his name and have more of him.
– Shang… Mgh! – Lin had no opportunity to speak as he was attacked with powerful thrusts
– How was that? Hm? – asked Shang, pulling out his dick until the tip before thrusting back in, making Lin throw a silent scream. Without being able to talk, Lin could only nod, overwhelmed by the feeling. Taking advantage of this, he leaned in to steal a few kisses from Lin, who wrapped his arms around his neck to have more passionate kisses
Looking at Lin’s face while he was being fucked was absolute heaven for Shang, Lin had no control over his voice, moaning Shang’s name a few times begging for more. How come he couldn’t remember what happened last night? This pleasure they were having was so addictive and hard to forget, it felt like they were obsessed with eachother
– It’s so wet… Can I come inside? – he asked looking at his lover’s face. Lin held to his neck, facing right to his eyes
– I wouldn’t be satisfied if you didn’t – Shang’s push inside got faster. Lin appeared to be enjoying it way more. Maybe Shang hit a special spot? Taking advantage of this, his movements especially aimed to that place, and Lin was absolutely out of control
As Lin felt heat gather on his lower part, he knew he was close. Grabbing Shang’s back, he pulled the other into a bruising kiss.
– Shang! – he tried to talk while the thrust became deeper, making him moan each time – I can’t, I’m gonna…
– Coming so soon? – Shang Bu Huan trusted into the other once again, hitting the spot in such a way that left Lin seeing stars – You will have to beg for it
– Faster! Please, let me come! – he begged holding to the bed sheets.
– That’s more like it – Shang held to Lin’s legs tighly. His face close to the orgasm was lovely. He wanted to enjoy him more and more. Feeling his climax impossibly closer, Lin arched his back, gasping at the feeling
– Ah… Ah! – and he finally came. Shang stopped moving, happy at the fact that he made Lin enjoy it really really good. Lin gave up almost instantly, panting vigorously – Oh my…
– It is very tempting to see you in this state. Who would have thought Lin Xue Ya would have this face? – Lin’s chest went up and down, trying to catch his breath
– Perhaps you want to see more of it? – Shang suddenly thrust Lin – Mgh! – he tried to keep his voice low, letting out a muffled moan
– As mouthy as you are, and keeping your moans to yourself – and another thrust. Lin Xue Ya wasn’t expecting it at all, and let all his voice out this time – The walls here are a bit thin
– I… Didn't expect you to care about the thickness of the walls – he laughed – Another hostel where you won't be able to ent… Ah! – another thrust
– Shut up – seeing his usual angry face gave him a warm feeling. Lin Xue Ya never thought he would have the opportunity to see Shang in this kind of situation, in front of him, making loveless love with him – Let’s just not talk about it
– You just shut me up, and just told me to keep moaning. Aiya… What do I do?. Instead, I’ll make you moan, how does that sound? – pushing back his lover, he managed to make him lay on his back, sitting on top of him – You made me come first, and now I'll make you come inside me. I’ll take care of you now, can you endure it?
– You are a lost cause, you know that? – Lin laughed, moving his hips up and down just one time. This movement took a moan out of Shang's mouth – Mgh… – determined to be the one to please his partner right now, Lin held to the bed while moving his hips up and down. The position wasn't the most comfortable of all, but Shang could really feel it, and was the only holding to the bed sheets this time
The sound of skin pounding was louder this time, and Shang would occasionally help Lin moving himself to make the thrust even deeper, also hitting that special place inside Lin
– Oh fuck… – looking at Lin moving, the preseminal liquid falling down his member staining the sheets. Shang was loving the feeling– Damn it, it feels so amazing… I can't… Ngh! – and he came inside Lin
– My my, you came so quickly? – he exclaimed, breathing heavily and keeping his hips down this time.
– I was already all worked up. And besides… You were really good – Lin laughed as he stood up from Shang and sat by his side. Shang sat on the border of the bed, looking at how stained the bed was – We really made a mess…
– Did we? – he asked, filling his pipe and quickly lighting it – I never thought we would end up like this
– We… Didn't talk about last night – Lin laughed
– You know it happened, and yet you have no recollection of it. I know you don't want to remember anything
– No, I mean… – Lin was right in a way. Shang was too shocked at the moment he realized what he did, if something happened but he didn't remember, it was better to say it never happened, but it was a lie he couldn't accept. Lin understood his feelings very well
– If feelings are so hard to accept and especially talk about them, then let's just not talk about them. Why not let it flow? We don't have to apologize or give excuses, there is nothing wrong – he replied letting out the smoke from his mouth
– What do you mean?
– You and me, that's what I mean – said looking at the moon
– Hey hey hey… Wait a second. Don't tell me you… Thought something… Different about this, like... Have feelings for me – said looking at Lin's face in the darkness of the room. Only the moonlight would come inside from the windows, lightning Lin's snow white hair and red eyes. Lin Xue Ya laughed at this response, and ended up with the happiest smile Shang Bu Huan has ever seen in his face
– Don't say stupid things – Shang Bu Huan was shocked! So if Lin Xue Ya wasn't in love with him, then why do all this stuff?! All about following him, sex, time together… Maybe Shang was the one in love? Thinking about it would be too much, maybe? – As I said, we won't talk about this. I know you don't want to
– Nonono! Wait wait, this is serious! – Shang replied, sitting in the bed, while Lin Xue Ya looked at him, puzzled – What is wrong with you? You have been acting weird lately, all of this, is it some kind of plan of yours? I swear, if it is, I'll…!
– Then what if it isn't? – Shang still wasn't getting the answers he wanted, but as the more he thought, the more angry he got, how could he think that Lin Xue Ya would tell the truth even once? – Ah, if you say like that, everything is a plan, as well as everything is a coincidence. So if you are asking me if I was just playing with you, of course you already know the answer. If this was some kind of evil plan to get entertainment, yes it is. With this truth being said, ask again
– What? – Lin Xue Ya cursed that his friend was so oblivious. Sure, the great Shang Bu Huan, the Edgeless blade, who crossed the Wasteland of Spirits, who has the Sorcerous Sword Index… How couldn't he get it?!
– I'll ask you a better question – to avoid that embarrassing question, he tried to play with him once more – Why did you have sex with me? Hating me as much as you do, is not something contradictory?
– That's because!... Eh… You wanted to do it, didn't you?
– I would say this is an apology, don't you think? Staying with me, and giving me what I want
– Having sex with me is what you wanted? – Lin Xue Ya was again against the wall. Without having words in his mind to answer this time, inhaling and exhaling the smoke without even looking at his partner, who was desperately waiting for an answer – How come you always act the same way? Are you really that miserable?
– . . . – Lin Xue Ya sighed deeply, it was probably the first time Shang Bu Huan had seen him sigh. Again his mind had no correct answers, because for the first time, he didn't want to make him angry – Shang, keeping this face really isn't easy
– Isn't it? Sometimes it's hard for me to think that you can have a shred of humanity
– I didn't get a chance to mourn my master's death. Wouldn't it be too anticlimactic to cry or sigh at that point? – a smile returned to his face, but his eyes did not look at his companion – It's what I've earned, I deserve it – and the smile quickly faded, Shang Bu Huan felt guilty! Maybe he touched a sensitive part of Lin Xue Ya? It bothered him that he had never seen him this sad – The people I hurt have the right to hurt me, and you are included as well.
– What do you mean, you think I hurt you? – Lin Xue Ya laughed, but his laughter seemed somewhat exhausted.
– You have the right to hurt me, after all I've done – Shang Bu Huan was about to say some nastiness back to him, but.... Lin Xue Ya was acting strangely, far too strangely for his comfort.
– I don't care whether I hurt you or not – Lin Xue Ya looked at him with the same sad face, Shang Bu Huan was sick of seeing him like this! – I mean... I don't want to hurt you
– Is that so? Because, ah… When you say you are going to leave, it really breaks my heart – he said with a faked whimper. Shang Bu Huan was about to shout one more time
– You…! – Lin Xue Ya laughed happily, and Shang Bu Huan for the first time thought it was a real laugh, but the moonlight reflected on Lin Xue Ye's cheek, showing a tiny tear that fell from his eye, one and another – Eh… Lin
– Oh? – when Lin Xue Ya realized he was crying, he hastily wiped it with his hand and averted his gaze – Haha, maybe I got a bit too excited – now, his mind had many thought and things he wanted to say, especially he wanted to confess how much he loved to stay by Shang Bu Huan's side
– Are you all right? – Lin Xue Ya nodded. If his eyes were crying, he was scared his voice might crack while speaking. But now that Lin Xue Ya got out of the only source of light, it wasn’t very clear if he was still crying or not. Moving the sheets of the bed, he made his way to his partner’s side, worried he wasn’t answering – Hey – Shang lifted his hands looking for Lin’s face, holding his cheeks checking if he was crying – Don’t cry. You are not one of those who cry – but even saying this, he could feel the tears wetting his hands – I-I don’t know how to comfort crying people! – and again, Lin said absolutely nothing. Shang was getting really impatient – Alright alright, calm down – Lin was a bit ashamed of himself, he was certainly not a man that would allow himself to cry under no circumstance, but Shang didn’t want to make him feel judged, how could he deal with this? Luckily, Lin’s breath started to get better, and the tears stopped – You alright? – he nodded – Ah man, when you get like this, I seriously don’t know what to expect. You are really weird
– I guess you could say I’m a box full of surprises
– I don’t know if I should take you seriously. But I must say, I never expected you to… – Lin couldn’t stand it anymore, and shut up his partner with a kiss
– Saying "I love you" directly would be unlike you, don't you think? – he laughed while lying down on bed next to Shang
– Are you assuming I'm in love with you? – Lin laughed again – I hate you. Now, make space – Shang pouted while trying to get comfortable on the small bed – And hug me, seriously, this village is freezing me to death
– I love you too, Shang – Shang let out a long sigh.
– Shut up… – Lin approached Shang, lying his head on his chest – I love you, weirdo