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Your P.O.V
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I sat in my room quietly, trying to focus on school work but so many thoughts were running through my mind currently; like how am I supposed to focus on school when David is running through my head at the speed of light. I looked down at my laptop and sigh, closing it and pushing it to the side of the bed, sprawling out on the warm sheets where my laptop way lying felt nice, my back was happy to lie down and not be so hunched over anymore. I looked out the window, it's getting dark earlier everyday. I check my phone for the time. How is it only 4 pm? A Saturday afternoon should be sunny and warm, not cold and dark...
I sigh and put my phone down closing my eyes trying to finally focus on my head and what it wants.
bzzt
I turn my head to see my phone buzzing with a bunch of texts from someone, is it Joshua trying to get test answers from us in the groupchat again? I grab my phone and hover it over my face and read who it's from.
IMessage
David 4:16 pm
Oh? Daivd? He usually texts me on saturdays to see if I want to play some games with him but that's not until like 9 at night, I unlock my phone and tap the message icon and wait for the thing to load, I start to read the white message.
Hey Y/N, I was wondering if you'd like to walk to the park and hang out?
Hesitant to type back, I finally lift my thumbs.
Sure! Who else is coming? I can text Wes to see if he's free, I know he has work but he'll drop anything to hangout with me and Mari.
I watch the three dots bounch up and down, waiting for a fast reply; though I can't assume he'd type fast as it did take me a while to reply...
I thought it could just be us? I know out friends would get sooooo jealous if they found out we hung without them, but I was thinking just us? I have a fun surprise!
My eyes went wide as I dropped my phone on my face
"Shit-" I pick my phone off my face and ignore the newfound pain in my nose and forehead so I can quickly reply.
Sure! That's really ominous David, but I'll start walking now. See you soon!
I got dressed quickly, it didn't matter what I wore cause my jacket would be covering it and I fixed my makeup a tiny; I want to look nice for him since I am trying to win his heart over. I put on my running shoes which I know for a fact I will regret later since there is snow on the ground, but it goes with my outfit more then clunky boots. I grab my phone and head out the door, I keep having to slow my speed-walking down because I am too eager to see him, I don't want to look so eager and stupid, he's just a boy. A boy I like... A boy I want to kiss. I head up to the park and see David already there sitting on a bench, I walk over and wave at him while sitting beside him, he gives me a warm smile which makes me smile back.
"Hey Y/n, thanks for coming." He shifts in his seat, he doesn't seem to be wearing boots either, but his deadpool jacket stood out in the white park, I remember when we went to HotTopic and he bought it with his birthday money lasy year.
"Of course, why would I say no to hanging with you?" I laugh. Why. Would. I. Say. THAT!? Know he has to know I have a thing for him, god I am such an idiot sometimes...
"Hey, I brought something for us to share, It's pretttty funnn" He said smiling reaching into the coat pocket, I heard plastic rustling around and in his other hand he held something, his hand hovered over mine and he gently placed a lighter into it, I watched as he pulled out a small plastic bag with a small joint, he pulled it out and smiled at me, unsure of how I'd react to him. I rolled my eyes and smiled before lightly nudging his arm, he laughed and scooted closer to me on the bench which made my heart swell knowing he was closer to me, so close I could feel his warmth radiating off onto me. Or maybe I was just getting flustered over his stupid smile.
"Really? Where'd you get this?" I asked taking it into my hand and looking at it closely, it looked pretty well wrapped and tight; it looked full to the point it might just un-roll itself. He took the lighter out of my hand gently I didn't even notice until I went to tighten my grip on the thing and it wasn't in my cold hand, instead he replaced the lighter with his warm hand, my eyes went wide as I quickly turned to him, he wasn't even looking at me; he was acting casual and cool about holding my hand and slowly moving it into my coat pocket. I was expecting him to let go once my hand was in my pocket but, he didn't.
"Matt gave me his dealer's number, I got more at my house but we only really need one right?" He laughed and kept his warm hand in my povket, holding my smaller hand, I feel like I am going to melt right here on this cold bench.
"It's so well wrapped, how many times have you done this David?" I said in a fake concerned voice, he scrunched his nose up and looked me in my eyes.
"That's something you don't need to know." He smirked at me and I frowned, I handed him back the joint, and sadly he removed his hand from my pocket and held the lighter in one hand, the joint in the other, slowly putting the wrapped cannabis over the flame.
"Whatever, I thought you liked me enough to tell me these thingsss" I said in a joking tone, he laughed and already I smelt the smell of weed through the air, it was very pungent.
"I do like you enough, but to be honest I've lost count." He put the end of the joint between his lips and inhaled, I watched the ash and embers grow, smoke blowing through the cold air, I watched him carefully as he removed the joint from his lips and pointed it at me to take, which I did.
"David! You're a stoner!" I say as I put the joint up to my mouth, inhaling and exhaling after the right amount of time, letting the bubbling smoke float around us, he laughed which made me laugh making some smoke come out my nose.
"You're one to talk, look at you! Not even coughing... You've so done this before." He says taking it back to take another hit. I guess he's not wrong, I have done this before with Matt and Mari, but they didn't tell anyone and niether did I.
"I have done this before, probably not as much as you, but a decent amount of times, Matt and Mari invite me to smoke sometimes, when it's a really stressful week, or we just wanan get high and vibe, y'know?" I said taking the joint back and taking a particularly long drag, letting the smoke slowly escape my lips, enjoying the familar tatse and smell of the weed.
"Really? Matt invties you? Do you think he likes you?" David said, he seemed a little on edge after saying that, I giggled however.
"No way! I know he's got eyes for Mari, it's so fucking obvious when they're high, he's always close to her and trying to get her to laugh... Don't say nothing but I think the feeling between them is mutual." I said giving him the joint back, he smiled at me which made me heart explode, my brain was buzzing with questions that wanted answers.
"Do you like anyone then? I swear to god if you say Danny Devito again like you did when we played Truth Or Dare I will put this thing out and walk home." He sounded serious which kind of scared me, but I am not one to be flustered and controled so quick especially with a substance that gives me confidence. I smile and laugh a little at him before reaching my hand out, he goes to hand the joint back to me but instead of grabbing it from him I turn his wrist and place my lips on the end of the joint while it's still between his two fingers and take my hit like that, staring at him the whole time I inhale, after holding onto the smoke for a small amount of time I exhale it into his face and smile, licking my lips to lure him in but also because they're chapped an it's cold.
The expression on his face was just shock and confusion. His face turned red quickly and I knew it wasn't the cold because his face went bright, bright red. He pulled the joint back to his mouth and took a long drag, closing his eyes and trying to take in what I just did.
"Don't do that again." He said in a shallow voice, I titled my head like a puppy and raised my eyebrow at him, wanting to know why I shouldn't. I am no expert on smoking with friends but that didn't seem dangerous or anything?
"Why not?" I asked in a seriously concerned voice, maybe it was dangerous? He paused for a long time before handing me the joint back.
"Because you're gonna make me do something I might regret." He looked at me, his eyes were darked and different; no longer full of fear and fake confidence.
"Like what? No regrets David, just do it." I smiled at him leaning forward teasingly.
He grabbed my cheek with his cold hand and pulled my face closer to his, he licked his lips and closed his eyes, I did the same letting out lips connect, it was quick but sweet and genuine. I put the joint in my mouth and took a hit while giggling, after pulling it from my lips he took it from me.
"That was it? David there is so much more I want to do with you that could be my worst mistake, but yours is kissing me? Not even that, just a quick peck on the lips?" I take my hand out of my pocket for the first time since he's let go and place my hand on his thigh, he looks at me shocked but also hopeful.
"I wanted to do more, but maybe a park isn't a smart place." I looked around totally forgetting we were outside at a public place, I look back at his eyes and smile watching him take two long hits, at this point it's pretty much gone so he stomped it out on the ground.
"Maybe we should go back to you place? Order Taco Bell?" I laugh as his eyes lit up like a child, he stood up and pulled my up by my arm quickly, I almost fall over trying to find balance.
"If you wanted Taco Bell, you should of said so earlier!" He said laughing, I lean agaisnt his chest and wrap my arms around him, he tenses up before relaxing and wrapping his big arms arouns my tiny frame. He sighed happily before letting go.
"I'll tell my parents I went to Mari's for a sleepover." I said pulling my phone out of my pocket.
"Sleepover?" Daivd asked, as he started to walk with my hand in his, pulling me along.
"Yeah? If that's okay?" I asked typing on my phone, not bothering to look at him, he squeezed my hand though.
"It's more than okay Y/n."