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if we were both alone

Summary:

Atsumu: Kita-san

Kita: yes?

Atsumu: what are you wearing
?

Kita: what.

Atsumu gets Kita’s new number. Then he runs his mouth, which could turn out either good or bad.

Notes:

HIGHLY HIGHLY inspired by Wolf, Shepherd, Goat so if you like yakulev (or even if you don’t) please read that amazing fic

i wanted to challenge myself and write a story that's almost entirely in dialogue, and i really, really love these two. please enjoy :-D

Chapter Text

 

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san?

 

 


 

 

Kita:
hello, who is this?

 

Atsumu:
oh thank
it’s Atsumu!!1!

 

Kita:
oh, hi Atsumu
sorry for the late reply, i was out

 

Atsumu:
yeah that’s okay i had practice today anyway

 

Kita:
is there any reason you texted me?

 

Atsumu:
aran-kun told me about how you dropped your phone in some puddles in a field and needed to get a new one!!
and then he sent me your contact info

 

Kita:
that was nice of him
i probably couldve got ur number from Osamu, though
or vice versa

 

Atsumu:
but we haven’t talked in so long Kita-san  (πーπ)

 

Kita:
it’s been a while
how are you ? hows being on the black jackals?

 

Atsumu:
harder than anything i could’ve thought up as a kid

 

Kita:
but you’ll keep going

 

Atsumu:
anything else is unthinkable
that’s what you taught me
how is the farm?
samu is always talking about rice

 

Kita:
it’s hard work
bitter work

 

Atsumu:
you like that stuff though, Kita-san

 

Kita:
yes

 

Atsumu:
sometimes
sometimes i can’t help but wonder if you miss it
volleyball

 

Kita:
we don’t need memories
you believed that more than anyone

 

Atsumu:
we’re only human though.
i just can’t help it when it comes to

 

Kita:
when it comes ..

 

Atsumu:
nevermind i’m sorry this got deep too quickly
can i tell you about my training?

 

Kita:
of course
i might not reply, i’m about to cook dinner
but i’m leaning my phone against the pepper shaker so i can read

 

Atsumu:
sure
well in case you haven’t heard
i have three serves now
the cyclone serve isn’t as accurate as the other two though
i’ve been doing yoga to improve flexibility
i’ll never have wrists like Omi-kun but
maybe i can steal Sunarin’s turnspike
i think i’d like to try that next
Shouyou keeps improving his setting skills
can’t get left behind
what are you cooking, Kita-san?
wait maybe ur hands areoccupied
nevermind

 

Kita:
i’m making oyakodon

 

Atsumu:
oh!
sounds yummy
did you type that with an elbow Kita-san
you’re resourceful like that
all im allowed to eat right now is chicken breast after chicken breast
and i can’t even go out to drink ~_~
Samu sent me a recipe for some green vegetable juice thing
there’s no real cooking, just blending, so i make it every night
it tastes like shit
but it’s supposed to make my insides clean as a whistle
my guts
like. intestines
:-P

 

Kita:
gastrointestinal health is very important
i’m sitting with Granny at the table now

 

Atsumu:
how is obaa-han?

 

Kita:
healthy, all things considered
sometimes her back and ankles bother her

 

Atsumu:
she’s in good hands
are you eating well, Kita-san?

 

Kita:
you sound like Osamu

 

Atsumu:
ew

 

Kita:
i am eating well

 

Atsumu:
>w< yay
okay, i won’t distract u from Granny
i’ll talk to u tomorrow
goodnight!

 

Kita:
goodnight, Atsumu

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
i lied i can't sleep
i’m bored

 

Kita:
have you tried countin sheep?

 

Atsumu:
that doesn’t work for me
i think Tobio-kun is over
i hear noises from Shouyou’s room

 

Kita:
listen to music?

 

Atsumu:
meh
i’m alright talkin to you, Kita-san
if ur alright talkin to me

 

Kita:
i was just in bed reading

 

Atsumu:
was it a health book?
“The Benefits of Cutting Gluten From Your Life”
books like that

 

Kita:
i was reading Bashō, actually

 

Atsumu:
dunno what or who that is

 

Kita:
that’s alright
he was a poet

 

Atsumu:
very cultured of you

 

Kita:
my mum gave the collection to me

 

Atsumu:
thats sweet
Kita-san

 

Kita:
yes?

 

Atsumu:
what are you wearing
?

 

Kita:
what.

 

Atsumu:
shoot nevermind i am so sorry i don’t know what the hell came over me please ignore the past three minutes
i think i’m a little tipsy

 

Kita:
you told me earlier u can’t drink because of your training regimen

 

Atsumu:
i did, didn’t i
well
sorry bout that Kita-san

 

Kita:
that’s alright

 

Atsumu:
thank you
it’s getting late Kita-san

 

Kita:
it is

 

Atsumu:
i’m sure you have to be up early
haiku to read
fields to tend to and all that

 

Kita:
yes i do

 

Atsumu:
okay
well i won’t keep you

 

Kita:
do you still want to know

 

Atsumu:
? know what?
oh
i thought u said you’d ignore that

 

Kita:
i’m askin if you would like to know

 

Atsumu:
then
i do

 

Kita:
i’m wearing an old t shirt
and boxers

 

Atsumu:
no pants?
oh god forget i said that
its almost summer after all
what color is ur shirt

 

Kita:
is that important for you to know?

 

Atsumu:
i’m just tryin to imagine you, Kita-san

 

Kita:
black

 

Atsumu:
black like .
nvm
how big is the shirt

 

Kita:
it reaches my thighs

 

Atsumu:
cool

 

Kita:
i got it from a swap meet

 

Atsumu:
cool cool

 

Kita:
it’s so big on me sometimes i pretend it’s yours

 

Atsumu:
Ki
Kita-san?

 

Kita:
did i misspell something?

 

Atsumu:
oh god
why would you pretend it’s mine

 

Kita:
because you’re very broad, Atsumu.
you’re much bigger than i am

 

Atsumu:
and you
like that about me?

 

Kita:
i like that about us
i like watching your games
seeing how powerful you are

 

Atsumu:
you watch my games, Kita-san?

 

Kita:
every one
i have to record them because i’m usually workin when they happen

 

Atsumu:
oh

 

Kita:
but that just makes it easier to rewind and play back each one of your serves
i’m proud of you, Atsumu
triple-wielder

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san
what’re you doing to me

 

Kita:
i’m tellin you what i think of you

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san
i’m hard

 

Kita:
volleyball talk did that t you, huh?

 

Atsumu:
NO
i’ve
been hard since u told me what ur wearing

 

Kita:
what’re you gonna do about it?
your hard throbbing cock.

 

Atsumu:
god godgod please god
where did you learn words like that

 

Kita:
i went to high school too, you know.

 

Atsumu:
i know

 

Kita:
answer me

 

Atsumu:
i’m gonna jerk off

 

Kita:
good idea, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
Kita tellme what to do
how dyou want me to do it

 

Kita:
of course
don’t bother replying
just focus on what i tell you.

 

Atsumu:
okay. okay

 

Kita:
take off your pants and underwear
your shirt, if you want to, but it doesn’t matter
get comfy, pile up your pillows, sit against the headboard
dont use lube or lotion
i want you to spit into your hand and get it nice and wet
then i want you to spit on your own cock and let the saliva drip down your shaft
start pumping, nice and tight
don’t close ur eyes
you need to read
pretend it’s me, Atsumu
hmm don’t think about my hole, think about my mouth
dyou remember the shape of my lips?
it’s been a little while, i understand if you don’t
just picture red swollen lips around you

 

Atsumu:
i do

 

Kita:
hush, Atsumu
that’s good.
picture my lips, red from kissing and sucking, taking you down all the way to the back of my throat
your big fat cock, Atsumu
it’s almost too much to take but i manage.
i’m moanin around you.
you can thrust in my mouth a little
swirl the tip of a finger around the head
pretend it’s my tongue
spit some more if you need
faster
tighter
don’t worry about lastin long, you can come, i’ll get my turn
harder, Atsumu
fuck my face
come for me
i want your cum down my throat
Atsumu?

 

Atsumu:
Kita
i came

 

Kita:
good boy

 

Atsumu:
hah
Kita
it's messy

 

Kita:
clean urself up, then

 

Atsumu:
but i don't know if u came yet
did you come Kita-san

 

Kita:
don't you worry about me. clean up

 

Atsumu:
okay

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san i'm sleepy

 

Kita:
put your phone down and close your eyes

 

Atsumu:
okay
goodnight, Kita

 

Kita:
good night, Atsumu

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san.

 

Kita:
hi, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
i’ve been trying to figure out how to approach this all day

 

Kita:
i’m flattered i take up so much of ur attention

 

Atsumu:
Kita. about last night
did i cross a line?

 

Kita:
what makes you ask that

 

Atsumu:
well i feel like i just sprung it on you without warning

 

Kita:
you did, yes
did i give any indication that it made me uncomfortable?

 

Atsumu:
sort of maybe i can’t remember

 

Kita:
scroll up and read it back

 

Atsumu:
don’t make me please
i’ll get distracted
okay i remember now
when i asked, you said “what.”

 

Kita:
i was shocked, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
yeah i’d be shocked too

 

Kita:
then i offered to answer ur question
which you accepted

 

Atsumu:
i did accept

 

Kita:
Atsumu. we’re both adults. we were both sober
i hope you were at least
we both, at any time, coulda voiced our non-consent, yes?

 

Atsumu:
i wasn’t drunk i promise
yes we coulda

 

Kita:
do you regret what happened?

 

Atsumu:
fuck no.
no
it was
was
good
amazing

 

Kita:
i don’t regret it either
don’t beat urself up about it

 

Atsumu:
but
doesn’t this change things between us?

 

Kita:
of course it does
that’s not necessarily a bad thing

 

Atsumu:
how so
don’t you think i’m some depraved person now

 

Kita:
you weren’t the one spewing filth last night
i promise it doesn’t bother me, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
i
i’m relieved
i still feel bad though

 

Kita:
(一 。一)

 

Atsumu:
kita-san i don’t even know how you got off
whether you even got off

 

Kita:
i got off, i assure you


Atsumu:
good
you won’t tell Samu will you

 

Kita:
why on earth would i tell ur brother that you made me orgasm

 

Atsumu:
so you have blackmail against me

 

Kita:
i have plenty o that already

 

Atsumu:
(꒪ ⌓ ꒪)
will you still watch my games

 

Kita:
yes

 

Atsumu:
and we’re still friends

 

Kita:
yes, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san
we’re friends
but if i asked you
could we do that again

 

Kita:
depends
what would be ur reason fer askin

 

Atsumu:
because i want to get off
and ur good at helpin me do that
and i bet you need to get off too sometimes
you’re only a man
id help you too

 

Kita:
if we were both alone

 

Atsumu:
what if i’m alone right now
what if i asked right now

 

Kita:
i’d say yes

 

Atsumu:
i want to see you
want to see your cock and your face

 

Kita:
not yet
use your imagination
you can listen, though

 

Atsumu:
can i call you

 

Kita:
you’re alone?

 

Atsumu:
yes
please Kita-san

 

Kita:
alright
one second

 

 


 

 

“Atsumu.”

“Kita-san. Kita.”

“Are you hard, Atsumu?”

“Yes.”

“So am I.”

“God.”

“I don’t know what else to say. You wanted me to call you.”

“I want to hear you get off, Kita-san.”

“You’ll need to help me. Put that brilliant brain to use.”

“Anything. I wish I could see you. It’s been too long. You don’t even have an Instagram. All I have are pictures of us from high school.”

“What good would an Instagram account do me?”

“You could see me, too. I post all the time. Sometimes shirtless pics.”

“Ah. Think I’d like those, would you?”

“I think you would. What was that sound? Are you touching yourself?”

“Mm— I am. Have been.”

“Shit that’s hot. You like that I’m big. Always been bigger than you. Remember I used to help you lift all that equipment in high school?”

“Enough about high school.”

“Sorry, sorry. Let’s talk about now. I guarantee you I’m stronger than I was. Eighty kilos of muscle.”

“I’m not weak, Atsumu. Farming is hard work.”

“I know it is. You're probably stronger than before, too. Think you could hold me down, Kita-san?”

“Not—huh—sure. You’re the pro volleyball player between us.”

“Kita. I’ll fuck you if you want me to, but if I’m being honest, I really want you to fuck me.”

Atsumu.”

“I want you to hold me down and give it to me. I promise it’s tight, so fuckin’ tight, Kita, I haven’t been fucked many times before.”

“You're usually the one doing the work?”

“All the time. Well, not actually all the time, but whenever it happens, it’s mostly me. It’s tiring. I think I wanna see you put in that work.”

“How should I give it to you?”

“Hard. Fast.”

“Face-to-face?”

“Not at first. I want you to push me facedown into the sheets and rail me.”

“Fu—”

“And I’d jerk myself just like this, I’d take whatever you give me. You can curse. It’s not a sin. You can be rough with me, too, I like it a little rough.”

“Shit.”

Ugh. You sound so hot. It’s insane how hot you sound. Wish I could see what you look like when you come. I’m close, Kita, I got really close thinking about you fucking me.”

“Sa— s—”

“Tell me.”

“Say my name.”

“Kita.”

“No.”

“Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Shinsuke-san. Shinsuke-kun.”

“Sh-shit. Atsumu.”

“Yes. Yes, fuck. God, please, Shinsuke.”

Atsumu.”

“Oh fuck. I’m going to come. Shit, ah— mnhh. Fuuuuuuck.”

“Hrngh— ugh—”

“Shinsuke, please, let me hear you, come for me.”

“Hhh— mm— unhhh.”

“Holy fuck you’re hot. That was so hot. I wish I could be there and lick the cum off your fingers.”

“...Atsumu.”

“Yes?”

“Thank you.”

“...No need to thank me, Kita-san. I was the one who asked for it.”

“Thank you anyway.”

“Mhm. I have to shower again. I’ll talk to you soon, Kita-san.”

“Goodnight, Atsumu.”

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
hey 

 

Fatass:
what

 

Atsumu:
uh
does phone sex count as sex

 

Fatass:
……………

 

Atsumu:
cmon

 

Fatass:
i dont wanna hear about ur sexcapades with ur fans

 

Atsumu:
i told u i dont date fans
maybe im askin fer a friend

 

Fatass:
a likely story

 

Atsumu:
can u just answer the damn question

 

Fatass:
well sex is in the phrase phone sex
so i guess it does

 

Atsumu:
ayeeeee

 

Fatass:
do u have any more stupid questions or can i go

 

Atsumu:
yea whatever
go back to watchin infomercials with Keiji-kun or whatever it is yall do

 

Fatass:
凸(–_– #)

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
i saw this dog looks like you
[IMG_7705.jpg]
lookit that fur

 

Kita:
cute

 

Atsumu:
i agree

 

 


 

 

Kita:
good luck today, Atsumu

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
KITA-SAN
WE WON!!!!!

 

Kita:
i saw
nice toss at the end

 

Atsumu:
it’s because of ur good luck text

 

Kita:
oh please
thats incredibly untrue
you play ur best every time

 

Atsumu:
nope it felt special today
Bokkun even pointed it out in the locker room
didyou watch real time?

 

Kita:
i did this time
Granny was with me

 

Atsumu:
does obaa-han remember me

 

Kita:
of course 

 

Atsumu:
(◕‿◕✿)
does she remember aran
what about sunarin

 

Kita:
she remembers everyone

 

Atsumu:
o
cool

 

Kita:
she usually just watches MSBY games with me though

 

Atsumu:
(◕‿◕✿)

 

Kita:
what are ur plans for celebratin today?

 

Atsumu:
oh im with everyone right now
captain’s treatin us to Korean BBQ
:-P

 

Kita:
sounds delicious, eat well!

 

Atsumu:
nooo don’t go
wanna talk to you

 

Kita:
it’s rude to have ur phone at the table

 

Atsumu:
no one minds
i can multitask
Shouyou’s always textin somebody too
tell me about ur day

 

Kita:
if ur sure.
this morning,
i did my stretches as soon as i woke
then i watered the houseplants
let the dog out
i checked on Granny and she was asleep
prepared natto gohan for her and covered it
then i went into town to get groceries and gas

 

Atsumu:
what kind of groceries

 

Kita:
eggs, chicken, tilapia, green onions, soybean paste, milk, hojicha, matcha powder, whipping cream, shampoo, dog food, new dishwashing gloves,
oh. sorry 

 

Atsumu:
its ok i asked you

 

Kita:
then i went home, put everything away, checked on the water levels
then i sat down on the couch n watched ur game


Atsumu:
and then i won
the meats here!!!
[IMG_7893.jpg]

 

Kita:
looks delicious

 

Atsumu:
i should dig in before Bokuto eats it all

 

Kita:
you should

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san
can i call you later?

 

Kita:
i have plans with Granny later
and you should rest
maybe another time

 

Atsumu:
thats ok im just glad i got to talk to u
thank you for watchin me play

 

Kita:
i’m proud of you

 

Atsumu:
Kita
i really really want to call u
after Granny goes to sleep
can i
dont i deserve it

 

Kita:
alright
later

 

Atsumu:
\ (^◇^*) /
yay


Kita:
eat well

 

Atsumu:
yes~~
talk to u soon Kita-san

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
good mornin
u are probably in a rice paddy right now
but
u were very hot last night

 

 


 

 

Kita:
Atsumu it is not even lunch time

 

Atsumu:
ur hot sue me

 

Kita:
is there anything else u wanted to say
i have work

 

Atsumu:
no fine sorry
actually

 

Kita:
(一 。一)

 

Atsumu:
not to sound ungrateful or anythin
but why can’t we FaceTime
why wont you let me watch you

 

Kita:
why dyou want to watch me

 

Atsumu:
so i can add to my catalogue of Kita Expressions
i have Determined, Crying, Content, Stern
among others
i needa add Coming Brains Out

 

Kita:
youll take what i give you

 

Atsumu:
then give it to me

 

Kita:
i’m
heading to work

 

Atsumu:
uh oh i flustered Kita-san

 

Kita:
ill call you later.

 

Atsumu:
ill be waitin

 

 


 

 

“Kita-san? Are you there?”

“I’m here.”

“You know you have to turn on the camera.”

“...Fine.”

“There you are. Look at you. You're pretty as a paintin’.”

“Don’t take any screenshots of me.”

“Of course I wouldn’t. you just look so cute. What d’you wanna do tonight, Kita?”

“I’m thinking.”

“I have an idea. I take off my shirt, and you take off yours.”

“Hm. Deal.”

“Wow, Kita-san, you got pretty ripped.”

“Sounds like sarcasm, coming from you.”

“It’s not. You look hot. Are you done thinking about whatcha wanna do?”

“I am.”

“Hit me.”

“I’m gonna finger myself and You're gonna watch.”

“Holy hell. Holy hell. Shit! Kita-san, would it kill you to warn me?”

“I told you what’s gonna happen.”

“Yeah, but you showed your dick so sudd— Oh my god! Oh my god.”

“......Hh. ‘S tight, Tsumu.”

“Kita.”

“No. How many times do I hafta tell you?”

“Shinsuke-san.”

“Better. No, Atsumu. Don’t touch yourself.”

“What the fuck.”

“Hands at your sides. Or in the sheet.”

“Can I just hold it? I won’t even jerk, just hold—”

“No.”

“I’m gonna die.”

“You won’t die. Oh. F-feels good.”

“I’m gonna die. You look so sweet like this, Shinsuke, look at you. Can’t I touch myself?”

“No. Be good.”

“Okay. Okay. Add another, Shinsuke-san. Yeah, shit, look at that tight little ass.”

“Atsumu.”

“Yes?”

“What… would you do to me, if you were here.”

“You really wanna know?”

“I do.”

“Okay. I’ll tell you. I’d lay you on your back, kiss you all over. I’d start from your mouth and kiss down your neck and all over your chest. If you wanted me to leave marks, I would. And once you’re squirming and begging, I’d coat my fingers in lube and put one in beside your own, it’d be so tight, Shinsuke-san, how’d you like that, us inside you together?”

Unhh, mm.”

“The two of us, spreading you open, getting you nice and ready. Another. You can take it. Pretend it’s mine. You sound so pretty gasping for me.”

“F-fuck, right there, Tsumu. Oh right there.”

“Yeah, rub that fucking prostate for me. Fuck, I’m so hard, Shinsuke. Can I please.”

“Just a little longer. You’ve been so good.”

“Please.”

“N—ng. Alright.”

“Yes. Yes. God, my hand isn’t enough. I want to be inside you.”

“You are. You are.”

“Oh god. Open your eyes? Please, I want to see—yes. Fuck, look at me. Look how fuckin’ hard you make me. You do this to me, Shinsuke.”

Atsumu.”

“C’mon, faster. Fuck yourself on my cock.”

“So. So. So deep. Oh god.”

“Are you gonna come, Shinsuke? Are we gonna come together?”

“Fuck. ‘M so close.”

“Wait for me.”

“Please Atsumu.”

“You look so hot Shinsuke.”

“S-so do you. Faster, Atsumu. Almost there. Be good and come for me.”

“Ugh, shit, gonna— haven’t come this fast since—”

“Please. Ah! Oh— ohhh.”

“Shit. Shit, you're so gorgeous. Look at you. Don’t cry, sweetheart.”

“I’m— not… cryin’.”

“Your eyes are shinin’. Did I make you come that good?”

“I did all the work.”

“You did. It was glorious to watch you.”

“...I need to shower.”

“Think of me while you're in there?”

“If that’s what you’d like. Sleep soon, Atsumu.”

“Yes, Kita-san.”

 

 


 

 

Fatass:
yo dipshit
what did u say to Kita-san

 

Atsumu:
?? what
what happened

 

Fatass:
i stopped by the farm to pick up some rice n check on him
he couldn’t even look at me

 

Atsumu:
o

 

Fatass:
then i asked if he’d heard from you lately and
i swear he shut down
it was terrifying

 

Atsumu:
i didnt say anythin

 

Fatass:
did you tell him about me and keiji stealin ur whipped cream

 

Atsumu:
WHAT
THATS WHERE THAT WEN
T
wait what didyou even need it for

 

Fatass:
thats classified

 

Atsumu:
from the bottom of my heart fuckyou

 

Fatass:
ugh it doesnt matter
TELL ME WHAT U SAID TO KITA

 

Atsumu:
I DIDNT SAY ANYTHIN
nothin that concerns you, at least

 

Fatass:
hm
ok
hm
hm
wait
hm

 

Atsumu:
will you shut the fuck up

 

Fatass:
oh my god
oh my god.

 

Atsumu:
WHAT!!!

 

Fatass:
I FUCKIN HATE YOU

 

Atsumu:
WHY
SAMU
      [Message failed to send.]
YOU BITCH
      [Message failed to send.]
SAMU
      [Message failed to send.]

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san!!!!!!
Happy Birthday!!!!!
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Kita:
thank you, Atsumu
nice photo of urself

 

Atsumu:
thats my bday gift to u

 

Kita:
well im grateful

 

Atsumu:
no i was kiddin
ur gift should be comin within the week
i just
ordered it a lil late

 

Kita:
reminder that i live with Granny

 

Atsumu:
i wouldnt send u something dirty Kita-san!!!!
unless u wanted me to
(¬ ͜   ¬)

 

Kita:
i dont

 

Atsumu:
u break my heart
hehe . just kiddin
i sent a book!
i hope u like it
and that u dont have it already

 

Kita:
thats
very thoughtful of you
thank you Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
(^///^)
Kita-san
i have another gift for u
can we call later

 

Kita:
Granny is gonna think somethins suspect

 

Atsumu:
you wont regret it
i’ll be good
so so good
pleaaaase Captain

 

Kita:
i’ll be waitin

 

Atsumu:
hell yeah

 

 


 

 

“Shit. I’m. You’ve done so well.”

“All for you, Shinsuke, all o’ this is yours. Can I come? I don’t know how much longer—”

“Together.”

“Yesyesyesyesyes.”

“Now, Atsumu.”

“Hnng— Yeeeessss.

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
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Kita:
ATSUMU.

 

Atsumu:
what!!!

 

Kita:
GRANNY IS RIGHT HERE.

 

Atsumu:
oh sorry sorry sorry sorry
i just wanted u to have a pic of me from yesterday
since u were probably too busy to screenshot anythin

 

Kita:
when did u take that even

 

Atsumu:
when i first put it on
before i called
u should wear it sometime
we’d have to adjust the straps but 

 

Kita:
im not wearin a harness

 

Atsumu:
it could still fit
why not!!!
youd look so good

 

Kita:
enough. enough
Grannys still here

 

Atsumu:
ok :(

 

Kita:
thank you for ur gift

 

Atsumu:
anythin for you, Kita-san

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
samu i think i fucked up
      [Message failed to send.]
IM STILL BLOCKED
      [Message failed to send.]
anyway
      [Message failed to send.]
if someone said “anythin for you” to you
      [Message failed to send.]
what would you think of them
      [Message failed to send.]

 

 


 

 

Kita:
i really enjoyed the book, Atsumu
you chose well

 

Atsumu:
yay Kita-san!!!
that makes me happy

 

Kita:
thank u

 

Atsumu:
anytime

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
(V _ V)

 

Kita:
what’s wrong?

 

Atsumu:
howd u know something was wrong

 

Kita:
because you sent that face

 

Atsumu:
i had a bad day

 

Kita:
what happened

 

Atsumu:
durin practice i couldnt get my cyclone serve right
i tried three dozen times n only half of them were in
Coach and Captain gave me a talkin to
said i was sloppy

 

Kita:
ur never sloppy

 

Atsumu:
dont lie
i know i slacked off sometimes in high school

 

Kita:
ur still the best setter in the League

 

Atsumu:
Tobio-kun’s stats are higher

 

Kita:
technicalities

 

Atsumu:
( 〃..)
well
after the first beatin Omi-kun told me off in the locker room
in front of Bokkun and Shouyou and everybody

 

Kita:
dyou feel guilty for messin up

 

Atsumu:
not really towards the team
i just messed up serves which dont affect their play
but its frustratin

 

Kita:
where are you now

 

Atsumu:
train home
Shouyous havin dinner with some Karasuno friend
so i have the apt to myself

 

Kita:
tell me when yr alone

 

Atsumu:
oh
r u
gonna cheer me up

 

Kita:
patience Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
ok ok ok ill be home soon

 

Atsumu:
home !!!

 

Kita:
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Atsumu:
oh my god
oh my god
Kita-san
!@)$(@*#!)*@
oh my god
82)#!_{{!@@
oh my god

 

Kita:
please say something coherent

 

Atsumu:
oh my god

 

Kita:
.__.

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san ur so sexy
when was this taken
how did you learn to pose like that
and the lighting

 

Kita:
college
i took a photography class as an elective
and i modeled for an art student for a month

 

Atsumu:
i’m insanely jealous of whoever that student is
i wanna set this as my lockscreen and home screen
i wanna put it on display in shibuya crossing

 

Kita:
i don’t consent to that

 

Atsumu:
i wouldn’t of course
i just wish everyone could see how sexy you are

 

Kita:
everyone?

 

Atsumu:
yes
the whole world

 

Kita:
what if i didnt want everyone t know
what if i wanted you t keep it a secret

 

Atsumu:
just me?

 

Kita:
yes
what if this body was for your eyes alone to see?
only you, Tsumu

 

Atsumu:
Ki
Shinsuke

 

Kita:
this chest
these abs
these hands
these thighs
this cock

 

Atsumu:
god
i cant take this
i have to see you

 

Kita:
go ahead

 

 


 

 

“Shinsuke. I’m gonna come.”

“Do it, sweetheart.”

“Oh fuck. Shinsuke. I’m yours.”

“I’m yours, Atsumu.”

Oh— com— ohhh.”

“Yes, yes, yes. Yes.”

 

 


 

 

Fatass:
id probably think
im real special to em

 

 


 

 

Kita:
the first rice of the new season
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Atsumu:
looks so good!!
the people of Japan are blessed to have farmers like u

 

Kita:
not everyone in Japan will eat this rice

 

Atsumu:
doesnt matter u do good work
they should appreciate it

 

Kita:
thank you
stop by Osamu’s so u can have some

 

Atsumu:
i will Kita!!!

 

Kita:
practice hard today
ill talk to u soon

 

 


 

 

Atsumu: (draft)
i dreamt of u last night
Kita i have something t

 

 


 

 

Kita:
call me later?

 

Atsumu:
Kita-san
u dont need to ask

 

 


 

 

“I want you.”

“You have me.”

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
KITA-SAN
KITA-SAN

 

Kita:
is everything alright?

 

Atsumu:
KITA-SAN
I JUST!!!
SIGNED A DEAL!!!
WITH ADIDAS!!!

 

Kita:
Adidas!

 

Atsumu:
YES
THE MULTIBILLION DOLLAR
ATHLETICS COMPANY

 

Kita:
thats amazin Atsumu!
really big news!

 

Atsumu:
I REALLY AM GOOD LOOKIN ARENT I

 

Kita:
i suppose you are

 

Atsumu:
IM!! HAPPY!!!
GOTTA TELL MY PARENTS NOW
BYE KITA

 

Kita:
bye, Atsumu
congratulations!

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
Kita san i wanna call

 

Kita:
then call

 

Atsumu:
i cant
im in Hiroshima for a game
im sharin a room with Sakusa

 

Kita:
oh

 

Atsumu:
can u just tell me goodnight

 

Kita:
alright
goodnight, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
thanks Captain
goodnight Shinsuke

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
i hav a shoot today
im nervous

 

Kita:
you’ve modeled before?
for Asics right?

 

Atsumu:
those were group ones
this one’s a solo
for a whole season campaign
and there’s a lotta outfits

 

Kita:
well you’ve always been confident
pretend ur about to serve

 

Atsumu:
i’ll end up too serious
come out angry on camera
ill just think of you
wait i might get a hard on

 

Kita:
Atsumu. –_–

 

Atsumu:
im kiddin
i know !
ill thinka that time we played beach volleyball

 

Kita:
at Takenohama?

 

Atsumu:
that was fun Kita-san

 

Kita:
it was

 

Atsumu:
lets go again one day
just us
we can fuck on the beach

 

Kita:
no thank you
i dont want sand in every crevice of my body

 

Atsumu:
oops
ok theyre done puttin makeup on me
it feels weird
g2g Kita-san

 

Kita:
fighting !

 

 


 

 

“Hi Shinsuke…”

“Atsumu. You look like a ghost.”

“I jus’ had a long day. I’m sorry.”

I’m sorry. I wouldn’t have asked to call if I knew you were this tired.”

“I just wanted to make you feel good.”

“I can still feel good on my own. Please rest. Forget I called.”

“Noo, wanna stay on the call. It’d be such a waste.”

“You are not coming tonight.”

“That’s okay. Please just stay with me? ‘Til I go to sleep?”

“Alright. You washed your face?”

“I did. Kita-san I’m tired.”

“I know. Rest, Atsumu. I’ll stay until you sleep.”

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
Kita im playin Aran-kun this weekend!!!
in Kobe!!!!

 

Kita:
i heard
before u ask, i cant make it
im meeting with a partner that afternoon
i tried to get out of it believe me
but there was no other time

 

Atsumu:
oh
i understand
thanks fer tryin

 

Kita:
im sorry, Atsumu

 

Atsumu:
not your fault really
will u come to the afterparty

 

Kita:
i doubt it
you and Aran are the only ones id know
dont wanna force you to drag me round

 

Atsumu:
that wouldnt happen
besides Samu might come n hed bring his boyfriend

 

Kita:
im ok
ill still watch your game

 

Atsumu:
as long as u do that
im happy
watch me ill beat Aran’s ass

 

Kita:
you can try

 

Atsumu:
I WILL!!!
night Kita-san :)

 

Kita:
night Tsumu

 

 


 

 

Kita:
good luck today

 

Atsumu:
do u tell that to all the volleyball players you know >:-///

 

Kita:
yes

 

Atsumu:
pooh
thanks Kita-san
ill make u proud

 

Kita:
i already am

 

Atsumu:
well ill do it again

 

Kita:
do your best

 

 


 

 

Kita:
you played well
a loss doesnt equal a weak team
the Jackals are still one of the top three in the League

 

Atsumu:
thank you Kita-san
i hav 2 go
ttyl

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
if u end up wantin to come
heres the address
its an izakaya Samu vouched for
399-1126, Himurocho, Hyogo-ku Kobe-shi

 

Atsumu:
Aran has a girlfriend!!!!!
shes an ice skater

 

Atsumu:
oh man Samu and Kaashikun disppwarred
at least he unbloccked my number
r u sleepin Kita? did u watch me!

 

Atsumu:
i probably shouldnt a bought the last shochu bomb …….

 

Atsumu:
Kitaaaa sannnnnnt here’s a girl here looks like you
shes gotstraight brows n silver hairr

 

Atsumu:
Kitakitakitakitakitakitakitaaaa
i rly. Wanted to see u todsy
u just workso hard
thats why i
whoops that was close

 

Atsumu:
im goin home

 

Kita:
be safe

 

Atsumu:
KITA kitakitakitaaaaasan
zzzzzzz night Shinsuke

 

Kita:
goodnight Atsumu

 

 


 

 

Atsumu:
oh good lord my head
Kita-san i am so sorry
now u know what im like when im drunk
completely incoherent
and incompetent
i sound like Samu but its true

 

Kita:
Atsumu
i dont think we should keep doin this

 

Atsumu:
you …

 

Kita:
the texting. the sex

 

Atsumu:
what the fuck. why
dont tell me u think i slept with that girl

 

Kita:
how am i sposed to know

 

Atsumu:
coz i’m tellin u now
i didnt fuck her
theres only one person i wanna fuck

 

Kita:
what are we doin Atsumu?
whats the point

 

Atsumu:
are u fuckin kiddin me
you said u dont care about results
i thought u live for every individual moment
the process
u dont care about fame or glory

 

Kita:
you do though
dont you

 

Atsumu:
u think i jerk off every night to the thought of you fer GLORY?

 

Kita:
i meant about results
you want something out of all this

 

Atsumu:
don’t you?

 

Kita:
i think you want somethin i just cant give you

 

Atsumu:
i didnt expect you of all people to be a coward
how would you know what i want from u
how is that just for u to decide

 

Kita:
what is it you want from me then

 

Atsumu:
can i please just call
my hands are tired
n my head hurts

 

Kita:
fine

 

 


 

 

“Hello.”

“You wanna know what I want from you? I want to fuck you. I want you to fuck me. I want to see and hear you orgasm in person. And damn it all, after five years I still want everything else.”

“Five years?”

“Yeah. That long, if you can believe it. Lemme tell you what I’ve wanted all this time. I want to fall asleep next to you. I want to wake up in the morning and watch your sleeping face. I want to kiss you, to worship your body, to tell you I’m yours when we’re brushing our teeth next to each other and not when we’re about to come. I want to be with you.”

“Atsumu. You travel all the time. I’m rooted here. How could we possibly be together?”

“Exactly like we’ve been doing now. I want more than to see your face through a screen, but I’ll take it, if that’s all you can give. If I have to spend half my salary on train tickets to see you I will. I can handle sleeping alone and aching for you, because that’s how I’ve spent every night since I first got your new number. That’s how I spent the first half of my third year of high school.”

“Atsumu. Tsumu.”

“Don’t cry. I told you not to cry, darlin’.”

“Do you really mean it? How could you mean it?”

“‘Cause you’re you. How could I not?”

“You're a hotshot volleyball player. Your face is on an ad in Shibuya Crossing, not mine.”

“You’re Kita Shinsuke.”

“Atsumu, I— The farm…”

“The grass will grow. You’ve watered it plenty. Kita-san, have you been waiting like I have?”

“I have.”

“I’m still in Kobe. I got a room all to myself. I asked for one. I declined Samu’s offer to stay at his place, because I hoped you would come see me.”

“Tell me where you are.”

“Okay. Remember the address. Write it down…”