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Cycles have passed since Decepticons… most of Decepticon were arrested. No one liked it at all. Besides Autobots of course. But it doesn’t matter since most of the Decepticons were in prison now.
“This is everything your fault Shockwave! Because of you were are stuck in here!” Lugnut was always forced to shut up when he started to shut up. But mostly he says such stuff. Or he says something about “You failed Lord Megatron!” … primus sake can’t he just shut up for once?
Megatron was silent most of time. Probably he was done with Lugnut screaming or praising. Either way he was silent.. or grumbling.
But every next cycle more and more Decepticons started to disappear. The council decided to actually use Decepticons for something instead have them in prison. If they are useless or disobey the whole time gets the worst kind of thing. Like Megatron for example… …
“Lord Megatron?” … nothing. There was just pure silence.
“I see, so they took you too now…” and I’m all alone now… I don’t know what to do. For once I don’t know what to do. They know my disguise. They know my tricks. And I cannot use anything around me. I can’t even transform to make myself smaller. Because of those stupid handcuffs.
Sigh, I probably gonna be next. I wonder what they plan to me.
“Hey did you hear? Megatron actually went with the breeding program.”
“What!? No way.. with who?”
“Probably Optimus.. don’t know who actually.”
… Breeding.. program!? … That’s… no.. what are those guards even talking about!?
“Hey cyclops, your turn will be soon” Guard spoke to me. With a smirk… I don’t like it.. one single bit.
“It’s Shockwave, Autobot.”
“Riight.. but I’m not behind bars.” The guard walked off laughing to himself.
… Fragging autobot.. … but he’s right. I’m behind the bars. I’m stuck here. Sigh, I suppose I need to check what’s in the next cycle.
Shockwave tried to find a good spot to recharge. Prison beds what are meant for Autobots, don’t fit him at all. Due size difference. So he sat on the ground and used the wall for leaning. And recharged.. slightly. Since it was hard to find a comfortable position to lay on.
The next cycle has passed after long time of trying to recharge.
“Yawnnn…. Crap.. my back hurts.. not to mention my neck…” everything is so stiff. I don’t feel single part of my body. Did I sleep that bad?
But wait a moment, where am I? This is not my prison cell.. it’s far bigger. As I look around. It’s more comfortable room. Don’t make me laugh.. is this their breeding program?
“This is so.. illogical move. I will not breed for their sake.” There is no one I’m interested at. And no one will force me to.
A speaker gets activated. As it glows and does a testing noise.
“Testing.. testing. Ah good it works. As you notice you were moved to a different room-“
“Quit your talk. I wont be part of your breeding program.” No matter what you throw at me.
“Oh.. haha, we know that Shockwave. You were the most trickiest one since you were distant to most of mechs… besides one.”
I froze. I slowly looked up to the camera.
“This one is not here anymore. I made sure of it.”
They can’t…
“Well you almost did it. Somehow the spark was not damaged and it survived.”
They can’t mean…
“He’s dead. You can’t bring-“
“You mean Blurr? Oh please… he is very much alive now. I just don’t think he… is happy to see you.”
… Blurr.. is alive…? … No, I refuse it. He is dead… There is no way he’s alive. Blurr was crushed. I checked him. I made it sure!
But of course he won’t be happy to see me… I used him like every Autobot here. I broke his trust.. since he trusted me mostly. And he found out and I had to get rid of him. Even if I liked him…
I shook my head. No, it’s against Deception law that everyone agreed. That we are not allowed to love.. like.. or even do anything romantic with an autobot. Autobot and Decepticon relationship is forbidden. But why they want me and Blurr?!
“Why me? Do you try to make me and Blurr… have a sparkling so you have stronger troops? He can go with Cliffjumper.” Since Cliffjumper was lusting over him. It was almost disgusting.. even for Decepticons. You are just want someone so bad.. you please yourself about this mech.. but you can’t stand up for yourself to actually ask this mech out. Pathetic.
“Well he could go with Cliffjumper. But then we cannot use your special ability and your high knowledge… it would be a waste.”
“Then be a waste. You want to breed Autobots with Decepticon ‘criminals’ on your optics. It’s pathetic.” I don’t want to see Blurr.. I don’t want to see Blurr’s face.. I don’t want to see how he hates me… he should stay dead… at least he was in good place.. … but if he’s indeed alive.. i.. failed my mission. Of killing him.
Ugh, what does it matter. Blurr wasn’t able to move or talk. Does it matter now!? No.. it doesn’t. We lost anyways. Then why I’m… acting like this. Emotions are weak and a distraction. Yet why do I express it!?
I look at the camera again. “So, what do you really want to do with me if I decline?”
“Well you can be putted as a pleasure mech. Many would want to use you due… how much they hate you. I’m surprised they hate you more than Megatron.. well.. you used them. And most of them trusted you.”
“Public pleasure mech? … you really want to go Decepticon way?” It is a Decepticon way…
“Not public, you will be working.. and they can humiliate you, use you.. in any way they want.”
Disgusting.. I can’t… honestly dying or torturing me would be more satisfying. Than.. being… … pleasure mech. Blurr hates me. So this will be one sided love. So what’s the fragging point?
Again, I’m getting tensed of this. I blame Blurr for this.. I never had this issue. But when I met Blurr… it changed.
“Sigh, we will see how it will go. But don’t stand there so highly if we won’t work out.”
“Oh, I’m already prepared for that… prepare yourself Shockwave. Blurr will enter that room soon. And don’t worry. It will be private.”
Private? How is that.. .. ugh, whatever. Blurr probably will have controller of those shocking handcuffs and.. … oh.. look I have this stupid collar on. Ughh… this is going to be a pain in the aft.
Shockwave have waited.. and waited. Half cycle have passed now.
“I’m getting hungry… and I’m bored…. … at least this bed is more comfortable.” Even this ceiling starts to get boring.
Finally, a door opens. Shockwave is too lazy to check who entered.
“So… who’s visiting me?”
Blurr? Hm… I don’t hear anything fast. Like… fast movements. Or-
“You are not even going to sit up and look at your agent?” The tone was a pouty but… not the happiest one voice. But it was someone Shockwave knew.
Shockwave sat up and looked. It was Blurr, crossing arms. Angry.. tapping his feet fast in impatience.
“Oh, so you do live… … eh, nice to see my ex-agent.” … this is.. awkward.
Blurr says nothing. He expects something. But I can’t figure out what… hmm.. apology?
“Eh.. .. i… apologize for.. killing you.. or.. … ehm.. tricking you… … using you?”
Blurr just became more angry. He doesn’t look happy at all now.
Crap, I don’t know what to do…
“Blurr, if you’re going to be silent like that… I won’t know what you want me to say.”
Blurr inhaled a deep breath.
“I really-really hate you, how could you done this to me!? I trusted you so much and you just simply used me like I was some kind of toy! I never had fun so much as I was with you. But you were a decepticon in disguise the whole time. I wanted to ask for a date but you always said you had night cycle to do. Now I know why because you were reporting this this shit Megatron-“ Started to talk faster and faster… where I couldn’t understand Blurr anymore.
“Blurr can you.. please for sparks sake slow down. I don’t under… sigh…” of course he won’t stop.. he’s too angry at me.
Shockwave waited out when Blurr finally shuts up.. it felt like centuries. Blurr just kept talking and talking… not to mention walk back and forth. Pointing at him out of anger. Even there were few cries but then went back to anger.
“… You done Blurr?” Patiently waiting, sitting… hoping he’s done complaining.
Blurr looked away out of anger. It looked like a yes.
“Well it’s not my fault you immediately went to me and informed me.. or.. you ran in the tunnels…. You could have ran off anywhere.”
“I wasn’t thinking! I was asking you questions while I was running!” Blurr screamed.
And there he goes with complaining again. Is this still a breeding project? It feels like torment project to me.
After another half cycle passed. There was finally silence.
I’m hungry, I’m tired… and I’m exhausted. Worst day ever… well arresting was worst but.. this is the worst.
“Energon refreshment.” One fem arrived with energon cubes. Of course it’s autobot size… primus I wanted to be refreshed.
Blurr takes it fast and drinks. Leaving one energon cube for me. I take it, looking at it reminds me of being double agent… uh… not good times. I took mine special drinking wire. And drank the energon. This is seriously awkward.
Blurr looks me up with disgust. And looks other direction. What? Because I have one optic and its disgusting!? Ugh… bots.. I swear.
“Do you always drink it like this?” Blurr asked without even looking.
“Hmm? Ah, yes I do… its strange for the ones who.. don’t see it. Like you Blurr.”
Blurr looked at me like… … honestly no idea how. He looked amazed but at the same time disturbed. It was weird combination.
“So… how did you… drink as Longarm?” Blurr doesn’t even look at me when he asks that.
“Eh, I have special intake for it… though energon tastes weird in it.” By weird I mean more with the taste what I never taste with my other intake.
Blurr didn’t.. or barely looked at me the rest of the cycle. I fell into recharge while Blurr was recharging against the wall. Far away from me. Honestly it wouldn’t surprise me that he really doesn’t trusts me… .. yet I know that Blurr is very sensitive with his frame due being a speedster.
“Sigh, Blurr for sparks sake. You need a better bed.”
So I stood up and went for Blurr. Of course having handcuffs its harder to grab Blurr. But good thing is that Blurr is small… perfect fit for my claws.
Shockwave have picked up Blurr and switched locations. Blurr sleeps now on comfortable bed and Shockwave is on the ground.
“Back to the old way of recharging.” Being in prison already made me get used to this.
Well hello there cold floor… hard… but plain hard floor… honestly this is becoming a daily routine now. Nothing is different. Besides that Blurr is alive only.
But what’s the difference? Everything is the same. Only that Blurr is just angry at me. Honestly I thought that Blurr is going to hate me more. But it… hmm… maybe it’s that Blurr has still feelings for Longarm? …. Primus.. if he starts talking about that he believes there is still good in me.. that Longarm still lives in me. I think I’m going to malfunction. And that’s going to be new to me.
“And not to mention it’s freezing… don’t tell me they activates air condition.” My poor sensitive audio receptors… this is going to be one terrible night cycle… I’m not going to Blurr. No way.
Blurr would faster kill me or suicide himself then do it. Well sleeping with me that is. Even if I’m freezing out of my frame. I’m highly sensitive to temperatures. Especially the very high and very low ones. And this is one of the temperatures I cannot simply handle! Why is this even happening to me…?
Somehow Shockwave did fell asleep. But only curled up and hugging himself. He was awfully cold. While Blurr was enjoying his bed. It seems the bed was being warmed up and they tried to make them hug each other. But it failed due Shockwave’s pride and logical movement.
And yet, the breeding program was actually starting become very real.