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One thing that I regret is letting you go.
Even tho, I know it’s our (my) decision, but
There was always regret in it.
These feelings couldn’t escape.
Regret, Love, Miss
You know what, sometimes I pray to God, I wish I will never met you. Sometimes, I wish I don’t let this feelings grows in me. Sometimes, you are the most beautiful things that happen in my life (forever). Sometimes, I wish I don’t let you go from my life (in reality, we cannot escape from each other).
Nowadays, I really hate Rain. It makes me vulnerable. That you will came to me, controlling, fulfilling, and corrupting my mind. Creep into my mind. Always. The rain sound covering your steps entering it. Without my permission you’ve done it.
That smile, that loving eyes, words, tone, and touch whenever you were with me. The tenderness you always had, that gentleness when you talk and hold me treating me like someone precious. I miss you.
The first time we confessed to each other, shy smiles and soft giggling we let out. Realizing that we actually act dumb with each other before. Realizing our foolishness, when we actually love each other. I can’t held my smile when that thought covering my minds.
It was beautiful.
The memories, the moments, everything.
YOU
Are beautiful
Then, there was a time when we had fight. Only on small matter (according to what happen to us now). We make the members confused, if we still not reconcile for days, they start interrogating what happen to us. As always, they only thought about small matter (too) since they don’t have any clue.
Remembering that makes me wondering. What would happen if we talk about US to them, will they accept it? Will they disgusted with us? Will they support us? And will we....?
Don’t you want to know it too? Will you try it? Will you still....?
It will fade, as the rain sound stopped. You also will slowly fading from my mind. Gone with the last drop of rain.
Left I with these feelings still surrounding me. Will never escape, will never stop, and always will come again as the rain still falling from the sky. You will also creep your way into my mind for countless times. Cannot be stopped. Never.