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“Watch out, Throné!” Hikari’s sharp cry cut through the air, the clash of steel and snarls of beasts filling the rocky shore.
The group was surrounded by a pack of clawed, reptilian creatures with slick, glistening scales. They moved with unnerving speed, darting between jagged stones as waves crashed behind them.
Hikari’s blade flashed, slicing through the nearest monster with precise, calculated movements. To his left, Ochette loosed an arrow, her keen eyes locking on a lunging beast. The arrow struck true, burying itself in the creature’s throat as it let out a guttural howl.
Throné twisted gracefully, her daggers slicing through the air as she dispatched another, but she didn’t notice the one circling behind her until it was too late. The creature pounced, its claws raking across her shoulder as she hit the ground with a sharp cry of pain.
“Throné!” Temenos shouted, but before he could act, Ochette bounded forward with a feral grin.
“I’ve got it!” she called, her beastly companion roaring beside her. With one powerful swing of her axe, she cleaved the monster’s head clean off, its lifeless body crumpling into the sand.
The skirmish ended as abruptly as it had begun. Hikari wiped the blood from his blade, his eyes scanning the area for any lingering threats. Ochette gave a satisfied nod, slinging her axe over her shoulder as she turned to Throné, who was still on the ground.
Temenos was already at her side, crouching next to her. “Let me see,” he said, his voice soft yet commanding.
Throné winced as she tried to sit up, her hand clutching her injured shoulder. “I’m fine,” she snapped, her tone sharp and distant.
“You’re bleeding,” Temenos pointed out, his gaze steady. “Let me tend to it.”
“I said I’m fine,” she repeated, turning away from him. Her voice was colder now, clipped and resolute.
Temenos hesitated, his hands hovering near her as if unsure whether to press the issue or respect her space. "Throné..." he began, his voice low, but the words caught in his throat, unspoken.
Throné pushed herself to her feet, her movements stiff and deliberate. "It’s just a scratch," she muttered, avoiding his eyes as she turned her back to him, her words clipped and distant.
He watched her retreat toward the edge of the rocky cliff, the restless waves below crashing relentlessly against the stones. The cold wind whipped around them, but it wasn’t nearly as biting as the distance that had grown between them.
Temenos let out a soft sigh, his gaze lingering on her tense form. She had been like this ever since Lostseed - withdrawn, brittle, her anger simmering beneath the surface like a barely-contained storm. He knew why. Of course, he did. The truth about her father, about her origins, had struck her like a blade to the heart, carving wounds that words alone could never heal. Her coldness wasn’t new, but it cut deeper now, as though the distance between them was growing into something insurmountable.
He was familiar with loss, with moments where the world felt like it had turned against him, but Lostseed had taken everything he had managed to rebuild and torn it apart again.
His faith - his once-unshakable belief in the divine, in justice, in the idea that every trial had meaning - had been shattered long before Lostseed. Crick’s death had been the beginning of that descent.
Crick had been his partner in both the literal and spiritual sense. Together, they had upheld the law, sought the truth, and defended what was good in the world. When Crick fell, Temenos had felt his faith crumble as though someone had knocked the foundation out from under him. What kind of divine justice allowed for someone like Crick, noble and selfless, to die so cruelly? He had clung to the remnants of his belief then, trying to piece it back together as though it was a broken vase. He told himself there was still purpose, still light in the darkness.
And slowly, painstakingly, he began to recover.
Journeying with Throné and the others, sparring with her in their banter, laughing when he thought laughter was impossible - those moments had helped him feel whole again. He had started to believe that faith wasn’t something handed to him from above but something built through trust and shared struggle.
But then Lostseed happened.
It had reset everything, dragging him back into the void he thought he’d escaped. Watching Throné face the horrific truths about her past, seeing her anguish turn to rage and then to this icy, unrelenting silence - it was like losing Crick all over again. Only this time, it wasn’t just his faith that had been shattered; it was hers too.
He thought back to the days before, how they had found their way back to something resembling normalcy. The banter had returned, sharp and pointed but strangely comforting, like the two of them were rebuilding the trust that had once come so naturally. He had started to feel like himself again, and in her own way, she seemed to as well.
But now, everything was different. Again.
Throné was colder than she had ever been, Lostseed hadn’t just shifted her world - it had shattered it. And now, the woman standing before him wasn’t the Throné he had shared those fragile moments with. She was a fortress whose gates were barred once again, her walls impenetrable. And Temenos - he wasn’t sure if he had the strength to keep chipping away at them, not when his own hands felt raw and unsteady.
He thought he had been rebuilding his faith in something greater, something meaningful. Yet Lostseed had reminded him how fragile that faith still was. It had undone him, dragging him back into the pit of doubt and despair, forcing him to confront how easily everything he believed in could be stripped away.
Now, here he stood, his faith battered and bruised, not knowing whether he could salvage what was left of it.
But there was still Throné.
Even as she turned from him, her movements stiff with anger and pain, he couldn’t let go of the belief that there was a way forward for both of them. He didn’t know how to find it, didn’t know if either of them would survive the journey, but he clung to the idea with all the strength he had left.
Temenos stepped forward cautiously, his voice carefully measured. "You’ve been… distracted lately." The words came out lighter than he intended, casual almost - a quiet invitation for her to speak.
Throné froze mid-step, her back still to him. Slowly, she turned, her eyes flashing with a fury that startled him.
"Distracted?" she hissed, her voice cutting through the air like a blade. "That’s what you call it?"
He felt the sharpness of her words strike him, but he didn’t flinch. Instead, he met her anger with the calm resolve he always carried, though inside, his thoughts churned.
He remembered her face after Lostseed - how blank it had been, yet how the cracks in her composure had threatened to spill over when she thought no one was looking. He had wanted to say something then, to offer her an anchor, but what words could reach someone drowning in truths they had never asked for?
And now, here they were again, but further apart than ever. Two souls, circling each other like strangers in a storm.
Temenos held her gaze, his expression steady but his hands curling into his robes. “I only meant-”
“Don’t,” she snapped, cutting him off. She took a step closer, her movements sharp and deliberate. “Don’t you dare try to pry into this, Temenos. You think you can just... smooth over everything with your little observations and clever words?”
“I wasn’t prying,” he replied quietly, his voice calm against the storm of her anger. “I was merely-”
“Stop it!” she shouted, her voice cracking. Her hands clenched at her sides, her entire body trembling with the force of her frustration. “You don’t get to talk about this. You don’t get to fix this. You don’t know what it’s like - to find out your whole life was a lie, that your blood is rotten!”
Temenos flinched at the rawness of her words but didn’t look away. He stood firm, even as her anger crashed over him like the tide. “You’re right,” he said softly, his tone devoid of argument or justification. “I don’t know what it’s like.”
Throné stared at him, her chest rising and falling with heavy breaths. For a moment, her fury seemed to falter. But just as quickly, she turned away again, her shoulders rigid.
“Stay out of it,” Throné said over her shoulder, her voice cold and final. Without waiting for a response, she stormed off, her footsteps sharp and deliberate as they disappeared into the rocky expanse along the coast.
Temenos stood frozen for a moment, watching her figure fade into the distance. His expression remained calm on the surface, but there was a faint furrow to his brow, betraying his inner unrest.
“She’s hurting,” Ochette said softly, stepping up beside him. Her ears drooped, and her voice carried an edge of urgency. “I can feel it, Temenos. Not just anger - something deeper, something breaking. She’s not okay.”
“She’s strong,” Temenos replied almost automatically, his gaze still fixed in the direction Throné had gone. “She always comes back. She’s... resilient.”
Ochette shook her head, her tail curling with unease. “It feels different this time.” Her voice cracked slightly, her amber eyes glistening with emotion. “This isn’t just a passing storm. It feels... heavy. She’s carrying something too big to bear alone.”
Temenos didn’t reply, his jaw tightening as her words hung in the air.
“I think Ochette’s right,” Hikari said quietly, stepping closer. His arms were crossed, his expression pensive. “I’ve seen strength buckle under the weight of shadows before. Shadows that linger inside, no matter how far you run.”
Ochette glanced at him, nodding as her voice softened. “Throné has been carrying hers for so long, it’s weighing her down. You can’t ignore something like that forever.”
Temenos opened his mouth but didn’t respond immediately. His gaze flicked to the ground, a heavy sigh escaping him.
Hikari broke the silence. “I understand shadows,” he said, his voice low but steady. “They creep into your soul and try to swallow you whole. I’ve fought mine for years - sometimes I win, sometimes they get the better of me. But I had people, people who stood by me when I faltered. They gave me the strength to stand above my darkness, even when it felt impossible.”
He paused, his expression tightening with a mix of empathy and sorrow. “Throné... she’s been all alone. She’s carried her shadows with no one to lean on, no one to share the weight. How hard that must have been for her, I can’t begin to imagine.”
Temenos turned his head slightly, watching Hikari, the younger man’s words striking something within him.
“And now,” Hikari continued, his voice softer, “she’s learned who she truly is - where she comes from. Her origins, her bloodline... it’s enough to crush anyone. She’s not just carrying shadows anymore. She’s drowning in them.”
Temenos clenched his jaw, his hands folding behind his back as he stared toward the cliffs. For a moment, the only sound was the relentless crash of waves against the rocks.
Ochette’s ears drooped further. “We can’t leave her to drown.” she said softly, glancing up at him.
Temenos didn’t respond, his silence heavy with conflicted thoughts. His grip tightened behind his back, knuckles white.
Hikari stepped closer, his voice firm. “You’re right, Temenos. She’s strong. But even the strongest can break when the weight becomes too much. Don’t let her bear it alone.” Hikari stepped closer to Temenos, his eyes sharp with intensity. “You need to go after her.” His voice was low, but it carried an urgency that demanded action. “Throné doesn’t deserve to be left to drown in this. You know her better than anyone. If there’s even the smallest chance you can reach her, you have to take it.”
Temenos turned his gaze to the side, jaw tightening. He said nothing.
Ochette, visibly distressed, grabbed his arm. “She’s in pain - real pain. I can feel it in my bones.”
Temenos looked down at her hand on his arm. His expression remained guarded, yet his silence spoke of the war raging within him.
Hikari stepped even closer, his voice lowering but losing none of its intensity. “This isn’t just another argument or fleeting anger.”
Temenos rubbed his fingers against his temple, clearly torn, but still reluctant to move and let out a heavy breath, his hand falling limply to his side. “My own doubts are too raw - how can I offer guidance when my faith is just as shaken?” His voice cracked slightly, the vulnerability slipping through despite his attempts to sound detached.
“Do you think Throné would ever ask for help?" Ochette's grip around his arm tightened. "No. She won’t. But she doesn’t have to ask, Temenos - not from us. Not from you. That’s what it means to care for someone - to just be there."
“You’re the wisest of us all, Temenos." Hikari said. "Even in doubt, you see more clearly than most."
For a long moment, Temenos said nothing, his internal conflict etched across his features. Then, with a resigned breath, he straightened his posture. “Very well."
He gave a small nod before turning toward the direction Throné had stormed off. Without another word, he started walking, his figure disappearing into the shadowed coastline. Hikari and Ochette watched him go, the tension easing just a fraction.
“He’ll reach her,” Hikari said quietly, as much to himself as to Ochette.
“He has to,” Ochette murmured, her tail flicking anxiously.
Temenos walked through the shadowed Brightlands, the roar of the sea growing louder with each step. The sharp, salty breeze cut against his skin, a bracing reminder of the turmoil he expected to find. He saw her standing on the edge of the cliffs, her dark silhouette framed by the restless ocean below. The moonlight cast her in sharp relief, her posture rigid, brimming with barely-contained fury.
He hesitated, his footsteps faltering. What could he possibly say to her, burdened as she was with pain that defied even his grasp of faith?
When he finally stopped a few paces behind her, he kept his voice quiet, reverent in the face of her rage. “Throné.”
She didn’t turn to him. “Why are you here, Temenos?” Her voice was sharp, but not surprised.
“I was worried.”
“Worried?” she scoffed. “I don’t need your worry. What I need...” Her words trailed off, her fists clenching.
“What do you need?” he asked gently, though he could sense the storm in her tone.
She spun around then, her eyes flashing in the dim light, her voice rising with each word. “What I need is something you can’t give me, Temenos. You preach about faith, about light, but where is it? Where is the light when every step I take feels like I’m walking deeper into darkness?”
Her words struck him, but he didn’t flinch. “Faith doesn’t banish the darkness,” he said softly. “It helps us endure it.”
“Endure it?” Her bitter laugh cut through the air. “You think I haven’t endured enough? All your sermons, your parables - they’re worthless to someone like me. You can’t fix this, Temenos. You can’t fix me.”
“That’s not what I’m trying to do,” he replied, his voice steady.
“Then what are you trying to do?” she demanded, stepping closer, her anger palpable. “Stand there and look wise while you watch me fall apart?”
“I’m trying to remind you that you’re not alone.”
Her face twisted in frustration, her voice trembling with emotion. “I’ve been alone my entire life. Surrounded by liars, murderers, thieves - all bound together by blood. Do you know what that’s like? To look in the mirror and see the face of someone you despise?”
He stepped closer, his voice quieter now, almost pleading. “You are not him, Throné. You’re more than his blood.”
“And what if I’m not?” she snapped, her voice breaking. “What if the only thing I know how to be is what he made me?” She paused, her breath shaky, before continuing, softer but no less raw. “I thought you... you, with all your faith and wisdom, might have the answer. But you’re just as lost as I am, aren’t you?”
Temenos flinched at that, her words hitting closer to the truth than he cared to admit.
“You can’t save me, Temenos,” she continued, her voice laced with bitterness. “And yet here you are, like you can pull me out of this with one of your stories. What good is your faith if it doesn’t change anything? If it doesn’t help anyone?”
He hesitated, his own frustration bubbling beneath the surface. “Faith isn’t a cure, Throné. It’s a companion. It’s flawed and fragile, like all of us. But it’s something to hold onto when there’s nothing else.”
“Maybe I don’t want something to hold onto,” she said, stepping back, her voice cold. “Maybe I want to stop pretending there’s anything worth fighting for.”
Temenos didn’t respond immediately. He watched her, his face unreadable in the moonlight. When he finally spoke, his voice was measured, soft but unyielding.
“Then maybe you’ve already given in to him.”
Her head snapped toward him, her eyes blazing. “What did you just say?”
He didn’t flinch under her glare. “If you’ve truly stopped believing there’s anything worth fighting for, then you’ve let him win. You’re letting him define you, letting his shadow dictate who you are.”
Her fury ignited like dry kindling. “Don’t you dare.” She took a step closer to him, her fists clenched at her sides. “Don’t you dare stand there and act like you understand. You don’t know what it’s like to have his blood in your veins. To carry his sins like a brand on your soul!”
“I don’t know what it’s like to have his blood,” he admitted, his voice maddeningly calm, “but here you are, still running from him instead of deciding what comes next. Still letting his shadow rule over you.”
That was the breaking point. With a sharp growl of frustration, she stepped forward and shoved him, hard. Temenos stumbled but stayed upright, his expression unchanging.
“You think it’s that simple?” she shouted, shoving him again, her anger spilling over. “You think I can just decide to be someone else? That I can wash away the blood and the darkness with a few kind words?”
He didn’t respond, letting her vent her rage.
She shoved him again, harder this time, and he staggered back a step. “Say something!” she yelled, her voice cracking. “You always have something to say. Some sermon, some answer. Where is it now?”
“I don’t have an answer,” he said quietly, his tone steady despite her fury.
His calmness only fueled her anger. She shoved him again, tears of frustration welling in her eyes. “Why are you even here? Why do you keep coming after me? You can’t save me, Temenos!”
“I’m not here to save you,” he said, his voice low but firm. “I’m here because I refuse to let you face this alone.”
For a moment, her breath caught, her hands trembling. She stared at him, her eyes wide and glassy with emotion. Then, as if realizing what she was doing, she took a shaky step back, her arms falling to her sides.
Her voice dropped, raw and vulnerable. “You don’t get it, do you? There’s nothing to save. Nothing left. I’m just... broken.”
Temenos stepped closer, closing the gap she’d created. “Then let me share the weight of the pieces,” he said softly.
Her knees buckled slightly, but she caught herself, shaking her head. “You’re a fool,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion.
“Perhaps,” he replied, his gaze unwavering. “But I’m your fool, for as long as you’ll allow it.”
Her lips parted as if to respond, but no words came. Instead, she turned abruptly and stormed past him, her footsteps heavy. But before she could take more than a few steps, Temenos reached out and grabbed her arm.
“Throné,” he said softly but firmly, his grip gentle but unyielding.
She stopped, her back to him, her body tense as if she were ready to pull away. Slowly, she turned, her face a storm of anger and anguish, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “What?” she snapped, her voice breaking slightly.
His eyes searched hers, calm and steady even as her fury radiated off her like heat. “I want you to stop running,” he said, his voice low and even. “You can’t keep running from the world, from your past... from yourself.”
Her free hand clenched into a fist at her side. “And what if running is the only thing I know how to do?” she shot back, her voice trembling.
“Then learn something new,” he replied simply, his tone soft but unrelenting.
She wrenched her arm slightly, testing his grip, but he didn’t let go. Instead, he stepped closer, his presence impossible to ignore. “It’s okay, Throné,” he murmured, his voice dropping to almost a whisper. “It’s okay to let them fall.”
“What?” she hissed, though her voice cracked under the weight of her emotions.
“Your tears,” he said gently, his gaze locked with hers. “You don’t have to fight them. You don’t have to fight everything, all the time.”
Her breath hitched, her anger faltering as her lips parted, but no words came. For a moment, she stared at him, trembling with the effort of holding herself together.
“I’m not crying,” she said, her voice unconvincing, her eyes glistening as she fought the storm inside her.
“You are,” he said quietly. “And that’s okay.”
“I’m not-” Her voice broke entirely this time, and the first tear slipped down her cheek, followed by another. She tried to turn her face away, to hide the vulnerability she had kept buried for so long, but Temenos cupped her cheek with his free hand, gently guiding her back to face him.
“It’s okay,” he repeated, his voice steady as he thumbed away one of her tears.
She shook her head weakly, the fight draining from her as her walls crumbled. More tears fell, and with them came a soft, broken sob that escaped her lips before she could stop it. Her knees gave way slightly, and Temenos was there, steady and strong, holding her up as she let herself break in his arms.
The sound of her quiet sobs mixed with the crash of the waves below and the whisper of the night wind. Temenos said nothing more, only held her as she poured out the pain she had kept bottled inside for so long.
But only moments later her fists clenched at her sides again, her anger returning, her breaths ragged. “You make me feel weak,” she bit out, her voice breaking as though the admission itself cost her something precious. She glared at him through the haze of her tears, a defiance in her expression. “But I’m not weak.”
“You’re not,” he said simply, his calmness almost maddening. “But you’re allowed to feel weak.”
Her lips parted, trembling with a retort that never came. Instead, her knees wavered, her body betraying her anger and leaving her frozen in place. His arms came around her, catching her with an ease that only emphasized the control she no longer had. He pulled her against him, holding her tightly as if anchoring her to the moment.
“I’m not weak,” she whispered again, but this time it came out broken, barely audible against his shoulder.
“No,” he said, his voice soft yet firm, as steady as the waves crashing below them. “You’re not.”
Her fingers curled into the fabric of his coat as a sob escaped her, unbidden and raw. She buried her face against him, her resistance crumbling under the weight of his words.
“I can’t…” she started, her voice shaking, as though admitting it would shatter her completely. “I can’t hold it all.”
“You don’t have to,” he murmured, his hand resting gently against the back of her head, his other arm wrapped securely around her. “Not now. Not here.”
Her trembling intensified as the tears came again, spilling over without restraint. He held her through it, saying nothing more, just offering the steady presence she hadn’t realized she needed.
Temenos’ arms remained tight around her as her sobs dwindled into ragged breaths. He could feel her trembling against him, the exhaustion in her body palpable. His chest ached, but it wasn’t just from the weight of her grief - it was from his own helplessness.
He was a man of faith, a shepherd of lost souls. At least, that’s what he’d always believed about himself. But as Throné unraveled in his arms, he felt unmoored. Every scripture, every parable of comfort, felt hollow against the enormity of her pain. His own voice, so often his greatest tool, felt small.
His fingers brushed over her hair, a gesture he hoped might soothe her. He didn’t speak; he couldn’t. Instead, he focused on grounding her in the moment, letting her feel his steady presence. But even as he held her, a quiet voice in the back of his mind whispered doubts.
What good is faith if it falters when someone needs it most?
Temenos closed his eyes, his breathing shallow as he fought the shame curling in his chest. He thought of Crick - his unshakable friend, who’d believed so fully in him. And now, here was Throné, breaking apart in his arms, looking to him for something he couldn’t give.
His hand moved to her back, tracing slow, absent circles.
I’m failing her.
A lump was forming in his throat.
I’m standing here, watching her drown, and I don’t even have a lifeline to throw.
Temenos closed his eyes, struggling to find the right words as he held her trembling form. The weight of her pain was palpable, a storm that had no name but carried centuries of shadows. He could feel the warmth of her against him, so fragile.
“You’re warm,” he said quietly, his voice steady despite the turmoil in his chest.
Throné hiccupped, her sobs faltering, and she stiffened slightly in his embrace, confused by the simplicity of his words.
“You’re warm,” he repeated, his hand moving lightly against her back as if tracing the truth into her skin. “And do you know what that tells me?”
Her silence was her answer. She didn’t lift her head, didn’t dare to meet his gaze.
“It tells me that life, despite all it has taken, still clings to you. That you, despite all you’ve endured, still cling to it. Warmth is proof of existence, Throné, and existence is proof of resilience.”
Her fingers gripped his coat tighter, her breaths coming in staccato bursts.
“I don’t feel resilient,” she murmured, her voice raw. “I feel... tainted. I feel like I’m drowning in shadows I’ll never escape.”
Temenos exhaled softly, his hand stilling at her shoulder. “Shadows are born from light,” he said, his voice taking on a reflective tone. “So if you see shadows in yourself, Throné, it’s only because there’s light within you casting them.”
She froze at his words, the tremble in her body shifting to something less frantic. Slowly, hesitantly, she tilted her head to look up at him, her tear-streaked face a portrait of quiet devastation.
“How can you see light in me?” she asked, her tone almost accusatory. “When I feel so-”
“Because I know what you’ve survived,” he interrupted, his voice unwavering. “You have carried burdens that would have crushed others. You have faced despair and walked through it, even when it threatened to consume you. That is not the mark of someone weak or tainted.” He paused, his eyes searching hers. “That is the mark of someone strong enough to carry shadows and still search for the sun.”
Her lip trembled, and she shook her head as though denying the truth in his words. “You don’t understand,” she whispered. “It’s his blood in me. His cruelty. His darkness. How could someone like me ever... be free of it?”
“Freedom isn’t the absence of shadows,” Temenos said, his voice softer now, contemplative. “It’s the choice to move forward despite them. To choose who you are, not what you’ve inherited.”
She looked away, her hands trembling as they clung to him. “But it’s all I’ve ever known,” she admitted, her voice breaking. “How can I be anything else?”
Temenos hesitated, the weight of her anguish settling heavily on his chest. He knew he didn’t have the answers she sought, but he also knew that some truths didn’t need answers - they needed belief.
“Because I see it,” he said finally. “I see the strength in your heart, the will in your steps, the way you protect those you care for - even when you think no one sees. I see the light in you, Throné. It’s not buried or hidden. It’s there, burning brighter than you realize.”
Her breath hitched, her body trembling again, but this time it was different. The tension in her shoulders began to ease, the storm in her eyes softening as if the weight she carried was finally lifting - just enough for her to breathe.
“You make me feel weak,” she murmured after a long silence, her voice trembling.
“Then feel weak,” he replied gently, his hand brushing against her back in slow circles. “You’re allowed to. With me.”
Her knees buckled then, and he caught her, holding her as they sank to the ground together. She let herself crumble, tears flowing freely, her sobs shaking her body as she buried herself against him.
“Why?” she choked out through her cries. “Why was he such a monster? Why does it have to be me?”
Temenos’ breath hitched as her sobs pierced the quiet night, her questions echoing in his chest like unanswerable prayers. He closed his eyes briefly, steadying himself as her weight pressed against him.
“I don’t have answers for that,” he murmured, his voice low and rough with honesty.
Temenos exhaled slowly, watching her as though her every breath was a puzzle he could spend lifetimes solving. The weight of her despair lingered in the air between them, and he struggled with it, the way it pressed down on her and, by extension, on him.
His hand rose hesitantly, hovering before he finally cupped her cheek. Her skin was warm beneath his palm, the trace of her tears dampening his fingers. His thumb moved gently, unthinkingly brushing away the salt trails that marked her pain.
“Sometimes,” he murmured, his voice as steady as he could manage, “it’s hard to see the answers when there are too many questions crowding the path. I’ve walked that road more often than I care to admit. Searching endlessly, thinking there’s some grand truth hiding just beyond reach.”
Her eyes, wide and glassy, locked onto his. She looked on the verge of slipping away again, of retreating back into herself where he couldn’t follow.
“But you...” he continued, his voice growing softer, gentler, “you cut through all that. You don’t need sermons or maps, Throné. You see things as they are, even when they’re unbearable. You remind me - without even trying - that there’s more to life than questions.”
A trembling breath escaped her lips, and her hands clutched his coat tightly, as if she needed something, someone, to hold onto.
“You think you’re all shadows,” Temenos whispered, leaning closer, he studied her face as if memorizing her, his hands steady even as his heart thundered. "And I look at you and can't help questioning. How can that be when all I see is light?”
The words left him almost as a confession, not rehearsed or calculated, but raw, aching with sincerity.
Her breath hitched, her expression caught somewhere between disbelief. For a moment, neither of them moved, the silence filled only by the faint whistle of the night wind.
Throné’s eyes fluttered close, her voice barely a whisper, laced with exhaustion. “It’s dark, Temenos.”
Temenos sighed softly, his breath brushing against her face as he let his forehead fall against hers. His hand remained on her cheek. He too closed his eyes for a moment, drawing in the closeness, her warmth, her presence that still felt so impossibly alive despite the darkness she claimed to see.
“Be patient,” he murmured, the words carrying a quiet resolve. “Eventually, you’ll see it too.”
Throné’s voice trembled as she spoke, her doubt laid bare. “What if I don’t see it? What if it’s never there?”
“Do you doubt me?” he asked, his voice low, steady.
She blinked, startled by his response, and pulled back just enough to look into his eyes. The intensity there - calm, unwavering - caught her off guard.
“I…” She faltered. “I don’t know.”
His lips curved faintly, not quite a smile, but something softer than his usual detachment. “Good,” he said quietly. “Doubt yourself, doubt the world, but don’t doubt me, Throné.”
The words weren’t spoken with arrogance, but with quiet conviction, a certainty that felt like a solid anchor in the storm of her thoughts.
“And why shouldn’t I?” she challenged, though her voice lacked the sharp edge she intended.
“Because,” he murmured, his hand brushing against her cheek with deliberate tenderness, “I can see you shining in everything you do.”
Her breath hitched, her gaze caught in his as his thumb traced a slow, grounding path over her cheekbone. He held her there, not with force, but with an unshakable presence, his faith in her so palpable it made her chest ache.
“And if I’m wrong,” he added, his voice dropping to a softer timbre, “then let me keep searching until I find it.”
“Hold me.” she whispered then, words fragile as glass. “Hold me tight, so I don’t fall apart.”
Without hesitation, Temenos pulled her close, his arms tightened around her. “Always.” he whispered.
His lips brushed the top of her head. She clung to him desperately and unyielding.
They stayed like that, bodies pressed together, hearts aching. Two shattered souls clinging to what little warmth they could find in each other. The world could wait.
For now, they held on.