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His resolution to not leave his room for at least three days did not even last for three hours. If he was asked he’d say that it was because as co-workers, he had important things to discuss with Kihyun that could not wait.
Yes, he was bullshitting.
It was obviously because he needed to see Kihyun and make sure that he didn’t regret whatever had happened between them. A part of him was worried they’d done too much too soon- after all Kihyun had come out (as changkyunsexual?) for a whole of two minutes before putting Changkyun’s dick in his mouth and he had no idea how he was handling it.
And so he snuck into Kihyun’s room in the late afternoon and found him sitting up in bed, watching something on his iPad. He looked up at the sound of the door opening however, and smiled when he saw who it was. Needless to say Changkyun’s heart fluttered in response. Kihyun patted the space beside him before pulling out one of his air pods and holding it out as an offering.
Changkyun promptly crawled into the space beside him and put in the air pod. Kihyun was watching some English series he’d never seen before. He leaned forward and paused it. “It’s the story of a girl who gets access to a type of VR set that allows her to- or rather, her mind to travel to London in the year 2100,” he explained softly. “Should I start it from the beginning?”
Changkyun shook his head so he clicked on play. They watched in relative silence for a few minutes, Changkyun gauging that Kihyun seemed mostly fine and wasn’t behaving any differently than usual.
All the same, he needed to hear it from the horse’s mouth.
He scooted closer to Kihyun and rested his head against his shoulder, hyperaware of how unfamiliar and butterfly inducing the sensation was. Watching Kihyun’s reflection in the iPad he asked, “Hyung… are you okay?”
Kihyun turned his head and pressed a soft kiss against his temple, causing him to let out the breath he’d been holding. “Of course. Are you okay?”
Changkyun hummed in affirmation. “You don’t regret what we did, right?”
“No, but I regret Minhyuk finding out,” Kihyun sighed, “he’s not going to shut up about it for a few weeks at least. Oh and I’ve already received a hundred text messages from Jooheon describing both how happy he is that I like you back and how angry he will be with me if I hurt you.”
Changkyun snorted. “That sounds like him. I love him for it but I’m a bit more concerned about you right now…” Sitting up and facing Kihyun he added, “Please be honest with me, okay? I’m afraid we did too much too soon and-”
“You should have thought of that before you gave me a TED Talk about how badly you want my pretty lips around your cock.” Kihyun teased.
Changkyun groaned and hit Kihyun on the same shoulder he’d been leaning against, making him laugh. “Don’t be annoying right now, I’m serious. I said a lot of shit last night but it doesn’t mean we have to do it all.”
Kihyun’s gaze softened. “Kitten, you know I’m not someone who does things just to please others. Discovering that I liked you came with the realization that I wanted you in more than a friendly way... the same ways that you said you want me.”
Changkyun blushed, settling back into his previous position. It was hard to fight his smile. “Really?”
Kihyun paused the video before turning back to face him, holding his face in his hands and putting his forehead against Changkyun’s. “Yes, really.”
“So that means we’re dating, right?”
Kihyun smiled. “Yeah, we are.”
Changkyun didn’t know who initiated the kiss that followed and he was too giddy to care.
Unlike in the morning, there was no urgency in the movement of their lips, which met briefly, parted and reconnected, over and over again till he lost count, too focused on the floaty feeling of kissing Kihyun.
In the morning, Changkyun’s heart had run so fast when they’d kissed- like it was running a race or something. Now, however, it felt more like it was running a marathon, still fast but steadier and more confident and he knew this was the sport of his choice because it was way more addictive.
At some point they’d put away the iPad to lie on their sides, facing one another. Changkyun was absentmindedly tracing the mole at the corner of Kihyun’s mouth and Kihyun, his cheekbone. He felt a sense of déjà vu although the only time Kihyun had touched him so tenderly had been in his dreams. Somehow Kihyun seemed to be thinking along similar lines too because he suddenly said, “I want to hear all about those dreams.”
Changkyun laughed and staunchly shook his head.
Kihyun pouted. “Why? You practically told me everything that day anyway. Tell me all the juicy details,” he added with a smirk.
Changkyun took the liberty of pressing light kiss on the spot he’d been tracing before turning over. “Sorry, hyung but the contents of those dreams are for me to enjoy alone.”
He knew Kihyun wouldn’t let go of the topic so easily but for now he contended with a ‘tch’, moving closer till his chest was flush against Changkyun’s back and wrapping an arm around his middle. “You’re lucky I like you.” he muttered.
Changkyun could not contain his smile and judging from Kihyun’s laugh, he knew.
It was a few minutes later, when Kihyun was close to drifting off to sleep that Changkyun gasped and turned over, getting a confused and mildly annoyed look in response.
“I just realized that I kissed you without your consent.”
“Huh?”
“Last night! I thought it was a dream but it wasn’t… I kissed you without your consent.”
Kihyun snorted. “That never stopped you from trying before.”
“Don’t tease me, I’m serious… Ugh,” he groaned, “I’m such a horrible person. You were so adamant about not doing anything to me without my sober consent and I just kissed you like a selfish little-”
Kihyun grabbed him by the jaw and kissed him, cutting off his words.
When he pulled away he said, “There. Now we’re even.”
Changkyun could do no more than hide his reddening face in Kihyun’s chest, getting a laugh in response.
Somehow they made it past all the teasing and smug looks and in time, Changkyun even started to like his new nickname, especially since the others had modified it from ‘My Baby Kitty’ to ‘Kiki’s Baby Kitty’. In fact, after two months, it felt more like the two of them were teasing the others than the other way around, always looking at each other with heart eyes, sneaking in little touches here and there and pecking each other every now and then, much to the others’ chagrin.
No one was more irritated than Minhyuk, of course, since he had a first-row ticket to their ‘disgusting love’, getting the best view (and audio) of whatever they did. The good part was that he’d finally started knocking before entering either of their rooms and even the bathroom at times. Not that they’d done much more than making out and the occasional hand job/ blow job- at Changkyun’s insistence, funnily enough.
Although Kihyun had maintained that he “wanted Changkyun the same way he wanted him”, Changkyun didn’t want to rush him into anything that might make him uncomfortable or cause him to backtrack on their budding relationship.
Ever since they’d started dating he’d discovered that the idea they’d all (including Kihyun himself had) had about Kihyun sucking at romance had been more than just incorrect- it had been downright misleading. Don’t get him wrong, Kihyun wasn’t romantic in the textbook sense. He didn’t go around buying Changkyun flowers, planning surprise dates, showering him with gifts or keeping weekly anniversaries. In fact, if you left out the kissing, cuddling, getting each other off and the additional time they spent together, it would seem like their relationship hadn’t changed all that much from before. Kihyun was still annoying and Changkyun was still a brat. Kihyun still nagged him about how messy his room was and Changkyun continued to joke about Kihyun being his least favorite hyung.
And yet, their relationship had changed drastically.
At first he hadn’t thought of the things Kihyun did as romantic gestures but when he’d thought back to those incidents, his heart had pitter-pattered more than when he’d received any gifts or confessions of love in the past.
The first such incident was when they’d been debating where to eat dinner after a tiring day and Kihyun had suggested going to a seafood restaurant instead of opting for somewhere they’d get his favorite- fried chicken. At first he’d been puzzled as to why Kihyun would opt for a seafood restaurant when he didn’t even like seafood but then he’d remembered that he’d mentioned wanting to have raw fish earlier that day and felt a surge of gratitude for him.
The next such incident that had set his heart aflutter and given him enough serotonin to last for a week was when Kihyun had asked him to look up a recipe while cooking dinner and he’d used Kihyun’s phone instead of his own because it was nearer. He’d unlocked his phone to find his own photo as Kihyun’s home screen.
Of course, it was a heart-fluttering gesture in itself but what made Changkyun feel so special was the fact that Kihyun hadn’t made a big deal about having Changkyun as his wallpaper or expected him to do the same. He’d done it for himself and would have probably never even mentioned it if he hadn’t seen it for himself.
Monbebes always talked about how Kihyun was ‘husband material’ and he’d thought it was because the older man knew how to cook, was particular about cleanliness and respectful towards everyone but he realized the true extent of those words when he received an email titled ‘Check out your new health insurance plan’.
At first he’d thought it was spam mail but curiosity had gotten the better of him and so he’d opened the mail to read:
Hello, Mr. Im Changkyun, we’re delighted to inform you that Mr. Yoo Kihyun has purchased health benefits for you. Your health insurance plan includes discounted medicines, discounted health checkup, free vision checkup, unlimited dental consultations…
They’d been resting while filming some content for the Universe app at the time he’d checked his mail and for a mad moment, he’d considered walking up to Kihyun and planting a big fat kiss on his mouth in front of everyone because just how had he gotten so lucky?
Yet another time he’d swooned for his boyfriend was when Kihyun had dragged him out of bed for a walk in the neighborhood park after a long and difficult week. Initially he’d been snappy and irritated and had complained nonstop, especially when Kihyun had strayed off path and started peeking into bushes (Minhyuk would have definitely called him a pervert had he been there). Changkyun had been seconds away from walking off when Kihyun had suddenly caught his hand and leaned in closer to whisper, “Look there, between those bushes,” and he’d looked in spite of himself. There, curled up in the gap between two bushes he’d seen a big tabby cat, nursing four little kittens.
“Look, my baby kitty, it’s your cousins,” Kihyun had joked, “do you feel better now?”
For some reason the sight of the adorable little kittens and the soft smile on Kihyun’s face had brought tears to his eyes. Before Kihyun could panic, Changkyun had grabbed hold of his face and kissed him, uncaring of who might see.
The incident that had really left him weak in the knees, however, was when Kihyun had randomly bought him the expensive watch he’d been eyeing for months and he’d teased him asking if he was being nice in the hopes that Changkyun would finally say he was his favorite hyung.
“That’s cheating!” Minhyuk had complained at once, “this is obviously a bribe!”
But Kihyun had only shrugged and said, “Isn’t it normal to spend money on the people you love?”
And he’d gone still as a statue because Kihyun had just implied that he loved Changkyun but Minhyuk was still complaining about how Kihyun had never spent so much on him and Kihyun was trying to abate Minhyuk’s temper by saying that if Changkyun, Minhyuk and Hyungwon were drowning he’d save him second and that’s when it had hit him- Kihyun didn’t just have the power to make his heart race with his unconventional romantic gestures- he pretty much held sole possession of it.
Changkyun loved Kihyun too.
One evening, the two of them were eating their dinner of jjajangmyeon on the couch, watching Running Man on TV when Kihyun, eyes glued to the television screen, as casually as if he were commenting on the weather said, “So I got an enema today.”
Changkyun choked on the four slices of pickled radishes he’d just stuffed into his mouth, instantly regretting his greediness. Setting down his empty bowl he coughed, struggling to breathe and eyes filling with tears.
Kihyun thwacked him on the back till he was able to speak and even then, all he could say was, “Oh my god, hyung.”
Kihyun rubbed little circles into his back saying, “I know it’s not necessary but I did it anyway… I guess I’m just telling you that I’m ready.”
Changkyun closed his eyes and sunk lower onto the couch, unable to believe his ears.
Kihyun was asking Changkyun to fuck him.
“Oh my fucking god, hyung.” He repeated, praying desperately that the blood wouldn’t rush south just yet.
Kihyun’s voice was filled with amusement. “I think we should refrain from taking God’s name when we’re discussing sex, don’t you?”
Changkyun groaned, covering his face. “Why do I love you?”
“Oh wow, we’re dropping the L word, are we?” Kihyun teased.
“Shut up- you said it first!” Changkyun protested, finally looking up at Kihyun, only to flush and look away again because in spite of the teasing, Kihyun’s gaze was so soft- his very eyes seemed to be saying that he loved Changkyun too.
“To answer your question, I’d say-”
He was sure Kihyun could have answered with a hundred reasons he himself had provided but Minhyuk walked out of his room and trudged into the living room at that moment, dressed in a baggy hoodie and sweats, his glasses perched high on his nose and his phone hanging out of his pocket.
“What are you talking about and why is this one,” he nodded at Changkyun, “red as a tomato?”
Kihyun laughed and started to say, “I was telling Changkyun that I-”
“You don’t want to know.” He interrupted quickly, hitting Kihyun on the thigh and making him laugh harder.
Minhyuk stared at them with barely concealed disgust, apparently having guessed at least the topic they were discussing without any further context. “Ugh, I’m so glad I’m enlisting soon so I won’t have to witness you both being horny or disgustingly sweet for much longer.”
Changkyun’s embarrassed smile instantly turned into a frown and Kihyun stopped grinning too. “Ya don’t joke about shit like that,” he scolded Minhyuk.
“Relax, I was just-”
“Are you going to be like this till you go?” Changkyun cut in. He sounded neutral- almost dispassionate but Minhyuk knew him enough to recognize the hurt in his eyes.
He had the decency to look embarrassed. “Sorry, sorry. I swear I was just joking, alright?”
Changkyun rolled his eyes and gathered his and Kihyun’s empty bowls to take them to the kitchen, not deigning to reply.
Kihyun watched him go with a sigh before gesturing to Minhyuk’s attire. “Are you going some- oh. You’re spending the night at the other dorm again.”
“Yeah, I thought-”
“Didn’t you hear him saying that we’re disgusting, hyung?” Changkyun interrupted loudly from the kitchen. “He’s probably just sick of being around disgusting people like us.”
“I said disgustingly sweet!” Minhyuk protested with a scowl. “I was joking, you know I was!” he yelled back. Turning back to Kihyun he added, “He knows I’m joking, right?!”
Kihyun nodded. “Yeah he’s just-”
“He’s just an ungrateful brat… Shouldn’t he be happy I’m leaving you’ll alone so you can have sex as loudly as you want?”
“Oh and this has nothing to do with you wanting to spend as much time with Hyungwon as possible before you have to go, is it?” Kihyun asked dryly.
It was Minhyuk’s turn to blush. “Shut up. It’s nothing like that, okay? It’s just because I’m not used to-”
“Being apart from him, I know.” Kihyun interrupted with a smile. “Go on, then, unless you want to witness our horny disgustingly sweet love.”
Minhyuk glanced in the direction of the kitchen where Changkyun was now aggressively washing the dishes. “He’s really pissed at me, isn’t he?”
Kihyun rolled his eyes. “Of course he is. Why’d you have to bring up enlisting? You’re not even enlisting any time soon, why remind him of it? Anyway, don’t worry about it. I daresay I can take his mind off of you…”
Minhyuk wiggled his eyebrows suggestively and even sent him a stupid wink before making his way to the door. “I’ll see you both tomorrow. Good night, maknae! Enjoy yourselves.” he called over his shoulder, once again receiving no response.
The door shut behind him and Kihyun made his way to the kitchen as well, grabbing the kitchen towel to wipe and put away the dishes Changkyun had washed. Nudging the sulking youngest with his hip he said, “So I know we’re mad at Minhyuk but can we revisit our conversation from earlier?”
To his amusement, Changkyun nearly dropped the bowl he was scrubbing. “Oh um. Yeah, sure. You got an enema.”
“I’m sure I don’t have to tell you why…”
Changkyun bit back an abashed smile. “You don’t… but um you know… I was under the impression- that since this would be your first time with a man- not that this means we’re gonna you know… do anything today I just meant that when we do- I just thought that you’d rather- you’d rather-”
“Top?”
Changkyun nodded without looking at him, nibbling on his lower lip absentmindedly and mentally cursing himself for still being so wary about the whole thing even after his far-from-innocent dreams. However, silly though it was, reality was so real.
It had been so easy to fantasize about everything he wanted to do with Kihyun or even have Kihyun go down on him before they’d started dating but now, there was so much to lose.
He’d just about gotten comfortable with the realization that his feelings for Kihyun went much deeper than he’d previously thought and were somehow reciprocated too. Everything was new territory for them- the last thing he wanted was to do something that might scare Kihyun off and as far as he was concerned, getting your ass fucked for the first time took the crown when it came to unfamiliar sensations. Sure, it could feel mind-blowingly good but it could also be terrifyingly bad.
What if it was the latter for Kihyun and it changed their relationship?
He didn’t think he could go back to having no-more-than-a-hyung-and-dongsaeng relationship with him. Besides, the others had been too kind to say anything about it when they’d started dating but he knew they worried about what might happen if they broke up one day too.
Acutely aware of Kihyun’s eyes on him, he washed and dried his hands before leaning against the countertop, eyes staring at nothing in particular.
Kihyun put away the last bowl and hung up the kitchen towel. “So?”
“So…?” he repeated, still unable to look into Kihyun’s eyes.
Kihyun walked closer to Changkyun and slipped his arms around his waist, pressing their foreheads together. “So what do you think?”
Changkyun sighed. “I don’t know, hyung… What if you hate it? My first time- it wasn’t so great. What if it’s not great for you?”
“The second time will be, then,” Kihyun answered with a little smile. “Or I can top the next time, in that case.”
Changkyun frowned. “Yeah but I don’t want your first time with me to be bad! Hyung… it’s really new and unfamiliar-”
Kihyun kissed him on the forehead, cutting off his words. “Baby, I’m grateful for the consideration but I know how the mechanics work, yeah?” he smiled, “I know it’s going to be different but I’m not worried or scared. I’m asking you because you have more experience. At least this first time, I want you to take control,” he kissed Changkyun on the nose, “also, I’m positive it’s not going to be bad.”
“I’m glad to hear you think that but-”
“I trust you,” Kihyun pecked him before smiling against his lips, “and I’m curious… I know how your cock feels in my mouth but not in my-”
Changkyun groaned and shoved Kihyun, rolling his eyes when he laughed at his reaction, eyes crinkled.
What was new.
Looked like they were really doing it, then.
It’s not like you haven’t fantasized about this once or twice.
Changkyun ran a hand through his hair and took a sharp breath. “Fuck, okay. As you wish. It’s going to feel great either way.”
Kihyun snorted. “Confident, aren’t you?”
Changkyun only sent him a dimpled grin in response before pulling him in by the arm for another, hungrier kiss, slipping his tongue into Kihyun’s mouth. Kihyun closed the distance between them and Changkyun practically growled when their lower bodies made contact. He moved both hands to Kihyun’s ass and squeezed his butt cheeks, getting a startled gasp in response.
“E-eager aren’t you?”
Changkyun didn’t answer, pressing their clothed erections together, making them both moan.
“Fucking finally,” Kihyun groaned, “as much as I enjoy making Minhyuk’s life hell, I don’t think he’d be so kind about us doing unholy stuff in the kitchen a second time so your room or mine?”
“Who’s eager now?” Changkyun retorted but he was unable to stop himself from moving his hips, rubbing his bulge against Kihyun’s once more.
“Oh god, just hurry up and decide! Your room or mine?”
“I thought we decided not to call upon God when-”
“Fuck you,” Kihyun cut in, grabbing his arm firmly and dragging him towards his room, “we have sex in my room, we sleep in yours.”
Changkyun laughed breathlessly. “Are you sure you can let me be in control?”
He didn’t get an answer.
The minute they were inside, Kihyun was on him, cornering him against the door, his lips hot on Changkyun’s throat, sucking onto the skin like it was nectar.
Not that he was any better- his hands had already slipped beneath the t shirt Kihyun was wearing, almost delirious at the prospect of being able to touch him again. In one swift movement he slipped the t shirt up to his chest and Kihyun lifted both arms to let him pull it off, rewarding Changkyun with the sight of body.
He groaned and dove right in, feeling the pecs monbebes had been raving about since the release of Voyager with his hands. Kihyun gasped at their coldness on his skin but didn’t protest.
“Fuck, you’re so perfect,” he praised, getting a blush in response.
The fact that Kihyun’s nipples were already hard and he hadn’t even touched them yet was delightful. Saving them for last, he raked his hand down Kihyun’s sternum to the abs he’d worked so hard to make, not even aware that he was still wearing his hoodie until he felt Kihyun tugging at it.
“Take- take it off already.”
Changkyun obliged and it was Kihyun’s turn to admire his body, his pupils dilated with lust as he took him in.
All those hours at the gym had been for this moment.
“Fuck, look at you,” Kihyun mumbled, insatiable hands coming up to feel Changkyun’s abs, “you’re as hard as a rock.”
Changkyun palmed at Kihyun’s erection through his pants and said, “so are you,” only getting an impatient grunt in response at his silly remark.
Not having any more patience either, he slipped his hand into the waistband of Kihyun’s pants and underwear, pulling them both down with a tug, making Kihyun’s erection bounce up.
“Your turn,” Kihyun said, reaching for Changkyun’s pants to do the same. Changkyun thought he spotted a nervous gulp when Kihyun’s eyes fell on his dick but he sounded confident, albeit out of breath when he said, “Bed?”
“Bed,” he confirmed before leading Kihyun backward till the back of his legs touched his bed. He sat and then pushed himself backwards, closer to the headrest and Changkyun followed, his knees between Kihyun’s legs.
Kihyun propped himself on his elbows and leaned up for a kiss but Changkyun only let their lips meet briefly before lowering his mouth to Kihyun’s throat and then lower, down his collarbones before finally giving attention to the hardened buds of Kihyun’s nipples, licking up one and making him curse.
“F-fuck. Changkyun-”
He repeated his action once more before sucking on it earnestly and Kihyun gasped, his hips bucking up involuntarily, his cock hitting Changkyun’s stomach.
Encouraged, Changkyun moved his mouth to the other one, using his fingers to give proper attention to the previous one, receiving a string of whimpered sounds that went straight to his dick.
Satisfied, he trailed kisses down Kihyun’s chest, unable to resist a bite, getting a beautiful moan but also an admonishment in response.
“Kitten… you know you c-can’t…”
Changkyun grumbled against Kihyun’s skin but decided to reserve biting for places less likely to see sunlight, his mouth trailing down to Kihyun’s abdomen and lower to his short pubic hair, delighted that he was already a writhing mess.
Changkyun curled his fingers around the base of Kihyun’s cock and he dropped his head back into the pillow with a soft sigh. His face was so flushed he almost looked drunk. In fact, his entire upper body was flushed red, the spot beside his nipple where Changkyun’s teeth had sunk into darkening already. Even the skin above his hip bone, which Changkyun had been gripping at had become redder.
“God, even your skin is sensitive.” He teased, moving his hand up Kihyun’s dick and thumbing at the slit, drawing a soft moan that progressed into a louder one when he used his other hand to knead the soft skin of Kihyun’s inner thigh before pushing his legs further apart. The sight of Kihyun’s hole, pink and tiny, made him moan too. His dick looked so enormous in front of it- it was insane to think that he’d be putting it in.
But of course, he had to prep Kihyun first.
Oh right.
“Fuck, we should have done this in my room,” he muttered, “give me a moment, I’m going to go and get the-”
“Bottom drawer of the side table.”
Changkyun raised an eyebrow in surprise.
Somehow Kihyun managed a blush even with how red he already was. “What? I told you I was ready.”
Changkyun chuckled before practically lying down on Kihyun, stretching out to pull open the drawer and grab the tube of silicone lube. It had the desired effect- Kihyun swore under his breath upon feeling Changkyun’s entire body weight on him.
“Do you want me to use a condom?”
Kihyun bit down on his lip and shook his head slightly.
Of course, all of them got checked regularly for any STDs.
“Fuck. Okay.”
He pressed an open-mouthed kiss against Kihyun’s mouth before sitting up, uncapping the bottle of lube and using a generous amount on his left hand, rubbing the slippery substance onto his fingers while Kihyun watched him, biting down on his lower lip.
Just to be sure he started to ask, “Hyung, if you’ve changed your mind-?”
He could tell Kihyun was trying not to roll his eyes. “I haven’t. Just put it in already,” he grumbled, drawing a laugh from Changkyun. He watched Changkyun with growing anticipation, his eyes looking darker in the dim light.
Changkyun bent down and pressed a ridiculously chaste kiss on Kihyun’s stomach before taking his dick into his mouth.
Kihyun started to swear but his words transitioned abruptly when Changkyun inserted his index finger into his hole, all the while sucking on his dick.
“Changkyun, I swear to God if you don’t fucking- oh.”
When Kihyun had said he was ready, Changkyun had honestly wondered if he’d fingered himself too but it did not feel like it.
Pulling off Kihyun’s dick he started to ask, “hyung does it-”
“No, no, I can barely feel it.”
There was genuine surprise in Kihyun’s voice so he put his finger back in deeper before adding another and stretching out the walls, making room for another finger. Kihyun’s breathing had become heavier so he resumed the task of sucking on his dick in the hopes of helping him relax.
The third finger had Kihyun visibly writhing, breathing so loud and hard that Changkyun’s self-control was being tested. When Kihyun said, “K-kyun, stop- as much as I love having my dick in your mouth, I don’t want to come just yet,” Changkyun did as he was told and focused on fingering Kihyun, hypnotized by the rise and fall of his flushed chest. He pushed deeper and massaged Kihyun’s prostate, over and over again, drawing a strained whine. He knew that the sight of Kihyun’s hole clenching around his fingers and Kihyun’s own fingers curled into the bunched-up sheets would be imprinted on his mind forever.
“Kit-kitten, do you remember that time I said you can take your own sweet time?”
“Uhhh no?”
“Exactly. Hurry up.”
Changkyun laughed. “Hey, you’re the one who wanted me to take control.”
Kihyun groaned. “I do but today, you know? Or do you need me to beg?”
Changkyun pressed a soft kiss against Kihyun’s mouth to chase away his grumpiness. “Not this time… I’ve just about had it too.”
He pulled out his fingers and wiped them carelessly on the sheet, earning a disapproving huff. He quickly slathered some lube onto his dick before aligning himself and slowly started pushing into the tight heat of Kihyun’s hole. A grunt spilled out of him and Kihyun threw his head back against the pillow once more, a breathless ‘fuck’ making it past his lips.
“Fuck- you’re so tight.”
Kihyun’s mouth around his dick had felt like heaven but this… this was like hell. It was torture not to pull out and ram into Kihyun till he was thoroughly wrecked but he persisted, staying still to let Kihyun adjust to his girth. They both stared at one another, lips parted and breathing heavily. When Kihyun nodded Changkyun pulled out partially before thrusting in deeper, the movement causing the bed frame to squeak. Of course, neither of them even heard it. He repeated the action, watching Kihyun carefully. They’d only just begun but he already looked fucked- hair tousled, eyes blown and teeth biting down harshly on his lower lip.
“All… good?”
“Never,” Kihyun swallowed, “I’ve never felt like this before…”
He could imagine all too well.
“But does it feel okay or do you-?”
Kihyun grabbed him by the neck and kissed him in response.
“Faster?”
“Please.”
Changkyun obliged, moving his hips faster. It been too long since he’d topped and Kihyun’s ass was so tight it was making him lightheaded- there was no way he could stick to a rhythm but it didn’t seem like Kihyun cared- he was visibly coming undone with every thrust.
In spite of how annoyed he’d gotten with Minhyuk earlier, he was glad he’d left because Kihyun was loud. Every thrust was followed by him grunting, moaning or gasping and Changkyun couldn’t blame him- he felt like he was ascending to heaven himself. Perhaps he should have seen this coming- having a powerful voice came with the territory of Kihyun’s job description but he could bet the neighbors were squirming in their chairs, trying not to picture what was happening at the filthy sounds leaving his lips.
He was both smug and sorry that only he got to see Kihyun like this- eyes dazed, jaw slack and skin so flushed he looked feverish, his cock lying on his clenched abdominal muscles, leaking precum onto his skin while Changkyun’s cock filled him up, the outline of its head visible in his taut lower abdomen every time he penetrated him.
Well, they can’t see him but they can surely hear him. Time to give them a show.
He cupped Kihyun’s left calf and swung his leg over his shoulder, eliciting a startled gasp from the older man. The new angle both, gave him a better view of his cock disappearing into Kihyun’s hole, and allowed him to go deeper, hitting Kihyun’s prostate better.
The bed frame chipping away at the wall, the obscene sound of skin on skin and their collective moans were surely audible next doors but he couldn’t have cared less. His sole focus was on Kihyun, who’d never looked this beautiful or vulnerable before. In fact, he finally understood why it was called lovemaking because he’d never been more in love with Kihyun than in that moment, taking his dick like he was made for it, not a word of complaint out of his annoyingly perfect mouth.
“Fuck,” he swore, “you have no idea how hot you look like this.”
Kihyun managed a strained chuckle. “Y-yeah? The soreness will be worth it then.”
Changkyun slipped his fingers into Kihyun’s, his eyes betraying his fervor even as he tried to sound casual. “I think I’d be down to do this again.”
“Al-already thinking about the next time? fuck, I think- I think I’m ungh close.”
“Fuck.” He swore again. The fact that Kihyun was going to orgasm because Changkyun was fucking him brought him even more pleasure. “Me too. Do you want me to pull out?”
Kihyun only shook his head. His nails were digging into the back of Changkyun’s hand painfully but tears had gathered in his own eyes. Desperate for both his and Kihyun’s orgasm now, Changkyun chased the feverish pleasure by snapping his hips harder, making sure to hit Kihyun’s prostate with every thrust, louder grunts and expletives spilling out of him at the dizzying sensation of the burning heat around his pulsating dick.
He knew he could help Kihyun finish by hand but seeing the wrecked state older man was in, he felt fairly confident that he could make him come untouched.
Sure enough, the older man came first with an unintelligible cry, his head thrown back and eyes rolling back as his cum splattered his stomach and chest. The contraction of his walls squeezing around Changkyun’s dick was too much to bear- it pushed him over the edge and he came too, an exalted groan leaving him as he did.
He stopped moving his hips when he grew soft, taking a moment to appreciate the utterly spent look on the older man’s face. The sensation of Kihyun’s walls clenching as Changkyun pulled out- as if protesting the loss- and his cum spilling out of his hole made him swear under his breath, both at the post-orgasmic sensitivity and how lewd the sight was. He rolled onto his back beside Kihyun and they both stayed silent for a few seconds, chests heaving and skin flushed.
“I love you,” Changkyun mumbled, “did I say that?”
Kihyun’s breathless laugh made him feel fuzzy.
“A couple of times, actually.”
“Well I do,” Changkyun admitted, past the point of embarrassment. “I’m so in love with you, God.”
Kihyun turned onto his side, head propped up on his palm and Changkyun turned over too.
“I love you too, my baby kitty. So much.”
Changkyun smiled because it was nice to hear, even if he already knew. “So, Yoo Kihyun-ssi. Now you know what my dick feels like in your mouth and your ass. What’s the verdict?”
The unexpected blush on Kihyun’s cheeks made him laugh.
“Honestly I wasn’t expecting it to feel this good...”
“Yeah? So you’d be down to try this again?”
“Sure, someday. I don’t think I’ve had such a prolonged, whole-body orgasmic feeling before so I can see the appeal… but I kind of want to have you in my position the next time…Make use of all that flexibility.” he finished with a smirk.
And the suggestiveness in his tone caused Changkyun’s belly to lurch in anticipation in spite of the fact that he’d just orgasmed.
Biting down on his lip to stop himself from smiling he said, “Sure… next time Minhyuk hyung is not around you can take the reins.”
“Why wait for next time when we have all night?” Kihyun teased, fingers tracing down his sternum, applying gentle pressure.
Changkyun snorted. “You’d think I was the older one between us two, seeing how ready you are to go again… I kind of wish you were my age though.” He blurted before he could stop himself.
Kihyun raised a single eyebrow. “Why?”
Changkyun sighed. “I know we decided not to focus on what Minhyuk hyung said but I can’t not… I mean you both are the same age. When he enlists, you’re going to have to enlist too. If you were my age, we’d have more time together… and we could have gone and come back together.”
Kihyun cupped Changkyun’s face, a soft smile on his face. “I for one am glad I was born as your hyung.”
Changkyun rolled his eyes. “How else would you have bullied me all these years, right?”
Kihyun grinned. “Precisely… There’s still a lot of time but you know it won’t change us, right? Just like having sex won’t change us. We’ll be the same as always…”
“Are you sure? What if you fall for another, hotter guy in the military now that you’re not straight anymore?” he asked, not entirely sure himself about whether he was joking.
Kihyun laughed. “I can’t even imagine it. Nobody there can replace My Baby Kitty. I’m sure of it.”
“You better be because nobody there would let you call them your baby kitty either…” Changkyun muttered. “But fine… If I hear that you gave someone else an adorable, mortifying nickname, just know it won’t matter that I was born younger than you.”
Kihyun smirked. “Is that a threat, Kitten? What will you do if I do?”
Changkyun narrowed his eyes. “I was nice today… I won’t be so nice then.”
“Why, will you do whatever I did to you in your dreams? How about a demo? What was it you said- I put your legs around-”
“You’re so annoying. I can’t believe I love you.”
The laughing Kihyun leaned in and kissed him abruptly before pulling away, a huge smile on his face. “You’re even cuter when you’re jealous, my baby kitty.”
“Shut up.”
“Shut up? Are you saying shut up to your hyung? You’re a bad-mannered kitty, huh. Looks like I can’t afford to wait for that next time.”
Before Changkyun could say anything else Kihyun pushed him onto his back and climbed on top, straddling him this time. He pinned Changkyun’s hands to his side, an almost evil grin on his face.
He could have easily flipped them over but he decided not to push it.
“Okay fine, I’m sorry! I won’t say-”
But he cut off and started laughing when Kihyun attacked him with aggressive kisses, all over his face, even biting him playfully on his ear. He didn’t know what would happen when Kihyun enlisted but something told him they’d be fine.
Maybe he’d even come up with an embarrassing nickname for Kihyun by then.
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